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Rolling Thunder
by Arctapus
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Pairings: Aragorn/Boromir and many others
Rating: NC-17
Summary: This story is an alternative universe. It is about two men who live in Seattle and their adventures with three books and a small rune-covered box.

The alternative universe involves a man named John Strider who is the non-conforming son of a wealthy industrialist. He likes art and challenges, history and adventuring, having lived around the world, picking up skills here and there. To say he isn't like most of his family is an understatement.

He lives with a college professor, a geologist named Tom Boromir <G> who likes the same things but is a bit more engaged with being responsible.

The premise goes that Strider finds books and a box in an antiquarian store and deciphers it, finding a way back machine ala the pinhead movies. <This is where you suspend belief. LOL!>

They find that the place they go to is unlike anything they ever read in the history books and their presence makes things change. Can they fix it? Can they survive the chaos in their wake? Do they want to change things to the way they ought to be? Is this something that is happening as it is or are there forces making things happen to them, involving them in the mystery of the books and the box?

There is more to this but I've forgotten. Its a mystery, fantasy and all kinds of stuff. ;)

It involves Elves, Men, Rings of Power, intrigue, adventure and lots of huggies. Hopefully. ;)

I hope you enjoy. For those who don't like WIP's I hope to keep the pace of Fortunate Son and Son Rise.

Smooches,

Helmboy/Arctapus ]:>

Notes:

Major huggies to AC. You rule, my dear. <Check her stories out. Sublime.>

Thanks for the patience. There has been so much crap going on I got sidetracked. Hugs!

Feedback is always welcomed along with suggestions, comments, criticism and ham and cheese on white with a diet cherry coke.


Part 1

Rolling thunder, hear my cry...

April 16, 2002...

Lunch with my father is always a trial. I love him, don't get me wrong. But his desire to hem me in, to make me take his path is always a strain. I asked him before to let me be myself. Who knows? Maybe I'll succumb to the dark side and join the firm. I think I just told him that to make him happy. I suppose that's rather cruel since I have zero desire. Let my brother take care of it. I can't help it if Dad likes my company best. I didn't set out to make it that way. It just happened.

Families will kill you.

A rainy afternoon in downtown Seattle, Washington

He hurried across the street, the rain falling in sheets threatening to drown him. He splashed through puddles, hurrying to stand under an awning until the worst passed. He peered out, looking up at the steel gray sky. Here and there a break in the clouds signaled sunlight and he sighed as only someone living in the Pacific Northwest could at the sight of something so rare and precious.

Resigning himself to waiting, he stood quietly, watching the rain fall onto the pavement. He was secure under the tenting and so he turned, gazing into the window behind him. It was an antiquarian store, one of his favorite types of places to browse. He liked art and collected it, all kinds from old books to rare glass. His own paintings adorned the walls of his house and in cases around the place were ancient weapons and carvings.

There were a number of very old and very thick books, their parchment pages beckoning to him. He glanced back out at the rain and conceded defeat. His car would have to wait. Right now he was going in. The door opened with a jingle, the bells hanging from the knob a holdover from Christmas.

A young woman sat behind the counter, glancing and nodding to him as she returned to her book. The place smelled wonderful to him, dust and parchment, wax and ink, it all mingled and made an intoxicating aroma that greeted him after the sour pavement smell outside. He shrugged off his overcoat and wandered, moving along the stacks of ancient tomes before returning to the three in the window. He picked one up, opening it and seeing that it was hand written in a script both beautiful and unknown. He flipped through the pages and reviewed the others, deciding in a flash that they would come with him. Picking them up, he walked to the young woman and set them in front of her.

"I am interested in these books. Do you have information on them?" he asked.

She smiled and reached under the counter, pulling a thick notebook out. She looked at them and turned in her book, halting on a page with details.

"They were part of an estate sale, all of them belonging to a Mr. Walter Gandalf." She looked up. "If this interests you, we have a lot of his things."

He considered her offer and nodded. "I would like to look if I may."

She smiled and rose, picking up a key. He followed her to the back room where a large trunk sat. She knelt and unlocked it, rising and moving aside. He knelt and opened it, the smell of mustiness and dust reaching him. A dirty gray cloth covered the contents and he pulled it back, revealing a number of things.

He reached in and pulled out a small rune-covered box. Holding it in the light, he saw that the carvings were like none he had ever seen. Norse runes were the closest to them and they were only mildly similar. He looked further inside, pulling out a string bag that held heavy, bulky contents.

Opening it, he pulled out a broken sword, a sword of immense quality he could see. Peering into the bag, he noted a bunch of broken shards. He put them back and reached for more, pulling up a small leather pack. He looked inside and found a ring with a green stone. It was heavy and made of a metallic substance, shaped like crossing fronds of a tree or fern. Gold nuggets flecked each side of the green stone and when he slid it on his index finger a strange sensation of completeness overtook him.

He sat a moment and then pulled it off, putting it back in the bag. Rising, he closed the trunk and turned to her. "I would like to enquire what the total cost would be for the books and the trunk and its contents."

"I will look for you," she said, leading him out of the room. She spent a moment or two checking her books and then quoted him a figure. It was something he could live with, the need to possess these things gripping him and so he paid for them and arranged for the trunk to be delivered. Picking up his books, he turned and walked outside, tucking them under his coat. It was a short sprint to his car and soon he was on his way home.

April 16, 2002...

When I came home he was hunched over his latest project. I put down my briefcase and leaned over him, kissing him on the lips. His stubble almost killed me. I expected him to be in bed but he was up. There was a trunk on the coffee table and thick old books here and there.

I don't think he even knew it was me. He gets like that. His enthusiasms are intense, focused and life-consuming. The only payoff for me when he gets like this is the sex is great.

At home...

He came in, putting down his briefcase on the chair by the kitchen door. He had parked in the garage, his beat up pick up a sharp contrast to the Mercedes that John drove. He opened the fridge and pulled out a beer, twisting the top off and taking a deep drag. He sighed with pleasure and walked into the living room, marveling at the array of things lying around.

Leaning down, he kissed his lover on the lips, waiting for some kind of recognition from him of his presence. A distracted "hey" and he was back at the book he held, working at deciphering the strange writing its pages contained. He looked at it and mentally thanked the lord above that his interests lay in rocks and other solid objects. Sorting out ancient writings was too much like calculus to him.

"How was your day, Tom?" he said, moving around his lover and plopping into a chair. "How did it go? Did your paper get accepted by the journal? Did the committee agree to back your field grant for next summer? Did you fuck the head of the department over a chair in the common room of the Freshman dorm?"

John Strider smiled and looked up. "I hope your grant went through." He ducked a pillow and sat back, stretching.

"So... what is this? Your latest obsession?"

John nodded, smiling. "Don't talk to me about obsessions. I do recall the time you had all that dinosaur shit strung out all over the house."

"Corpulites. That was not shit I will tell you. It was serious dinosaur dung."

"Whatever it was it was an obsession. You put it everywhere, that and those smooth stones."

"Those smooth stones were digestive tools for dinosaur guts. Besides, you enjoyed showing them to the poor suckers that still bother to come here."

"I did," John agreed, smiling. "This is interesting stuff. Do you want me to tell you about it?"

"Not right now," Tom said, rising and stretching. "I'm going to bed. What about you?"

He considered the tall figure before him, rangy and strong, broad-shouldered with narrow hips and long muscular legs and nodded, rising and setting his books aside.

They were the same height and when he walked to his partner, they were eye-to-eye when they kissed. He sighed and turned, wandering up the stairs to the second floor where their bedroom was. As they went inside, the lights went out and all the living room was in darkness.

Sitting in the bottom of the truck in a corner, the box waited for morning. It had already hooked the one figure who bought it and now it had to hook the other.

An hour later...

Tom lay quietly, his partner lying beside him. A shared shower had led to more and his ass stung from the intensity of it. He didn't mind, their amiability factor being enormously high and so they did what they pleased but always together.

They had met on an orienteering weekend, an over-the-mountain climb in the Arizona desert. Having a lot in common, including their orientation and a penchant for taking chances, they had become close, cementing the relationship when it was discovered they lived in the same town.

John Strider was the son of a renowned financier and industrialist, someone with unlimited wealth and two handsome sons. John's brother was the conventional one, married with two children and his father's heir apparent. But John had the inside track with his good mind, endless curiosity and willingness to go his own way. Even coming out to his father and mother hadn't changed anything between them. They still wanted him in the family firm, convinced that ‘when he settled down' he would come to his senses.

They liked Tom, sensing a fellow renegade in their son's lover so there was a modicum of peace in the family, that is until John's brother and wife would arrive. She didn't care for either of them, seeing competition for her husband's father's affections and so she was polite but cool and distant.

Neither cared, moseying along in their life together and so it went. Tom rolled over, catching a glimpse of the picture of himself on the wall across from him. John had painted it, a full sized nude of himself lounging on a chair. His legs were spread, his brown hair mussed and a sensual predatory look on his face was on full display. In the bedroom. Where no one would ever see it. But them.

He had that guarantee in writing.

John sighed and rolled over, throwing an arm and leg over his lover. Tom smiled and watched him, his face smoothed by sleep. Tom strider was handsome, his blue eyes very direct and his smile unveiled seldom. He was an off-beat but focused individual, pursuing his interests no matter what others might think. His grandfather's trust fund left to him was a big help as well.

"Hey?"

John shifted and opened his eyes. "Hmm?"

"I have to work late tomorrow. Come to my office and bring dinner or something. You can tell me about your new toys then."

John smiled, moving closer. He lay his head on Tom's chest, slipping a muscular arm over it. He sighed and yawned, nodding. "Will do."

Tom kissed the top of his head, smiling. The night wove on and finally he fell asleep. In the living room, a small light could be seen glowing in the direction of the trunk. It glowed for a moment, the sound of clashing heard very faintly and a voice called out, a voice speaking an ancient language ordering men to stand together. Then it called out again and the sound of arrows flying could be heard. Then it all died down, falling away with the light as the box in the truck faded to normal.

It sat there quietly, waiting for the man and his return. Then it would awaken once more. Then the past would live again.


Part 2

April 17, 2002...

It was dark by the time he got to the University. Carrying Chinese takeout, he hustled down the long corridor to his lover's office, entering with a lot of effort. Sitting at his desk, buried in paperwork, Thomas "Tom" Boromir glanced up, a smile spreading on his handsome face.

"'Bout time you got here," he said, rising and moving things from his desk.

John Striker set down his burden, shucking his coat and hanging it on a hook. He took a chair and removed a stack of books, setting them on the floor next to a box of strange looking rocks. Turning, sitting, he began to sort out their dinner.

Tom sat back, tossing his pencil on the desk and watching as Strider set up his dinner. "You know what I like."

Strider smirked, glancing at him through his tousled hair. It hung slightly in his eyes and he swiped it back, passing a box to Boromir.

"Thanks," he said, taking a fork and digging in. "It's late."

"It is. When we're done, let's go," Strider said, leaning back and propping his feet on a box postmarked Brazil.

"I'm almost done," Boromir replied, sipping his beer. "What about you? Any luck on your books?"

"I found a key," Strider replied, "a repetition of letters that are formulating words in my mind."

"I don't know how you do that," Boromir replied, wiping his fingers on his shirt. Strider grimaced and tossed him a napkin, earning a broad smile. "You're such a Nancy boy."

"You're such a pig," Strider replied. "The box fits the language of the book and it appears to be like one of those Chinese box puzzles, the kind you turn."

"Like in the Pinhead movie," Boromir suggested, grinning at Strider's confusion. "You know... television?" He got a baleful stare, then Strider continued.

"I think they're linked. And..." he said with a flourish, pausing to put down his food. He dug into his jeans pocket, pulling out a key with a name tag attached. "I found this in one of the books. Its a tag for a storage locker near SeaTac. I was thinking that we could stop by on our way home and take a peak. I brought flashlights and--" He paused, noting the look on Boromir's face. He smiled, leaning back, the key in his hand. "You're not woosing out on me are you?"

"Me? After working a twelve hour day? After doing all the laundry before coming to work? Why would I woos out?"

Strider put the key in his pocket and picked up his box, eating once more as he ignored his partner's pointed expression. "All right. You don't have to come. I'll go alone and if I get killed or knifed or stoned to death, it isn't like you'll probably miss me."

It was silent a moment and then both men began to chuckle.

"You're so full of shit," Boromir said, snickering as he did.

Striker looked at him, smiling broadly. "You love me."

"I don't," Boromir replied, sipping his beer as he smiled. "You're not worth the trouble."

"We'll leave your car here and I'll take you to work in the morning."

"Tomorrow is Saturday."

"Is it?" Strider asked, surprised.

"It is in the real world. Now Strider time..."

John only smiled.


Before I met John, I was a guy getting along just fine. I had a good job, a good reputation in my field, a pickup truck that could get me anywhere and that was about it. I can be driven, disappearing into my work like a mole. John got me out of that, helping me to emerge more. In the doing of it, I found a partner, someone who is so perfect for me and my life I almost fear to get out of bed some days. That's how much I love the guy. That's how much I need him.

Just don't tell him I said so.

At a storage facility near SeaTac...

Tom Boromir held a flashlight as John Strider fit a key into a lock. It had stopped raining but the night was creepy, dead dark and no one around. Industrial areas left a lot to be desired and when John removed the lock, Tom was glad. They were just that much closer to being gone from this place.

Strider pulled on the door, sliding it back and they turned powerful flashlights on the darkness inside. For a moment they just stood there and then they both exhaled, exclaiming under their breath at what they saw.

There was a number of items inside, hanging almost as if on display and both men stepped closer to look. Garments of a medieval style hung on mannequins, almost as if on show in a museum. They were regal and beautiful, stitched with care and filled with details that only an expert would consider.

Chain mail shirts and burnished armor lay on a table along with leather boots, gloves, and cloak pins. Boromir looked at them, staring at the fine work but he turned when John called him over to where he stood.

He moved over and peered downward, noting a matching trunk like the one in their house. It was open and lying half out, their length too great for the box, were a number of weapons and other things. Two long swords in their scabbards, a bow and a quiver with arrows, these things were laid out almost as if for them to pick up.

John knelt, touching the sword and then he rose, turning to his partner. "We have to take this stuff home. I have to look at it up close. I think I've seen this sword in one of the books and the detailing on the gloves, the white tree, it is definitely in the book."

"This stuff isn't yours, John," Boromir replied, watching as the hunter-researcher beast in Strider began to rise. "It is just an accident that you have a key to this. It isn't ours to take."

"Of course it is and besides, even if it isn't, someone could come here and take this stuff. You know how thieves read obituaries. They could steal this and what then?"

Boromir stared at him, waffling under his intense gaze and then faltered completely, shaking his head. "You are going to get me thrown into prison. This is grand theft."

"Help me," Strider asked, kissing Boromir on the lips. "I'll get the car."

Strider was gone a moment and then back, helping Boromir strip the locker to the walls. They locked it and climbed into the car, driving home in the rain.

That night, after putting everything carefully in the living room, it was John Strider's turn to have a sore ass the next day. He didn't mind for a number of reasons, one of them being he didn't work for a living.

April 18, 2002...

We raided a dead man's storage locker last night and my skin still crawls over it. John is obsessed and will be until he unlocks this mystery. I kissed him goodbye and drove off in his car, leaving him stuck at the house until after lunch. It serves him right, the dilettante. He won't even notice that his car is gone and I'll have an image boost driving a Mercedes. Who says life is fair?


When Tom returned at lunchtime, he found John stretched out on the couch, the sword lying at his side as he studied the text. He paused and looked at his lover, shaking his head.

"Hi."

"Hey."

Tom smiled and turned, walking to the kitchen. He opened a can of soup, made two sandwiches and put together a lunch at the table.

"Hey. Get in here."

For a moment there was no sound and then Strider arose, reluctantly putting the book down. He took the sword and walked to the small dining nook off the kitchen, joining Boromir at the table. He leaned over and they kissed, each of them turning to their food.

"John?"

Blue eyes looked up. "Hmm?"

"Are you always going to bring a sword to the table?"

Strider grinned. "Probably."

"Just checking," Boromir replied, snickering to himself. "What have you figured out so far, besides how much jail time you can get for grand theft?"

Strider smiled, shaking his head. "Actually, I am finding things out quite well, thank you. These books are the account of a great battle between two armies against a terrible evil. I can't quite make out what kind of army and where but suffice it to say the whole world was in jeopardy."

"It is a history or just a fanciful tale that you've discovered that was lost?" Boromir asked, gazing at the sword next to Strider's plate.

"I'm not sure. It reads like its real. I can make out some names."

Boromir nodded, interested. "Tell."

"Two of them appear to be father and son, Elendil and Isildur."

"What sort of names are those?" Boromir asked, wiping his mouth on a napkin.

"I don't know. But I do know two more. One is Gil-galad, someone who appears to be a great king, sort of like an overlord of other kings and then there's his close associate named Elrond."

Boromir nodded. "They sound like fags."

"Speak for yourself," Strider replied, grinning.

Boromir nodded. "I am. And you. And them too."

Strider shook his head, smiling broadly and looked at his sword. "I love this sword. It feels like it was made for me."

He handed it to Boromir, who stood and hefted it. "I took fencing in high school."

"So you're fond of telling me," Strider replied, noting how well his lover looked with a sword in hand. "Maybe you can show me a few moves with your epee."

Boromir glanced at him, lowering his sword. "I believe I did that last night if you'll recall."

Strider snorted and took the sword, laying it down on the table. "I am going to take lessons. I have them made already."

"Fine," Boromir said, sipping his drink. "When you're done you can show me. Then we can play Blue Beard and the Helpless Maiden."

"You're the Helpless Maiden," Strider said smirking. "I look terrible in gingham."

"You wouldn't have it on for long," Boromir retorted, rising and picking up the wall phone which had begun to ring. "Hello."

He listened for a while and then hung up, returning to his chair. Sighing, he glanced at his lover with baleful eyes.

"That was your mother. She wants us for brunch tomorrow."

Strider sighed. "Is Robert and Joanne going to be there?"

"Bingo."

They both sighed together and finished their lunch, retiring to the living room and the enigma of Walter Gandalf and his treasures.


Laura Strider looked at her younger son with great fondness. He had arrived with his lover and they had retired to the sun room, sitting with coffee on comfortable couches. They were waiting for her other son and his wife and kids and then they would dine together.

She loved the two men before her, her son and his friend. When John had come out to them she had been glad. She had suspected that he was gay for a very long time. Dropping hints that she was good with the truth had prompted him to speak to both of them.

She had always been aware and when he finally introduced Tom she was relieved. She had worried that her son was as promiscuous as so many gay young men were and with the threat of AIDS, she was scared for his life. However, this was much better, her son in a loving and secure relationship with an educated and decent man. He was even a college professor.

John was someone in the family that followed his own drummer. He was handsome and tall like all the men on both sides but he was iconoclastic, ruggedly individualistic and intelligent to an extreme. He liked art, puzzles, languages, challenges, and nonconformity. He was the complete opposite of her other son, Robert. He was a man who was meant to follow his father, stepping into his shoes someday as his replacement. She loved Robert but she admired John. John had always been his own man.

The door chimed and in moments Robert and Joanne entered, their two children in tow. Everyone greeted each other and they all rose and walked to the dining room. It was a splendid meal, lots of good wine and conversation and they sat together with an unusual degree of contentment.

"You're very happy today," Tom said, smiling at Robert.

"We just closed a big deal," Robert said, nodding. "It was tough and we did all right."

Tom nodded, completely beyond caring but he was polite. Most of what Robert found fascinating bored Tom to death.

"What about your field grant for summer?" Robert asked, equally polite.

"Went through," Tom said, smiling. "We're on our way to Utah this August."

"Sounds interesting," Joanne replied, sipping her wine, her miniscule meal barely touched. "I can't imagine crawling around in the dirt myself but I'm sure its fascinating."

Tom grinned in spite of himself. "I'm hoping to find some new coprolites, something different than I already have."

"Coprolites?" she asked, gazing at him coolly.

John grinned. "Dinosaur shit."

It was silent a moment as Tom struggled with his expression. Joanne looked from Tom to John and sighed. She turned and began a conversation with her mother-in-law, who was also struggling with her expression. Tom looked at John, who rolled his eyes and then the conversation continued.

April 19, 2002...

I have to say that dining with John's folks is a lot of fun. I don't have dick in common with them. Well, maybe a little with his mom but they are decent and open and fair. His sister-in-law on the other hand has a ten foot pole up her ass.

You can't pick your family. You can only endure some of them. If this is the price I pay for being with John, its a small one.

If you really want to piss me off, leave your dirty clothes on the floor.


Part 3

April 18, 2002...

I have unlocked enough of the language to really get a take on this box. It appears to be a riddle where you turn it and turn it until it opens and you find the answer. I am going to try it in a minute. Tom is hollering from the other end of the house.

I have taken to wearing the ring on my index finger. Whoever had it first must have had huge hands but then I am under the impression that its previous owner was Elendil and he appears to have been a big man.

As soon as I figure out what he wants I'm going to try and open the box.


He came back after tossing towels to his lover and sat on the couch, picking up the box carefully. On the outside of it, deeply carved into the polished wood were runes that represented numbers. He had decided that if he turned them in order from one to five, it might unlock the secret of the box.

Taking a breath, he began to manipulate it, moving from one to four quickly. He paused and then sat back, the box in his hand. Then he turned it to five and waited.

Nothing happened for a moment and then the room shimmered, falling away into darkness. He sat startled and then it coalesced again, a strange sight appearing all around him.

He was standing in a road, surrounded by people moving but not just any people he saw. They were tall and handsome, dressed in armor, and in their hands they carried bows and strange spears. As he stood in the bright sunlight, listening to the sounds and watching the sights, it appeared to him that he was in the midst of an army on the move.

Then they appeared, men on horseback, riding in the midst of the train. He turned and stared at them, stilled by their beauty and majesty and the breath in his throat caught. They were different, very much so. Their features were like his but their ears were different. They were not shaped the same. He swallowed hard and studied them again.

They were big men and rode white horses without livery, horses whose curly manes nearly trailed on the ground. They wore armor of a gold color, chain mail and the purple cloaks of kings.

All of them wore long hair, very long and side braided and on their heads they wore glittering silver crowns of a sort he didn't recognize. They were physically beautiful and imposing at the same time, the force of their personalities strong and compelling.

They were dark-haired and gray-eyed and when they drew even to him, one of them looked down, pausing his horse as he regarded him strangely. He spoke to Strider, his words only half intelligible and when Strider didn't answer, called to his companion.

This man stopped, a big man with a beautiful face. He looked at his companion and called to him, the name ‘Elrond' catching Strider's ear. Strider looked at the other and then the man beside him, sitting on his horse like a king.

"You're Elrond," he stammered. He looked at the other. "You have to be Gil-galad!"

The two looked at each other and then at Strider, a concerned expression forming on the face of the one called Elrond. At that moment, Strider put his hand in his pocket, pulling the box free. He stared at them and then at the box, turning the runes once more. The scene shimmered and went dark, once again coalescing. This time, John was back in his living room.

For a moment he sat in familiar surroundings and then Tom appeared, dressed but barefooted. He looked at John and was concerned immediately at the expression he wore. Walking toward him, he paused.

"Are you all right?" he asked. "You look like you've seen a ghost."

Strider didn't answer him right away.


He told me that he had some sort of strange out-of-body experience where he was transported to the middle of an army of men with pointed ears and spears in their hands. I immediately fel his forehead. It wasn't hot but I was. We argued, he paced flinging his arms around to punctuate his words and I just quivered I guess.

I might have believed the out-of-body experience itself. After all, he's been to Tibet. But Elves?

I ask you...


"But Tom... I saw them. They were real." Strider walked to his lover, who stood by the couch, arms folded and skepticism written large across his handsome face. "I was there. They were riding horses and the bigger one, a tall really handsome man called out to the one who stopped by me and called him Elrond."

"And?" Boromir asked, gazing at Strider with a stern expression of disbelief.

"And... and... that was a name from the book. The other one had to be Gil-galad."

"Why? Why, John, did it have to be?" Boromir asked, moving toward the box on the table. He picked it up, examining it. Strider took it from his hand and set it gingerly back down.

"Don't touch that, Tom. I don't understand it yet but I have major respect for it all the same."

Tom looked at him, an expression of concern on his face. He stepped closer, resting his hands on Strider's shoulders. "Johnny... this thing... it's affecting your mind."

Strider gripped Boromir's wrists. "It happened."

"Sure," Boromir agreed, fear rising in him like a yellow tide. "Let's sleep on it. You and me, we'll go to bed and when I'm done with you it will all be better."

Strider smirked at him. "So... you think you can kiss it and make it all what... better? Go away?"

"I know I'll feel better," Boromir replied, watching as Strider smirked and moved past him, pausing before the box. Strider stared at it and moved closer, sitting and reaching for it.

"Don't touch that thing!" Boromir hollered.

Strider looked at him, a curious expression on his face. "I thought you didn't believe in it?" his voice, a mix of his many learned languages, reflected an odd European purr.

"I don't!" Boromir said, eyeing it warily. "Much."

Strider rose and walked to Boromir, resting his hands on the tall man's broad shoulders. He leaned in and kissed him, savoring his lips. "Tom... you have to trust me. I'm telling you the truth."

Boromir closed his eyes and sighed. "Before I met you I had never raided dead men's lockers, posed for nude paintings or worried about the faltering mental health of anyone."

"Before you met me, you were a renegade looking for someone to unlock that mental chastity belt your upbringing put on you," Strider said softly, sliding his arms around his lover.

"Its called a conscience, John," Boromir replied, his own arms sliding around Strider's waist. "I realize it's a middle class concept and you might not have heard about it but it's part of who I am."

"I know," Strider said, his tongue licking Boromir's lips. "The best part I'm afraid to say."

Boromir's resistance faded to Strider's insistent tongue and for a moment or two wooden boxes and pointy-eared men were secondary to hot kisses of the French kind. Boromir sighed, his will crumbling as Strider sucked on the soft skin of his neck.

"You're a manipulative bitch," he whispered, kneading Strider's ass with his strong hands.

"You're putty in my hands," Strider replied before his tongue found its second home in Boromir's mouth. He bent down, drawing his lover with him and lay back, moving to wrap his legs around Boromir's body. They lay on the rug, kissing and rubbing against each other until Boromir paused, glaring down at his lover.

"I hate fucking on the rug," he said with a frown.

Strider laughed, sliding his fingers through soft brown hair. "You need a haircut."

"So do you. Your hair is touching your shoulders."

"Don't cut it," Strider said, arching slightly against his lover. "I like it the way it is. It gives me something to hold onto when you're fucking me."

Boromir's eyes rolled back into his head for a moment and he groaned, glaring once more at his lover. "You are a bitch," he said, shifting, his sweat pants-covered cock finding friction against Strider's jeans. "I suppose you want me to hump you."

Strider snorted, chuckling. "Is that so hard?"

"No," Boromir admitted, leaning down and kissing his lover passionately on the mouth. "What is hard is the second wind you'll get when we're done. I'll have to listen to your shit all over again."

"I'll do you one better," Strider said, moving his hips in a circular motion, his legs crossed at the ankle. He grinned as he felt Boromir respond, a long agonized groan coming from his increasingly flushed face. "I'll take you there."

"Take me... " Boromir whispered, settling himself down on Strider's body. "Fuck that. I'll take you."

With that, conversation ceased as Boromir began to lunge against his partner, finesse forgotten in the rising tide of his sexual tension. He felt the fire of his orgasm coming and knew it wouldn't be long before it hit him like Hurricane Andrew. He thrust against Strider, the sounds of his own sexual vocal composing a backdrop to the fever that animated his inflamed mind.

Strider hung on, groaning each time Boromir lunged against him, the friction of the movement like liquid fire on his brain. He bit into Boromir's shoulder, crying out unintelligible sounds as he felt his orgasm hit.

Boromir stretched out, his toes curling as he slammed into the end stretch of the sexual hijacking he had just taken. He lurched and jerked and then felt release, falling heavily onto his partner as it overtook him, a deep grunting sound issuing from his lips. Strider groaned, rubbing hard against the dead weight upon him and then he sighed, his arms and legs falling to the floor. He felt boneless.

He also felt suffocated.

"Tommy?"

A soft moan reached him and nothing more.

"Tommy? You're dead weight."

Boromir sighed and with effort and little grace, managed to climb off and onto his knees. He looked down at himself and groaned with disgust and then down at his partner, who lay on the floor splayed out like a well fucked chicken.

He grinned.

"You look good from this angle."

Strider grinned and with effort sat up, staring through strands of his hair at the flushed and triumphant man kneeling before him.

"I look good from any angle."

Boromir snorted and rose to his feet. "You're so full of shit."

"I'm just quoting you," Strider replied, rising.

"Yeah, well... I was probably drunk at the time," Boromir said, a wolfish grin on his face. He looked down at himself. "Well, so much for my shower."

"Come on. Let's both take one and then we can talk."

Boromir shook his head and turned toward the bedroom, sighing with amusement. "You have a one track mind, John."

He squeezed Boromir's ass with his hand and smiled. "And aren't you glad of it."

Boromir only laughed out loud.


We had another shower. It took longer than my other one. There was the matter of John's back and his hair needed a scrub. Of course, I thought his cock needed extra personal attention.

It did.

He really is a delight. When I think about how easily it would have been to miss knowing him I cringe. He's something else. He's also determined that I believe him. I guess I'll have to.

It's easier.


Tom is a skeptic. It must be the scientist in him. He just acts easy to manipulate. If he didn't want what I wanted you can't budge him. But I've learned that honey attracts more flies than vinegar.

God, I love words.

I also love him. He believes in me. Most of the time. I will take him to see what I saw. Then he'll have to believe me. What will happen after that, I don't know.


They sat on the couch, dressed in jeans and t-shirts. Strider insisted upon shoes and socks and Boromir dutifully laced on tennies. He sat and listened as Strider explained, burying his skepticism under a facade of interest and concern.

"... and that is what we'll have to do. I think if you're with me, you know... physically at least, you can come too."

"And then what? What if these... um, these guys decided to stick a sword in your gut? What then?"

Strider sighed. "You don't know what I saw. They aren't that type."

Boromir sighed and sat back on the couch, throwing up his hands in defeat. "Okay. I'm here. What next?"

Strider thought a moment. "I don't know. Put your hand on my leg or something. I can't figure out what the method for this is so it might help."

Boromir smirked. "Like I need a reason for groping your leg."

Strider smiled. "Now you're in the spirit."

He picked up the box and began to turn it, the numbers clicking by a small star one by one. Then it happened.

The room shifted and Strider was alone, standing near a river where tents were pitched. In all directions there were nothing but tents but in no direction could he turn and see Boromir. He looked at the box and turned it back, the room materializing once more. He turned to Boromir, the tall man sitting and staring at him, no change in his expression to show anything happened.

"Tom, what happened?"

"What?" Tom asked, looking at him strangely. "Nothing happened. You turned the box and you just sat there. Where is this out-of-body experience?"

"I had it. I was at an encampment, a huge one and you weren't there."

"That's because, my poor deluded fuck buddy, I was here," Boromir said, sitting back with much chagrin. He rose and shook his head. "I'm going to bed. Come with me. I'll make it worth your while."

Strider ignored him, thinking hard and as he did, he stared at the ring on his finger. Acting on a hunch, he rose and walked to the trunk that was sitting by a wall in the corner of the room. He knelt and pulled out two black leather gauntlets, the kind that bowmen wore to protect their arms against their bow strings. He turned and tossed them to Boromir.

"Put those on."

Boromir stared at them, at the expensive leather and the inlay of trees and other designs tooled into them.

"What?"

"Put them on. Trust me, Tommy," he said, moving to kiss his lover on the lips. "You need something to join me. I have this ring. You need these arm bands."

Boromir shook his head, a look of pity on his face. "You're coming with me to Utah. If I play this game, if I humor you, you have to return the favor."

"I'll bring a front end loader and you can fill it with all the dinosaur shit you want."

Boromir smiled in spite of himself, the two putting the bands on his wrists. With a sigh of resignation, he moved to the couch and they sat together. Strider put Boromir's hand on his leg and then began to manipulate the box. For a moment there was nothing and then the room shimmered, fading into the reality of an army encampment at night.

Strider stood and stared, awestruck at the sight and then he turned, filled with gratitude at the sight of his lover staring transfixed at the view. Boromir turned slowly, staring silently in all directions.

"See? I told you," Strider said, his amazement and triumph barely contained.

"John... this isn't good. Is it?" Boromir asked, his voice a strained whisper.

"It is, Tommy. Think about it," Strider said, moving toward him and gripping his arms in excitement.

"John... look behind you."

Strider turned, noting three armed men coming toward them at a run. Without a thought, he took the box from his pocket and twisted it quickly, the scene shimmering before him. It coalesced, their living room coming into view once again. Strider turned, noting the stunned look of fear on his lover's face.

"Tommy?"

"John, if I weren't frozen to this spot I would kick your ass."

Strider sighed. His partner was completely unharmed by the experience. However, his own ass would get a workout that night for sure.


I can't believe what I saw. The scientist in me denies it without proof. However, I did see three very tall men running at us with swords in their hands and I thought we were goners for sure.

Of course, I had all this excess adrenaline and he owed me, the fucker. I hope he sits on a pillow all day.


Part 4

April 19, 2002...

I hated to leave the house, John was so engrossed in this... thing. I did extract a promise from him that he wouldn't use it unless I was there. He gave me his solemn word. I hope this obsession doesn't make him break it.

Teaching was so damned hard today, I was so distracted. I love to teach. Its wonderful. Growing up, you wouldn't have picked me out to be an 'educator' but here I am and I'm damned good at it. Or so my periodic reviews seem to attest. But then again, what would administrators know about teaching?

The fuckers.

I also get my share of sweet young things of both sexes who, because they have to sign up for a science elective, pick my courses. How hard can it be to study rocks? I take them out on excursions and we dig for them. I make them use their knowledge. I thought in the beginning it was because I was such a hands-on teacher that freshmen liked the class. Then I found out that some of them liked my 'devilish good looks'.

To quote John.

"They like your ass, Tom," he said, that rare smile lighting up his face.

I snorted. "Sure."

The weird scrutiny would last until the midterm. By then most of them would find out I'm gay and I would face the prospect of a front row full of sad-eyed kids. It has become funny now but for a while it really dented my confidence.

It's not easy being an openly gay man in America.


He pulled into the garage, shutting off his pick up and climbing out with his arms filled with things. With effort, he entered the house, piling stuff on the counter. He had stopped by the store and picked up lots of Strider‘s favorite foods, determined to cook a good dinner and talk sense with his partner.

In the living room, sitting in a mass of paper with strange writing, John Strider worked. He had barely moved since the morning and as he sat oblivious to his partner's presence, he inched ever closer to a working vocabulary of a language that he had found was self-identified as 'Elvish'.

It had been startling, even though a lot of the words he had worked out had that form attached to their spelling. He had sorted out the grammar, formulating sentences that had been thorough enough to be spoken in a smooth enough cadence to be understood.

Mostly.

He hoped.

He had found many more individual and place names, things that would be helpful when they returned this evening. Moria appeared and so did Rohan. He deciphered them as places and found more besides. Shire and Gondor, Imladris, Arnor and Lothlorien, all of them yielded to his bloody minded pursuit.

Other names of people, both Elf and Man came to his understanding and he made a list of them. For a moment he stared at it and then looked up, noting Tom's worried face looking down at him from above.

"Hey," Strider said, reaching up and squeezing Tom's hand. The other man sat down on the couch, Strider sitting on the floor between his legs, leaning back, and they kissed. "When did you get home?"

"Just now," he replied, kissing Strider's neck, his hands sliding down the other man's arms.

"Look at what I've figured out," Strider said, turning the note pad for Tom to see. "These are names."

Boromir read them and considered them carefully. Celeborn, Galadriel, Haldir and Cirdan... he remembered Elrond and Gil-galad but the rest were new.

"Glorfindel... what kind of name is that?"

"It's descriptive," John replied. "Most of these names are compilations of descriptive words. Like this one..." He pointed to one on the list. "It is pronounced Legolas but means Green Leaf."

"Interesting," Tom said grinning. "Sounds like a fag."

Strider chuckled with his partner. "You are such a dog."

"I picked that up from you." Tom grinned. "So, have you eaten yet?"

"No," John replied, tilting his neck for Tom to nibble upon. He sighed, squeezing Tom's hand and rose with him, walking to the kitchen to help cook. They moved together in a practiced rhythm, each doing their part to put together the one meal they tried never to miss in each other's company.

"Pass me that fork," Tom said, taking a lid off a pot. He poked something that smelled good and turned, watching as John chopped lettuce.

"We have a person in the book that will probably surprise you."

"Who is that?" Tom asked, checking the marinara sauce that he had just turned to simmering.

"His name is Gandalf," John replied, turning and watching his partner with curiosity.

Tom winced, staring at the sink. "What the hell?"

"My sentiments exactly. How is it, Tom, that a man could be in a book and be here at the same time?" John asked curiously.

"Coincidence?" Boromir asked, sighing. "Witchcraft? Voodoo? Transporter accidents? I don't know. Maybe this guy is a descendent of someone who... who..." He paused. "Maybe some old coot got hold of this stuff and just used the name."

"I don't think we know enough about Mr. Gandalf."

"Why is the hair standing up on the back of my neck?" Boromir asked, looking warily at his partner.

"Practice?" Strider replied, kissing him on the lips?"


Dinner was good but quick as John wanted to sift through the stuff in the third book. It was coming easier and appeared to be written in something akin to old time Danish. Frankly, I don't speak many different languages well. I can do Spanish and Latin and I've been known to come in Cherokee. But that's the extent of my personal bilingualism.

John is a marvel of the mathematical mind melding together with the doggedness of a tick hunting for blood. You are almost extraneous until he figures out what he wants to know. Then, if you're really, terribly unlucky, you get to go on his excellent adventure.

That's how I got snake bit in the Amazon, a broken ankle in Turkey and lost in Tokyo for a hour or two one rainy day that I don't want to remember and no one can make me.

He's that persuasive and I'm that big of a fool. Love can do that to you.

But don't tell him I said so.


They pulled up outside of the records office at the main Bureau downtown. A fluke of nature that would never probably happen again got them a parking spot and they climbed out of the Mercedes and walked to the front door, entering and stopping before a great big listings board of who was what, where.

John found the one he wanted and Tom followed him, looking around and marveling at his tax dollars at work. This was almost as bad as the office section of the University he considered.

They were passed around the building until they found a nice lady who told them that they couldn't access the records of people until they had been dead a long time. That was when John pulled out a paper and told her that Walter Gandalf, recently deceased, was his grandfather.

Tom turned away, gasping as quietly as he could and stared at the doorway as the lady hustled to find all the paperwork that existed on the enigma that was the cause of all their obsessions. Slim folder in hand, profuse thanks on his lips, a smiling John Strider steered his stiff partner through the door.

They walked down the hall, a whispered argument about deceit and the jail time allotted there in floating like poison gas between them. They exited in the main room and were out the door in seconds. Entering the car, Tom turned, fixing John with an evil expression.

"You are going to get us arrested!"

"Tom... what are we supposed to do?"

"Live our lives of quiet desperation after we bury that fucking box in the backyard under two feet of cement!"

John grinned. "You're terribly cute when you get hysterical."

Tom sighed and turned, sliding down in the seat. "Get us out of here before the cops come."

John grinned and pulled out, driving onward to a small restaurant near the water that would be discreet enough to talk in. By the time they got there he would have Tom back on an even keel once more.


Tom is the nicest guy I know. He's a real honest man. He's profane when he's oppressed, which happens a lot with me I guess, but he's brave and decent. I've seen him in pain and discomfort, when he's sick and throwing up and when he's fuming. He's a kaleidoscope of emotional openness that is sort of a contrast with me. When he feels it, you know it.

I was drawn to that right away. My family is less open and more formal than he is. The first time I saw him get mad it was almost sexy.

That it was at me didn't lessen the experience a bit.


They sat and ate seafood, going over the documents in the folder. Walter Gandalf was born in Cincinnati, Ohio on March 4, 1901. He was the only son of a shoemaker and a housewife and he had a standard turn -of-the-century education. His parents puut him through college and he became a mathematician, working in business doing theoretical scientific research for more than sixty years.

He retired to Seattle, living in a small house in a quiet neighborhood until he had to enter a nursing home. He died on April 10, 2002 at the age of one hundred years.

"Interesting," Tom said, considering his partner. "I wonder what kind of science?"

John shrugged. "Maybe his neighbors would know something about him and tell us."

Tom shrugged. "He might have kept to himself."

"We'll never know until we ask," John said, pulling the papers together to leave.

Tom sighed and emptied his beer, shaking his head as he rose. "I was afraid you'd say that."

They paid the bill and left the restaurant, taking an inordinate amount of time finding Gandalf's old neighborhood in the maze of subdivisions that had swallowed up the city in the raging boom economy of the nineties. They knocked on doors for over two hours before they came to a house with a little old lady inside.

She smiled at their questions and let them in, the two men following her into a small and shaded parlor. They sat and she did, her smile warm as she looked at them. John smiled back, leaning forward in his chair.

"Mrs. Perry, we would like to learn as much as we can about a neighbor of yours, a Mr. Walter Gandalf."

She nodded. "Are you friends?"

"We are," John admitted truthfully. "We're trying to find out more about his life here."

She nodded and thought, smiling at them. "He was very sweet. He was a real gentleman. He helped me when things would go wrong in the house."

"Did he say much about his life?" Tom asked. "What he did and for whom?"

She shrugged. "He was a man working on physics," she said. "I'm not much on the science stuff. I don't know what physics are but he loved that sort of thing, the magical sort of stuff and he would mention it from time to time. I didn't understand it of course."

John smiled and nodded. "What was he like? Did he mention friends? Places he liked to go?"

"No," she said, shaking her head. "He was a nice man but he didn't spend a lot of time with other people. He was quite elderly you know, even older than me."

"Did he speak of stories? Myths and legends?" John asked.

She looked at him quizzically. "Legends? You mean about Gil-galad and Elrond and the others?"

John sat up, his surprise open and complete. Tom paused and sat up too, staring at the sweet face of the old lady with his own bewilderment.

"You know about them?" John stammered.

"Yes. He told me a little bit about them. He said that there was once a great battle for the peace of the world. A great evil was in the land. He told me of a poem... if I can remember it. It was quite strange."

They sat and watched her, noting her struggle and then she smiled. "I remember. It goes something like this... ‘three rings for the Elven kings under the sun. Seven rings for the dwarf lords in their halls of stone. Nine rings for mortal men doomed to die." She paused, thinking. "There was something about Mordor and then I remember him saying, ‘One ring to rule them all, one ring to find them. One ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them."

"In Mordor, where the shadow grows," John whispered.

"Yes. That's it." She smiled. "I don't know what it means but I like the sound of it."

They sat a moment and then John squeezed her hand. "Mrs. Perry... is there anything else you can tell me?"

She looked at his hand and then his face, smiling. "Your ring. He said a man would come asking about him and wear that ring."

Tom shifted uneasily in his chair and watched as John pulled it off his finger.

"This ring?" John asked, holding out his hand for her to look at.

She nodded and smiled. "He said you would come and when you did I was to give you something."

She rose and turned, walking into another room. Tom reached over and gripped John's arm after she left the room.

"This sucks. Let's go. Now."

"Wait a moment," John replied, both men rising as she re-entered the room.

She walked to him and handed him a small box, smiling at him as she did. "This is for you."

He stared at it and then his partner. Turning to Mrs. Perry, he smiled. "Thank you, Mrs. Perry. You have our card. If you can think of anything else, please call."

"I will, young man," she said, smiling.

They walked to the door and when she closed it behind them, Tom turned and stared at the box.

"Leave it on the curb," he said.

"Why? This is so amazing," John said, staring at the perfect square container.

"It's evil... it's weird. A dead man anticipated you coming here and left this for you. Toss it in a trash can and let's get back to our life."

John grinned. "Where's your sense of adventure, Tom? You've never been one to turn down a challenge."

"It's not the challenge that bothers me," he said, climbing into the car with his partner. "It's the ghosts that won't stay dead."

John grinned and they pulled out, beginning the long and tense drive to their home and the unveiling of the contents of Walter Gandalf's box.


Part 5

I could have punched something when Mrs. Perry brought out that box. It was heavy, I could tell. John held it to the car and I drove home. He held it in his lap and didn't say a word. I think for the first time, in real way, the weirdness has sunk in.

I am not ashamed to tell you that I could live my whole life and not know what is in that box.


They sat on the couch, the box on the table before them. Staring at it silently, they considered the evening thus far. John sighed and reached forward, his partner catching his arm.

"John... don't open this. You don't know what's in there."

"It can't be dangerous, Tom. Gandalf gave it to an old lady."

"He gave it to her to give to you. Don't you find that even a little weird?"

John nodded. "It's a lot weird. But we have to open it."

Tom rose, frustration animating him. "John, consider... let me throw away every principle of science that animates me. Let's consider that this could be one of the anomalous things that happens, like a visual vortex at a sideshow carnie, or a fortune teller actually getting it right... what are the odds that you would end up under an awning on a rainy day in Seattle to spy these books from an estate sale? An estate sale of Walter Gandalf?"

John sat back, nodding. "Enormously high against."

"Precisely. You have a box and we had a... a... "

"Zen moment?" John supplied helpfully, compassion flooding him over Tom's struggle with the supernatural.

"Yeah... probably," he said, pausing in his pacing, his expression filling with unexpressed disgust. "We also got other things, your ring for instance and when we track this man down, you end up with that," he said, pointing to the box on the table, "predicted by the old lady. What sort of shit is this? You were predicted to arrive after Gandalf died." He moved closer and shook his head. "After. After death. As in from the grave, ghosts... all that crap that doesn't exist."

"But it does here, Tom," John said. He stared at the box. "We have to open this."

Tom spun and threw up his hands. "I give up."

"Good. Now come here and sit," John said, patting the couch beside him. After a moment of silent protest, Tom Boromir walked over and sat, his face filled with loathing as John reached out, his hands gingerly opening the lid of the wood box. They leaned back, waiting for something to happen and when it didn't, they leaned forward, peering inside.

There was a paper on the top, covered in the strange writing that had been in all the books and John picked it up, studying it closely. He put it aside a moment and then noted a silver pouch, silvery and lovely in a way he hadn't seen before. He picked it up and looked at it, holding it closer to Tom for inspection.

"Odd. I've never seen silver like that before but it's silver all the same."

John nodded and drew the bag open, turning it over. Something green and brilliant fell from the bag, landing in his hand. Tom whistled and reached for it, holding it up in the light. It was large and shiny, a light halo of green around its edges, rather like it was illuminated from within.

"What is it?" John asked, noting Tom's intensity.

"It's an emerald... from the beryl classification... green."

"So I noticed," John said, a slight smile on his face.

Tom shot him a glaring glance. "Each to his own specialty. There are many colors of beryl in this world. But this one... I've never seen anything so brilliant or so perfect in an uncut form. Or this big."

John nodded, picking up the paper once more. He considered the writing on it and then rose, walking to his notebook where he began to put the lettering together into some form of sense. For a moment it was still and then he half turned, startled. Tom rose, noting his surprise.

"What?" he demanded.

John turned, the paper in his hand. "It says... it says, ‘come back to me'..."

Tom felt the blood drain to his toes and he looked at the stone, a lot of old memories and conversations converging at once. He dropped the stone as if it were hot and moved away from it and the box. He turned and ripped the paper out of John's hand, flinging it on the table with the box and stone.

"Fuck," he whispered, moving back to his partner, standing between him and the box. "I just remembered something."

"What?" John asked, his voice a whisper as well.

"The nickname for emeralds... a very old nickname."

"What?" John whispered again.

"Elf stones. They're called elf stones."

It was silent in the room for several minutes.


Tom's reticence about this sort of came to a head for me when he told me about the emerald. I am not clear on what we're supposed to do but someone wants us back in time to wherever this is and I don't think it's Elrond or Gil-galad.

They didn't know us. Maybe it was my clothes or the incongruity of me being in the line of march. Given their place, I might have been startled to see me too. However, someone wants us back and some intense drive in me wants to go back. I just have to convince Tom.


"HELL NO!"

John sighed, watching as his lover scrambled eggs for breakfast. They had gone to bed on it, sleeping together spooned tightly. They had packed the box gingerly and put it into the trunk with the other one.

Sleep had come hard and the next day, as they rose to meet a new dawn, John had broached the idea of a journey back with his lover.

"John..." he said, turning with a spatula in his hand. "I don't know if you understand the gravity of the situation. Someone is messing with our minds."

"Maybe," John agreed. "But what if its pre-ordained? What if because we don't do this, the whole world ends? What if this is something we need to do?"

Boromir stared at him, frustrated. "I don't care."

John blinked. "You have to be kidding."

"I'm not kidding," he said, turning and facing his lover. "I don't need to kid. Look into my eyes, John. I have a bad feeling about this and short of nailing your feet to the floor, I don't know what else to do."

John considered him and moved closer, placing his hands on Tom's shoulders. "I love you. You know that."

Tom sighed, nodding. Skepticism filled his face as he watched John's. John grimaced and dropped his hands.

"I'm not trying to con you. I'm telling you the truth. You've never let me down."

"Until now," Tom replied.

"No." John smiled slightly. "You are the wisdom against my impetuous need to know. We balance, brother."

Tom's posture relaxed a little. "I'm not a coward, John. I just have a funny feeling that if we do this something terrible will happen."

"And I feel if we don't, something terrible has already happened."

Tom glanced away, his turmoil clear. He considered things a moment and then turned back.

"What do you propose, John?"

John smiled slightly. "We go back. We take the elf stone. We find this person who wants us. Maybe having the stone will get us to this one person who has gone to a lot of trouble to get our attention."

"I would say so," Tom agreed. "Getting our attention I mean."

"Go to work and come home. Think about this, Tommy. Then tonight we can decide. Just do this for me."

Tom sighed, shaking his head. "Everything I do is for you, John."

John swallowed, nodding. "I know." He leaned in and kissed Tom, lingering on his lips. "I hope you know what that means to me."

Tom stared at him and sighed. "You are a ball buster."

John grinned and turned, returning to making orange juice once more. "My mother has her own version of that expression too."

"I'm sure she does," Tom said, chuckling.


I thought the other day would never end. This one dragged on. I could feel every second that ticked by. Fortunately, it was only a lab and a session of scheduled meetings of grad students. By the time I got ready to go, I was crawling out of my own skin. I called John off and on all day, just to make sure he didn't go alone.

That is, to wherever this is.

Shit.

I've got to do some research on overlapping dimensions or parallel dimensions or whatever. I think I watched too much Star Trek as a kid.


He walked into the house and called out John's name, relief flooding him as he peered around the corner of the living room.

"Here, Tom."

He sighed and dropped his gear, heading for the living room without his ritual after-work beer. John was there, dressed in sweats, looking like he just had a shower.

"What's wrong with your hand?" he asked, reaching out and taking John's hand into his own. It was bandaged across the thumb.

"My sword master. Caught it sparring."

"Ah, the lessons," Tom replied, sitting on the floor next to his lover. He kissed him on the lips. "How are they coming?"

"Fine," John said with a sigh. "He says he's never had a more motivated student."

Tom smiled. "What else is new? You never did anything half-assed."

John snorted and smiled. "You are poetic in your descriptive language. I could do a thesis on you alone."

"I hate your love of languages," Tom said. "If you weren't so good at it, we would be sitting here talking about having a sexy weekend on the coast rather than whether or not to enlist in the Elf army of our choice."

John smiled, kissing him again, sighing with pleasure at the soft sweet sigh of his partner. He turned and kissed him again, his hand caressing Tom's cheek. Tom leaned in and kissed him back, his tongue breaching the barrier of John's soft lips. He pulled John closer, kissing him with more neediness than he thought he felt and then they broke, John's sigh warm against his lips.

"It was a long day."

John nodded.

"I missed you."

"I missed you too."

"What now?" Tom asked, clear in his mind that he couldn't deny much, if anything to this man.

"We have to go back."

Tom nodded, sighing. "I won't let you go alone."

"I know," John said, kissing him again. "What would I do without you in my life?"

"I don't know. Get laid less and do your own laundry?"

John laughed, hugging Tom tightly, his affection welling in his heart. They sat together, wrapped in each other's arms and then the phone rang, breaking the sweetness of the moment. John sighed and turned, picking up the phone that sat on the table.

"Hello."

He listened a long time and then replied, ‘yes', hanging up the phone once more.

"What was that?" Tom asked, pulling him back against his chest once more.

"Mom," John said, sighing. "They're having a dinner party on Saturday. They want us to come."

"Crap," Tom said, sighing. "Who will be there? A lot of captains of industry and their trophy wives? Your brother and his anorexic broom handle?"

John snorted, laughing out loud as he settled against his lover's warm body. "That was certainly descriptive."

"I mean no offense," Tom said, grinning broadly.

"Of course you did," John replied with a chuckle. "You know, I wonder what it would mean for Robert to get laid really well. Say, by you or someone else rugged and manly."

Tom laughed and kissed John's forehead. "Me. I can just see that. ‘Robert, take off your girdle and prepare to sing'."

John laughed, snorting out loud. "How do you know he wears a girdle?"

"I would if I had a wife like her. I'd need it to carry my hernias around."

They sat together, amused and bemused and then John sighed.

"We better get ready."

Tom sighed, defeated. "I suppose arm bands won't be enough this time."

"I was thinking that the whole kit has to come this time."

It was silent a moment and then Tom snorted. John glanced at him curiously.

"What?"

"I was just thinking... what if someone comes by and sees us just sitting there dressed up like King Arthur and the Green Knight. I wonder what would happen?"

"I think they would turn around very quietly and sneak back out the way they came. I know I would," John said, rising and pulling his partner to his feet.

"Promise me one thing."

John nodded. "Whatever you want."

"At the first sign of trouble, you pull us back here. No ifs, ands or buts."

"I promise," John said, leaning into Tom's kiss.

Tom nodded and turned, walking to the corner of the room. He picked up the garments they had found in the locker, handing some to John and keeping some for himself. His sword lay nearby and so did his bands, waiting for him to don them.

He watched as John dressed, putting on the strange medieval-like clothing with an ease that was disconcerting and when they were dressed, after an inspection to make sure they were ready, both men sat on the couch.

John picked up the green stone, tucking it into his tunic. He touched his ring, the green stone eerily like the one in his shirt. Then he picked up the box, moving to touch Tom on the shoulder with his own. They settled back, each of them silent as John Strider turned the numbers slowly, reaching five at last.

The room shimmered and disappeared, taking them away from their lives.


Part 6

The world coalesced around them and they stood uncertain, their hands on the hilts of their swords. Around them, stretching out in all directions, the rolling countryside of some place gleamed. It was green and beautiful, like England or Ireland can be when you leave the cities behind and they stared at it with amazement.

John turned and walked to where Tom stood, his face filled with a mix of wonder and fear. He turned and looked at John, at his transformation and shook his head.

"This is the stupidest thing we have ever done."

John smiled and squeezed his arm, his eyes returning to the land. "This looks like the English countryside. I half expect people on horses to go galloping by."

"Yeah," Tom replied, moving forward slightly. "There's a road... or maybe a lane."

"Let's go," John said, moving toward it.

Tom caught his arm. "We don't know where it goes. There could be people at the other end, people who shoot first and ask questions later."

"And, my voice of reason and caution, there could be answers."

John stepped forward, moving down the slight incline where they stood and Tom followed, his reluctance evident. They walked together, following the rutted road as it twined through the silent countryside.

The sun beat down, the evidence of mid-to-late summer surrounding them in the fullness of fruit on trees and the tilled fields that they began to come across. They walked on and soon the road led to a fork. Smoke on the horizon beckoned them and they moved to the woods that lined the road, creeping toward a view over the hill that prevented their clear vision.

Beyond them, settled along a river, a small town rested. It was filled with activity and appeared to be very pre-industrial. A mill turned, the river its only power and people drove carts pulled by small horses. It was very benign looking all in all and John turned to his partner, a questioning look on his face. Tom sighed and resigned himself, nodding back.

"At the first sign of trouble..." he said. John nodded, kissing him lightly on the lips.

"Agreed," he said, turning and leading the way down to a lane that led directly to a bridge over the river.

They walked on, getting closer with each step and as they did, it became clear that this wasn't a normal place. Either it was the best optical illusion either had ever seen or the houses and people were actually getting smaller the closer they got.

A man driving a small hay-laden cart stared at them with surprise, nearly pulling his wagon to a halt as they passed by. Tom smiled and nodded, his heart pounding in his chest as they walked past, swords swaying gently at their waists. He leaned over toward his partner.

"Do you feel we aren't in Kansas anymore?" he asked, looking at a farmer pausing in his field. "This has to be Oz."

"I know what you mean. Just keep walking and smile," John said, smiling at the farmer who stared at him startled. "These people... did you see that farmer? He can't be three feet high if he's an inch."

They continued on, crossing the bridge and entered a small town where everyone was paused. Tom and John stopped, staring back. The houses and buildings were very small, the doorways unable to accommodate either man without bending and the tables that were set up outside were like children's.

People just stared and they stared back, the expression of surprise mutual. Tom leaned over, whispering to his partner. "They have hair on their feet. Why do they have hairy feet?"

"I don't know," John said, staring at a perfectly formed adult-looking woman who couldn't be more than two feet high. "Look at that woman. She's not a dwarf or a midget or something. She has none of those characteristics. They must be the way they are supposed to be."

"Well, that's obvious," Tom said with a smirk. "Leave the scientific analysis to me, okay?"

John smiled and nodded, moving closer to the little woman. She stepped back slightly, watching as he knelt before her.

"Hello," he said, speaking in Elvish. "I am called Strider. We need to know the name of this place."

She looked at him, at his kind eyes and relaxed a little. She was small with curly hair, a pretty sweet face and nice figure. A buxom lass, she was more bold than the others who stood back from the two tall strangers and watched.

"This is Hobbiton."

John nodded. "I am looking for Elves. Do you know the names of Elrond and Gil-galad?"

She nodded and smiled, a pretty thing. "Yes. They live in Rivendell."

John rose and nodded, staring at his partner. "They know Gil-galad and Elrond. They live in Rivendell."

"That's nice. Where is Rivendell?" Tom asked, watching as small people around him became more bold, moving closer. He smiled at them and they began to relax, crowding around the pretty woman in their curiosity.

Strider knelt again. "Where is Rivendell?"

She pointed east. "Follow the moon to the mountains. It's in a valley I'm told. I can't tell you better because I've never been there."

John thought a moment and then pulled a paper from a pouch that hung at his waist. Turning and rising, he walked to a table and unfolded the paper, smoothing it out for reading. The little people gathered around, staring at it and then the little woman exclaimed with surprise. She pointed to a rune and looked at John.

"That's his mark. Do you know him?" she asked.

"Who?" John asked, kneeling again. "Who belongs to this mark?"

"Why, Gandalf," she exclaimed, surprised that he wouldn't know. A noise behind her drew her eye and she noted a strangled look of surprise on the other tall figure.

John rose and turned to Tom, who stood filled with agitation. "Relax and I'll find out what is what."

"Gandalf. They know him too. He died in Seattle a few weeks ago. He was a hundred and one and he died there. What would he be doing here in the middle of my worst nightmare?"

"I'll find out," John said placatingly. "Just relax."

"Relax," Tom repeated, shaking his head. "Just relax. Like that."

John smiled and turned, kneeling down once more. "What do you know of Gandalf?"

"He's a wizard and he comes here from time to time. He's a friend of Bilbo's."

"Bilbo?" John asked.

"Right," she replied, turning and pointing down the road. "He has a big hole on the road, called Bag End. You can't miss it. I was told that Gandalf was there."

John swallowed hard and nodded, rising. He paused and knelt again. "What is your name?"

She smiled, dimples flashing in her pretty face. "I'm Rosie."

He took her hand and brought it to his lips, kissing it lightly. Rising, smiling at the blush on her face and the commentary around him, he nodded and turned, moving into the road in the direction she pointed. Tom moved with him, glancing back at the group that stood staring after them.

"You know, John, kissing her hand could mean you're engaged," Tom said, glancing at his partner.

"She's cute enough to marry," John said, snickering. "I don't think I've ever seen such a cute woman before."

Tom grinned. "So I guess this means we're over."

John snorted and looked at Tom with deep affection. "Maybe when I'm dead."

"Which can happen here if we're not careful," Tom admonished.

They walked on in companionable silence until they turned a corner and found a big house, that is a house carved into a hillside. It was the biggest one around, fringed by plants and flowers, a fence surrounding the lawn. On the top of the hill stood a lone tree, garnering a grin from John.

"What?" Tom asked, eyeing him with curiosity.

"There's a fairy fort on top of his house."

"What's that?" Tom asked, peering at the top of the hill. "I don't see a fort."

"The tree," John replied, grinning at his partner. "It's said if you cut down a tree, the last tree in a field, the fairies will kick your ass. The lone tree in a field is called a fairy fort."

"You know the damnedest things," Tom replied, staring at his partner. "What now, Cochise?"

"Now, we knock on Mr. Baggin's door," he said, opening the gate.

Tom sighed and followed and watched as John knocked, the sound of feet scurrying inside welcomed. The door opened, a big round one and a small figure peered out, curly-haired and quizzical.

"Who are you and what do you want? Men don't often tramp through these parts. If you're looking for work, there isn't any here."

The door began to close and John stepped forward, putting a hold on it. The figure paused, a frightened look on his face.

"Mr. Baggins, I am assuming," John began.

"You assume a lot. I don't know you."

"He's Strider," Tom said, speaking up. "I'm called... I'm Boromir."

The little man looked at both and gathered his courage, looking at them with defiantly crossed arms.

"So you say. What do you want?"

"Rosie in town told us you know Gandalf. We need to speak with him."

"What makes you so sure I know him?"

"Because she wouldn't lie to us," Tom replied. "She seems the honest sort to me, unlike someone else I could name."

The little man flinched, relaxing his arms. "You don't have to get nasty. I don't get many visitors."

At this point another figure peered around the corner, a small, younger creature. He looked at them with big blue eyes, a moppet of curly black hair framing a pretty pale face.

"Who is it, Uncle Bilbo?" he asked, his voice as soft and as pretty as his features.

"Nothing to worry you about, my boy," Bilbo said, turning and gently pushing him back inside. At that point, a deep and sonorous voice spoke out.

"Bilbo? Who is at the door?"

Bilbo sighed and turned, calling inside. "Nothing to worry about. Just a couple of tramps looking for a handout."

Tom stiffened, glancing at John and then he reached in and caught the back of Bilbo's shirt, lifting him off the ground. He squealed and kicked as Tom pulled him out, holding him up to his own face, staring at him with anger.

"Who are you calling tramps, you little twerp?" he demanded as John reached over and pulled him free. He could barely contain his smile as he set Bilbo down.

"That wasn't nice, Boromir," John said, biting his lip against a smile.

"I'm no beggar," Tom said, barely mollified.

The little figure turned, staring at the two of them with startled eyes and then the other was there, kitchen knife in hand.

"Don't you hurt my uncle!" he cried as a big hand grabbed his wrist. The little figure was pulled back in and then so was Bilbo as another took his place, rising through the door to stare at them eye-to-eye.

Tom's hand dropped to his sword hilt as the tall robed figure looked at them both. He turned and smiled, his long hair and beard almost a parody of a wizard.

"You won't need that, Boromir," he said, a smile forming on his face. "Nor will you, Strider. I've been expecting you. Come in and sit and let us talk. There is much to tell of things that are happening."

John stared at him as he turned and ducked, heading into the house once more. Tom glanced at John, his face filled with incredulity. "Gandalf?"

"It would appear so," John said, shaking his head. "I don't even reason why, Tom. Let's hear him out."

Tom sighed and moved forward, ducking his head as he entered into a charming and comfortable house. John entered and both stood, staring around at the place.

"This is very cute," John said, turning to the two tiny men and one tall one that stood watching them. "I've never been in a house like this before."

"And you won't again if I have my way."

"Bilbo... that's hardly the way to treat your guests." Gandalf smiled at him and he shook his head, a resigned expression on his face.

"I suppose you expect me to feed them."

"Tea would be nice," Gandalf said, turning and gesturing them to follow.

All of them walked forward, the younger person last and when they were all settled in the kitchen on too small chairs, tea cups in hand, Gandalf smiled once more.

"My name is Gandalf, as I'm sure you know. This is my good friend, Bilbo Baggins and that young man is Frodo, his nephew. My friends are hobbits and this is Bag End, a homely house in the town of Hobbiton, a town in the Shire."

"I saw it on the map," John said, pulling it out of his pocket. He spread it on the table, Tom watching all without comment, his knees nearly preventing his view of the proceedings. He balanced on a small chair, the pretty youngster watching him with amusement.

"This town is the home of a special kind of person. I have a personal fondness for hobbits and visit as often as I can."

"Who are you?" Tom asked. "How can you exist in two places and what the hell are we doing here?"

Gandalf smiled. "I am a wizard. I know that in your... place... that is something that is considered less than respectable but here, I am a powerful person and no one to trifle with. You are here because there is a need and there is no one that can step in and do what you can."

"And what is that?" John asked, curiosity rising through him.

"I cannot tell you here," Gandalf said, his eyes flickering to the two people listening. Suffice it to say it concerns a great evil and the future of this world depends upon you."

A soft sigh was heard and all turned to Tom, noting the resigned look of disgust on his face.

"Right," he said, shaking his head. "We have to save the world."

"You do," Gandalf said. "Only men can make the peace of the world happen. No one else can do it. Not hobbit, not wizard, not Elf."

"Elves." Tom sighed. "He just said Elf."

"I know," John said, squeezing Tom's arm comfortingly.

"I am on my way to Rivendell, to the House of Elrond. I need you to come. I can tell you the tale along the way."

"We're going to see the Elves, Boromir," John said, a smile on his face.

"Well, la-de-da, Mr. Strider," Tom said, rising and bumping his head on the ceiling.

The smaller hobbit snickered, smiling at his distress and Tom stared back, a slight smile forming on his lips. "You think that's funny."

The hobbit nodded. "I think all tall people are funny."

"It figures," Tom said, shaking his head.

Gandalf rose and turned to Frodo. "Get your things, Frodo. We're going now."

The youngster smiled and turned, running off. John watched him go. "What's this? Why does the child have to come?"

"He's almost fifty," Bilbo said defensively. "He's not a child."

"Because, my dear Strider, time is in flux and we need him with us, that's why," Gandalf said, his voice a whisper.

John nodded, glancing at Tom, who stood staring at both like they were insane. The fuss of gathering up to go passed by and Frodo hugged his uncle. They stepped out into the bright sunshine and as they did a commotion happened.

Another hobbit emerged, one with light curly hair. He was stout but strong looking and stared at all defiantly. Frodo smiled, looking at the figure with bemusement. "Sam! What are you doing here?"

"I'm going with you," Sam said, glaring at all.

For a moment they stood, Tom and John staring at the small man and then Gandalf. The wizard sighed.

"You don't know where we're going."

"It doesn't matter," Sam said stubbornly. "I go where Mr. Frodo goes and that's that."

Gandalf smiled. "You are needed."

Sam relaxed, surprised. "I am?"

Gandalf tossed him a bundle in his hand. "Carry this, Samwise Gamgee and don't dawdle."

"I don't dawdle," Sam protested, falling in line with Frodo. "He says I dawdle."

"He doesn't know you like I do, Sam," Frodo said with a smile. He turned and waved, Bilbo waving back and as they moved on, Gandalf leading his horse, the hole disappeared from view.

Following at the end, Tom and John walked together, their eyes looking in all directions. Tom sighed, staring at his lover.

"You owe me big time, brother," he said, his voice soft.

"I know," John said with a smile. "Put it on my tab."

The road turned right and they followed it, fading from view eventually. The sun overhead beat down strongly and they continued onward, making for the hills beyond.


Part 7

It was late when they reached Bree, a small town on the edge of the wilderness they were heading into on their way to Rivendell. They had walked the entire way, utilizing only the ferry at the river and when they arrived it was well past dark.

They entered the enclosed town, pausing long enough to talk to the gate keeper and then down the winding lane they went. Tom looked around, his unease growing as they passed strangers, many of them terrible looking customers. Gandalf paused before a livery stable, delivering his horse and with burdens of gear, they continued onward.

John walked beside Frodo, the small figure carrying on a conversation with him most of the day. They had hit it off together, their personalities rather similar and so they talked throughout the journey. Tom had taken up the rear, barely speaking unless spoken to, his eyes never ceasing to peruse their surroundings.

The inn was called the Prancing Pony and they entered, a bar and restaurant of sorts to one side and a staircase that led to rooms for hire. Gandalf took care of that business and they went up, dropping their gear into two rooms. John and Tom were in one and the hobbits with Gandalf, a room with many beds large and small let for them.

They turned and walked back down, taking a table. Simple food and strong beer was the fare and they ate silently, their attention drawn from time to time by a loud conversation or a mild scuffle. They sat together, watching the show and when they were finished, adjourned to their rooms. Gandalf spoke to Frodo and Sam and then turned, following the two men until they entered their room and closed the door.

Tom turned and looked at Gandalf, licking his dry lips as he considered what to say. John walked to the window, peering out.

"What the hell is this? What are we doing here?" Tom asked, watching as Gandalf sat down in a chair.

He considered the words a moment and then sighed. "Do you know this isn't supposed to happen this way?"

"I do," John replied, sitting on another chair, the window curtain pulled just a little. "This wasn't supposed to happen, meeting like this. There should be more hobbits and the Riders should be here."

"They're about," Gandalf said, nodding. "But the rest is out of sequence. Time is broken, the natural course of things is out of joint. I am not sure why but I know that we have a force here that is manipulating the flow of time and causing things that shouldn't be to happen and that which should come to pass fall away. There are people alive now that shouldn't be."

"Gil-galad," John replied.

Gandalf nodded. "That is true. He fell during the Last Alliance of Elves and Men three thousand, five hundred years ago. Yet he lives. There are those that are glad he did, me included in the end, but the course of history is changed and I am not sure what that bodes for us all."

"Why are we here?" Tom persisted, sitting on the bed.

"That is strange indeed," Gandalf replied. "A time eddy made it possible for me to reach out for help. It was chance perhaps that made you the recipients of my message. You are here because you can help. That is all I know."

"All right," Tom said, frustrated. "Tell us the problem then. I can't operate in the dark."

Gandalf nodded. "The problem began a while ago. It was clear to me that the course of events had become changed. Things that were not true were true and things that were false were appearing all around me. People that I knew were gone, dead for many years, greeting me on my travels. Gil-galad for instance. I visited Imladris... Rivendell. My good friend is the Master of that redoubt. He greeted me with more happiness than I could remember and I asked him why. He looked at me strangely and then Gil-galad appeared. I have to tell you I was shocked."

"I can imagine," John replied. "Gil-galad fell at the battle of the Last Alliance. He was killed. His partner, Elrond, tried to get another, a man named Isildur to throw the one ring into the fire of Mount Doom."

Gandalf nodded. "He did. And of course he failed. All that you said happened was the real history of this place. Now it is not so. The Last Alliance has yet to take place but not in its original form. It is coming but the outcome is uncertain."

"I hate to be a broken record here," Tom said quietly. "You have me at a disadvantage. I don't know what is right and what isn't. I just know that we're here, this isn't Seattle and you died there. What is the story?"

Gandalf smiled. "I'm not a man like you. I am neither man nor Elf. I am separate and very old. My power is great but not unlimited and I can do many things. I had to reach out to you because your direction was the only one open to me. You picked up my call as I hoped you would. I thank you for that."

"What do you want us to do?" John asked.

Gandalf considered his words and sighed deeply. "There is a great evil on the land. There is a ring that is held by one who should have destroyed it. He didn't and so this world is in peril of falling into shadow and all who live here becoming enslaved. It is up to us to get the one ring and to destroy it."

Tom looked at John and lay back on the bed, his arms flung back over his head. He sighed. "This is not happening. You're talking about magic rings."

"There are many magic rings in the world and none of them are to be trifled with," Gandalf said, pausing. "I've said that before but not to you."

Tom sat up, staring at Gandalf. "So... we're supposed to do what? Get a magic ring and destroy it. What are the hobbits doing with us?"

"Frodo was the original ring-bearer. He was the one who was supposed to destroy the ring in the first place. He's with us because to set history right, we have to do it with the people who first made it."

"You want to change things back to the way they were?" John asked.

"That can't be done. History is made already. Besides, our presence changes things no matter what happens," Tom said.

Gandalf smiled. "There are thoughts that if things are repaired that your presence will be as if it never happened. All will be as it should be and nothing will be out of order."

"Or, it will be to a certain extent. The one trauma will be assuaged but other minor changes remain the same," Tom replied, his mind frantically searching through the reading he had done.

"Negligible in any case," Gandalf agreed, nodding. "Right now, we have to sleep," he said rising. "Tomorrow we cut across country for the House of Elrond. Good night."

They watched him go and the door close, then John rose and began to pull off his cloak. Tom watched him, noting his wear and tear. Stubble was beginning to show and he looked scruffy but in a good way. He lay back, the bed more comfortable than he expected.

"This is the strangest waking dream I've ever had."

John grinned and poured water into a basin. "I hear you."

"What do you think? Truly."

John shrugged. "I don't know. I'm no physicist. But I know that the story here is wrong. I read it, Tom. There are real changes in history and none of them for the good. At least, none of the big ones."

"And we're supposed to fix them," Tom replied, watching as John stripped off his tunic.

"It would appear so," John replied. "Gandalf thinks so."

"He's not human. He's a wizard. Do you know what this is doing to my scientific objectivity?"

John grinned and turned to him, drying himself on a small towel. "You are a scientist, Tom. Consider that a hypothesis is based on facts at hand, facts that can be tested under controlled experimentation. Think of this as a lab situation and work out the bugs in your thinking by observation and questioning. If we are really here, then all around us are facts, things that can be tested."

"Perhaps," he said, rising and unbuckling his sword. He sighed and pulled off his tunic, tossing it on the bed. He moved past his lover and began to wash up.

"You know, John... I'm not much on formalities. I wasn't raised with a silver spoon in my mouth."

John snorted and shucked his clothes, moving to brace the door with a chair. He turned and climbed into bed, resting his sore body against a passable mattress.

"However... that being said, I am not looking forward to wearing the same clothes for the next... what? Month?"

John chuckled and watched the play of muscles on Tom's back, sighing slightly. "You and me both, brother."

Tom smiled and turned, his hair straggling into his eyes. His blond stubble cried out for a razor as he moved to the bed, shedding his clothing and climbing under the covers. They lay together, staring at the ceiling for a moment before John turned and moved, settling against Tom's chest. Strong rough hands began to caress him, sliding slowly up and down his back. He sighed.

"You're all tense," Tom said.

"That feels good."

It was silent for a moment.

"What is this Elrond like?" Tom asked, watching a shadow play across the ceiling.

"He's an interesting person," John replied, yawning. "He's the son of a man the Elves believe is the morning and evening star. There's more to it but I haven't gotten that far. He has one of the most royal pedigrees of anyone here. He's a lore master, whatever that is and someone who is called upon when things fuck up. His home is a sanctuary, at least it is when things are in order. It could be a brothel now for all I know."

Tom snorted, kissing the top of John's head. "I somehow can't see that happening."

John smiled. "Me either. I want to meet him more than anyone else here."

"Gil-galad. What's his story?"

"He's a high king of Elrond's kindred and Elrond is his right arm. The tales call them partners."

"Are they married to anyone?" Tom asked, considering the language of the story.

"No. Neither are. Not while Gil-galad was alive anyway. When he died Elrond married and had three children, twin boys and a girl."

Tom nodded. "He sounds gay."

"Could be," John said, smiling. "I think there was a relationship there. They were together until Gil-galad's death."

"If we put things to rights, Gil-galad dies and Elrond is left alone."

John considered that and sighed. "I know," he said softly.

"This sucks, John. If we do whatever Gandalf expects that we're supposed to do, people are going to be dead and people are going to be left alone."

John leaned up and kissed Tom, settling against his chest as strong arms encircled him. He shifted, moving onto Tom's body, sighing against his lips as he relaxed.

"I wonder how thin the walls are," John whispered with a soft chuckle.

Tom grinned, his hands sliding up and down John's back. "Since when did you ever worry about that?"

"They might have noise ordinances here," John replied.

Tom snorted and chuckled, hugging his lover tightly. "Well, we'll just have to find out the hard way, won't we."

John moved and sat up, straddling his lover. "I guess we will," he whispered, leaning down and kissing Tom softly. He sat back up, shifting slightly and began to rub against Tom, watching with satisfaction as he sighed, his eyes closing. Strong hands gripped John's thighs as he moved, the friction of the slow steady rhythm warm between them.

Tom bit his lip and held John's legs, his passion rising through him like a brush fire. John leaned forward, bracing his hands on each side of Tom's shoulders and moved faster, his own panting staccato to Tom's. It was silent by default, their orgasms, bitten back against the thought of others knowing and when it passed John relaxed, falling into the sticky chest and strong arms of his partner.

He sighed and relaxed, the slow trail of Tom's fingers along his spine soothing. It was silent as they lay together, each lost in their thoughts. Far away, riding along the back roads of the countryside, dark shadows searched. Shades of men on horseback, dressed in black, went this way and that as they sought out the one ring that their master desired.


It was late and he stood staring at the stars, his robe drawn around him. He had not heard back, his emissary still not returned and as Elrond stood staring skyward, his fear for Glorfindel grew. If the rumors were true, if Isildur did indeed possess the ring, the delay in return couldn't be a good thing.

The Council would be convening in a week and he wanted to make sure that Gondor and Arnor were there. Elendil had not returned his messages and this disturbed him. They were friends, Gil-galad especially a comrade of the tall and gregarious man. Not hearing from him, coupled with the finding of a dying Gollum had been bad news when it was said Gollum's last words were Isildur and the 'precious'.

Riders had been dispatched and news sought but little was to be had until strange tales of the White City began to be heard by Rangers. They had drifted in, their kind always welcomed at Rivendell.

They had told him of increased security around Gondor and Arnor, of people being suppressed for having dissenting opinions and other foreboding things. It was said that Isildur was in charge, supported by his brother and that his father hadn't been seen for some time. It was said that the young man was wanton and cruel.

Elrond sighed, contemplating the changes in things when strong arms encircled him and the glistening magic of soft lips against his neck made him weak with pleasure. He sighed and leaned back, welcoming the touch of his lover.

"You are melancholy tonight," Gil-galad whispered.

"I am worried for Glorfindel and all of the rest of us," Elrond said, sighing.

"I know," Gil-galad said, nuzzling Elrond's ear. He sighed and stepped beside his lover, his arm around Elrond's waist. He looked at the sky and considered things for a moment. "The world is in flux, this I can feel. Change is on the wind and I fear it won't be for the good."

"We won't be free of danger until the ring is destroyed. If we march on Gondor--"

"We must," Gil-galad said, turning Elrond to face him. "You know it and I do. We must defeat Isildur if he has the ring and destroy it."

"What if we take the ring? What if a chance is taken and the ring is brought out of Gondor? Then it can be destroyed."

Gil-galad considered Elrond's words. "It would be the best solution to a terrible problem. How could this be done? I am told that Elves are not allowed in Gondor and Arnor. Wherever the ring is, we cannot go there."

"There might be a way," Elrond said, slipping his arms around Gil-galad's shoulders. "Gandalf and I have been talking."

"Ah, you keep secrets from me," Gil-galad said teasingly.

Elrond smiled, sighing. "I felt discretion might be in order in case it was only idle speculation rather than a plan that might be implemented."

Gil-galad smiled. "You are ever my right hand." He pulled Elrond into his body, a sense of deep melancholy informing him. "Come to bed. I am tired of waiting for you alone."

Elrond nodded and turned, walking with his partner to the bedroom beyond.


Part 8

Morning came very early and they stepped out of the inn, the sky above them streaking with light. Gandalf had gone to fetch his horse and Sam and Frodo stood in the lane, talking quietly in a language neither Tom nor John understood.

They were dressed in cloaks and carried small packs, the bigger one on Sam's back. Gandalf appeared and they moved off together, heading out of the town through its main gate. They headed down the road and then stepped off, walking up the slight incline of land that led to the mountains and plains beyond.

Trees broke the blandness of rock and earth, the sky becoming blue as the day wore on. Gandalf led and the hobbits followed. Tom was next, followed by John, who true to form was lost in his own thoughts. It was colder as they got higher and when the sun began to go down they noted a far off landmark.

"Amon Sul," Gandalf informed them. "It was a great watch tower of men at one time." He turned and looked at them. "We will camp there tonight."

They walked on, the uplift of land becoming clearer and when they arrived at its foot, they began to climb the trail of broken stairs that wound around it. Once at the top, the hobbits sat down, exhausted from their efforts on the road. Gandalf watched them and then turned, moving aside with John and Tom.

"I will scout around," he said. "I don't know what may lie out there but I feel a fell presence nearby."

"Oh great," Tom said, turning and shaking his head.

"We'll stay here," John agreed, watching as Gandalf turned and walked to the trail once more.

Tom turned and watched him go. "What the hell is a fell presence? Is it something that will just eat us or will it fuck us over first?"

"It could be anything," John admitted, turning and patting his partner on the arm.

"I haven't used a sword since I was a whole lot younger, John. We better not have to use these or we're going to get hurt."

"It's like falling off a bicycle," John said, turning and watching across the plain. "You don't forget."

"An epee and a real sword are two different things," Tom said, pulling his sword free of its scabbard. "This weighs a ton."

"Use it to do what you know how to do," John said, watching as he re-sheathed the weapon. "Remember to defend and when you get the opportunity, attack. Defend, attack."

Tom sighed and nodded. "And you? Can you defend?"

"I can," John said. "Don't worry about me."

"I do," Tom said, staring at his partner with concern. "You notice how conveniently he left out any mention of whether you and I can die here?"

They stared out, the darkness surrounding them in that deep way that it does when there is no illumination to be found. The deepness with all its sounds pressed in upon them and they retreated, sitting with the hobbits as all waited for Gandalf.

For a while it was quiet, then a shrill crying sound was heard along with the sound of galloping horses. John and Tom were on their feet, staring down into the lowlands below. They could see apparitions coming, dark shapes that rode dark horses and they turned, pulling the hobbits to their feet.

They turned and ran up broken steps to the second level of the ruin. The weak light of stars cast long shadows and the statues of forgotten men leered at them, mocking their feeble efforts to defend themselves.

Tom and John pulled their swords, the roar of their blood drowning out any other sound in their ears. Looking this way and that, they waited for trouble and it emerged upon them, emerging out of the night as four specters stepped between broken columns and paused.

"Fuck," Tom whispered, shoving Sam behind him. The two hobbits stared with fear and helplessness, standing behind the two men that blocked evil from them. Tom swallowed hard, his sword coming up in a defensive move and in seconds the shade directly in front of him charged.

There was a ringing sound as blade hit blade and then another charged John and it was a melee. They stood shoulder to shoulder, throwing back the devils, the sound of sword and grunting of effort echoing off the walls.

Sam and Frodo scurried back, watching with horror as the battle raged onward. They were matched until Strider slipped and a sword point pierced his shoulder.

His cry echoed and everyone paused, Tom looking at horror as his partner was stabbed. He cried out in rage and swung his sword with both hands, raining blows down upon the shapes as they turned and pulled back.

A flash of light appeared behind them and two of them burst into flames. Shrieks filled the night and swords clashed, falling and rising in the ghastly illumination of burning bodies.

The ghosts turned, running and screaming and disappeared over the top of the wall surrounding the tower. Gandalf looked down, peering all around as Tom ran and knelt beside his partner. John groaned, his cries coupled with ragged breathing and Tom turned, crying out for Gandalf.

The wizard came immediately, opening John's shirt and his expression darkened considerably. He picked up a sword, dropped by a shade and the blade fell away in his hand.

"A Mordor blade," he said with disgust. "Bring me a cloth, a shirt, anything."

Frodo pulled a shirt from his bag and Gandalf wrapped it around the blade. "Put this in my bag. Do not touch it with your hands. There is writing upon it that Elrond will need to read. This kind of wound is beyond me to heal."

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Tom demanded, the moaning man lying in his arms thrashing from pain. "Do something!"

Gandalf opened the shirt and stared. A black edged wound was cut into a pale shoulder and green began to ooze from it. "We have to get him to Elrond. He will know how to heal this wound."

Gandalf rose and hurried down the steps, unloading his horse carefully. Turning, he hurried up and helped them get Strider to his feet. They made it down the stairs and put him on the horse, leaving behind what they couldn't carry.

Lighting several torches and giving them to others, Gandalf led his horse into the night.

In another time and place...

He stared into his pilantir, watching as people went about their business unaware. The lost seeing stones of the Elves were mostly accounted for but he knew that his and Sauron's weren't. He had used it for a long time, collecting information of use to his long range plans and as he did, he learned more about how these things worked.

Sometimes there were pictures he didn't understand but over time he began to see that they were other possibilities, other worlds and ways of being. Men were in a lot of his pictures, their strange technologies calling out to him. He studied them, learning as much as he could all the while he studied the history of his own kind through the green glass surface of the stone.

He knew that time was a river, flowing along its way with little thought to eddies and whirlpools, those places where his thoughts gathered. He considered what it meant to play with the stream, to watch things change from what they were to what might be.

He gave great thought to it, placing into it his skill and his ability and when he made a change, a small one indeed, he noted that the course of Gondor was disrupted. What he didn't understand was that tossing a pebble into the current of time, the ripples will not be predictable.

Like glass shattering, the effect of his actions splintered things as they were into things that are and out of them time shifted like a kaleidoscope. What was old existed alongside of things yet to be, ancient times nestled beside the present. People who had died, didn't. And kingdoms consolidated in seconds that didn't exist before.

All the possibilities that were to be had came together in a flash and when Saruman considered them he was puzzled. The great fortress of Barad-Dur was silent, the lurking energy of Sauron was missing and he considered the enormity of what he had done.

Time had danced for him, adding and subtracting in ways he still wasn't sure of. But what interested and excited him was the absence of one single presence among the many before him.

Sauron.

He was nowhere to be had. Perhaps, he considered, time had washed even that force away, leaving him the most powerful person in Middle Earth. Sauron's kingdom and his forces were his alone and he felt the rush of power so great that it nearly destroyed him.

He considered his resources, doubled and trebled in the blink of an eye and as he did, he turned and summoned an aide. A small orc entered, waiting respectfully.

"Gather an escort together. I am going to Mordor," he said.

The orc bowed and turned away, scurrying off to comply. As he did, Saruman the Wise felt an almost orgasmic feeling of power inhabit him, rushing through him like a wind. No matter what had happened, he was not only intact but greater and the world was laid out before him, a garden to be harvested.

He rose and walked to his pilantir, touching it once more. The presence of the Dark Lord was gone from the world. It made him want to smile. With a sigh, he took it into his hand and walked to his rooms to pack.


He rode along the trail, his men in escort behind him. They had ridden far, traveling through the mountain regions for his father. Visiting towns and villages was a way to keep track of their kingdom and as he went here and there he knew he was being groomed for the throne some day.

He was a very big man, muscular and handsome. His hair was long and dark and his eyes piercing. He was handsome in the way of all Numenoreans and kingly. He sat a horse well and his eyes never stopped roving, looking all around him with the same restless energy that animated him in all things.

He had traveled to Imladris, spending a few days with his father's good friends, Elrond of Rivendell and King Gil-galad. It had been most enjoyable but he had to move on and off to Lothlorien he had gone. The Lady and Lord of the Great Wood were warm hosts and he spent a few days there giving his father's regards to them.

By the time he moved on, paralleling the Misty Mountains he was ready to be at home again. He would follow the Nimredel and pass into the Dunland, moving south into Gondor once more. It was the long way around but one he had not taken and so as he moved along the mountain tracks, fate played a hand in his future.

He didn't feel it, the shifting of time and when it had passed and all had been changed, he wasn't aware that it happened. No one was, none but the most acute and they were dulled by the experience for a while.

He traveled on, following the track and when he came across a scavenger pawing at a carcass he was unable to stop his bowman from shooting. A scream emanated from the creature's lips and it tried to crawl away.

Isildur jumped from his horse and ran to it, slowing as he approached. It was filthy and strange, a creature of big eyes and sharp teeth. It looked at him with hatred and fear and when he knelt, it tried to claw him.

He listened to the creature's voice, hearing a word repeat over and over. ‘Precious' it was and as he listened, he felt a strange sensation come over him. His world telescoped and he stared at the creature's hand, convulsively clutching something. He reached for it and it screamed, pawing away from him once more.

He grabbed the creature's wrist and as it tried to bite him, a guard gripped its head and cut its throat. It gurgled and coughed, the pitiful pleading falling away and as he fell back against the ground, his life blood dribbling away, a gold object fell from his hand.

Isildur stared at it, then he picked it up, holding it up in the light. He felt himself shredding, the interior of his soul coming apart and he staggered to his feet, his expression changing even as he did. It became hardened, lustful and greedy. It became devoid of the qualities that had earmarked him for the crown. He stood in the faint sunlight and turned the ring over, noting a heaviness in his limbs.

It had taken him at that moment, finding temporary sanctuary in the absence of the essence of its master. The Ring was at home now, the potential for finding Sauron much greater than with Gollum and so when the prince turned and mounted his horse to move onward toward Minas Tirith, the Ring rejoiced.


The trail was slippery and filled with trees and bushes, hindering their progress as they pushed on. Gandalf led the way, his staff lighting the darkness and behind him Strider sat in agony on the horse. The hobbits hurried, Boromir behind them, his torch held high against the cries in the night. He knew they weren't natural and he feared staying but he wasn't sure that the wound John had suffered could be treated back home.

The box in John's pocket burned in his mind and it took all his self-control not to snatch it and flee with his partner. Gandalf was in control for now and he deferred in his panic to the wizard's calm voice and swift feet.

They pressed on, the refuge of Rivendell far away. It was hell and it was wet, the torches sputtering and onward they went as ever evil was gaining on them.


He made Mordor in a few days, traveling steadily and when he entered the Dark Lord's castle he could feel the absence of his presence. The place was devoid of a controlling force and so he gathered the power points together. Orcs and Uruk Hai gave their allegiance to him and all of the Dark Lord's secrets lay unfurled.

Saruman settled in, making himself to home and he put his pilantir next to Sauron's, making use of both as he swept the world for the Ring. He would have that ring and then no one would be able to summon the strength to oppose him.

He had reshaped time, shifting all the ages into a deck and shuffling them. He was aware of differences, the presence of Isildur and Elendil but one and as he looked for others, he found enormous joy. He was finally, at long last beholding to no one.

Now the world would have to move to his commands.


"He's sick! What can you do?" Tom asked, turning to Gandalf with extreme distress.

"We will make a poultice. It will ease the poison but it will not heal him. We must hurry."

Gandalf turned and walked into the bushes, disappearing with Sam as they talked over plants. Tom sat, John's head in his lap and silently cursed him for bringing this all upon them. Then he leaned down and kissed him, ignoring Frodo's look of surprise as he stood holding a dagger and a torch nearby.

They sat together, noises in the night coming loud and clear and then a bright light began to form nearby. Tom looked up, his throat catching and laying John's head down gently, rose and drew his sword. He moved to stand over John, gathering his tattered wits and waited as the light got closer.

The sound of footsteps stopped and then the bushes were parted, a face peering in to where the three were hiding. Tom stared at him, his sword held firmly in his hand.

"Don't come any closer or I'll run you through," he said with more bravado than he felt.

The face stared at him, smiling slightly. It was as if the figure before him glowed with an inner light and as he stepped closer, Tom found himself lowering his sword willingly. "Who are you?"

"A wandering Elf, trooping with companions. We were told to come here by Gandalf. He's nearby. We met him in his searching."

Tom sighed and lowered his sword, moving to kneel beside John. "Can you help him?"

The Elf came closer and knelt too. He pulled open the shirt and frowned. "The wound is of Mordor. The knife?"

Frodo turned and got if from Gandalf's bag, handing it to the beautiful Elf as four more stepped into the clearing. Tom glanced at them, stunned into silence by their beauty and nobility and then he turned back to John, who looked deathlike with illness and sounded worse.

The Elf read the hilt and handed it back to Frodo, watching as he returned it to Gandalf's bag. "That is a fell thing. There is much evil in it. I will do my best."

He reached into John's shirt, touching the wound and surrounding area and Tom watched, noting John's rising ease. At that moment Gandalf returned, carrying plants in his hands. He knelt and handed them to the Elf, who in turn made a dry poultice of them. He put them on the wound and closed the shirt, glancing at Gandalf as he did.

"You must get him to Elrond. He will save him. The wound is bad, Gandalf."

He nodded and rose, looking around. "I will take him on my horse. I would be pleased and in your debt, Gildor Inglorion, if you would take the others to Rivendell in your company."

"I can't leave John," Tom said, rising.

"You must," Gandalf said, rising himself. "He is hours away from being beyond our help. If he is to defeat the grip of evil upon him, Lord Elrond is his only hope."

Tom swallowed hard and turned, helping Gandalf load his partner onto the horse's back. As he did the Elf talked to him, telling Gandalf something urgent. Gandalf nodded and mounted behind John, turning his horse and riding off swiftly.

Tom watched him go, aware he was trapped and turned, looking at seven alien creatures looking back at him. He rubbed his chin, his heart aching and helped the others gather things to go. It would take three days to fast march to Rivendell, three days in which he didn't know if John was alive or if he was dead.


Part 9

It was raining on the trail and Tom was grim-faced, following the Elves as they hurried onward toward Rivendell. The sound of his feet and the steady drip of water reminded him of home and his real life. This extended nightmare was vivid and terrifying and he was mostly silent as they tramped through the darkness of early morning, third day.

They hurried up a trail and when they crested the top, he looked down into a valley that was shocking in its beauty. Waterfalls poured over precipices, cascading down into a river that cut a wide valley. All along the sides were dwellings and in the middle was a house of amazing size and beauty.

It was nestled into trees, huge sheltering trees and trails wound along the outcroppings and sloping sides of the valley. As he walked down into it he was silent with amazement. There were lots of people here, that is, Elves but most of them had dark hair and eyes. A scattering of blonds were here and there but it was rare to see very many.

He considered this as he walked along a winding stairway, leading toward the great house below them. He climbed steps again and entered a winding walkway, following the silent Elves who had found them on the trail. He reached the front courtyard and they paused on the steps of the house, a stone wall ringing the entrance to the villa bearing great age.

The one called Gildor walked inside and was gone for a moment. Then he reappeared and gestured for them to follow. Tom walked inside, feeling very shabby in contrast to the amazing beauty and decoration that greeted him. The place was like a museum, filled with antique-looking furniture, books and art pieces. It was illuminated by open window spaces and candles. Everything was designed to be beautiful and the craftsmanship was obvious.

He found himself following Gildor, gazing around as he climbed stairs. He followed him down a corridor and then paused before a door. Gildor turned to him and nodded, opening it and stepping aside. Tom nodded and stepped inside, his eyes searching the room. On a huge bed, pale and silent, John Strider lay.

Tom felt tears come into his eyes and he rushed to the bed, sitting on the side, his hand pressed against John's face. He felt cool to touch and Tom wasn't sure whether that was good or not. He glanced up and met Gandalf's kind eyes.

"He's going to be all right. He was brought just in time to Elrond, who has been caring for him night and day since we left you."

Tom felt almost sick to his stomach with relief. "The wound... it's going to be all right. This sword? Was it poison?"

"After a fashion," Gandalf agreed. "All Mordor swords are."

Tom sighed deeply, staring at John as he slept. He was clean, his long dark hair brushed back from his face and his beard, and beard it was becoming, was nearly trimmed. He looked peaceful, if a little pale. Tom nodded and glanced back to Gandalf.

"Where is Elrond so that I can thank him?" he asked. Then he saw them, two figures standing nearby, discreetly silent as they watched him.

Gandalf turned and smiled. "This is Lord Elrond, the man in whose home you are a guest. And the other with him is the High King of the Noldor people, Gil-galad."

Tom rose and turned, suddenly self conscious of his road grime. One of them stepped forward, a look of bemusement on his ageless and handsome face. He was very tall and well-made, garbed in long robes. His hair was black and pulled back from his forehead, long side strands plaited in a pattern Tom had never seen before.

"Welcome to Rivendell, Boromir," he said. His gray eyes were direct and piercing, seemingly ageless but wise beyond describing. Tom stared at them and then awkwardly extended his hand, the other taking it after a moment of hesitation. Then the figure smiled, nodding. "Interesting greeting."

"It's um... its old. It's trust. You extend your sword hand to another."

Elrond nodded and smiled, then turned to his companion. The tall man moved forward, his dark eyes affixing Tom with a bemused look. He extended his hand and they shook. "I shall remember this."

Tom nodded, suddenly unnerved by the moment and its complications. He glanced back at John, reassured by his unchanged appearance. Then he turned and rubbed his face with his hands. "I owe you."

Elrond smiled. "You owe us nothing. We have been made aware of certain of your peculiar circumstances by Gandalf and your willingness to help us prevent a great calamity."

Tom swallowed hard. "I still owe you. You saved him and that is all that matters to me. I owe you one."

Elrond nodded, a look of complex understanding informing his features. Gil-galad moved to stand beside the bed, staring at the figure lying there.

"Right now, you are among the few men that we allow here. A great rift has arisen between our kindreds and yours. It is because of that rift that your partner has been injured."

Tom considered his words. "This isn't our fight. We're volunteers. We have no idea what you're talking about."

"Then you must rest and eat something, get clean clothing. When that is accomplished we will sit and talk together," Elrond said, stepping closer.

Gil-galad nodded, watching as Gandalf rose. "Perhaps we can adjourn for a while."

Gandalf nodded, moving toward the door. "When you've had a chance to gather yourself I will tell you the tale of how we got here and much more."

Tom nodded, watching as they left together and when the door was closed he turned and sat down on the bed. He took John's cold hand and held it against his lips, sighing with relief and fatigue. He felt as tired as he could be, three days tramping through the wilderness a challenge he hadn't had to face in a while. Even as fit as they both were, he was aware that they were both very lucky.

Behind him, a soft knock on the door caught his attention. He rose and walked to the door. Opening it, a tall woman was standing silently and behind here were two men. He stared at them and then stepped back, watching as they entered. They had pails of hot water and towels in their arms. Entering a nearby room, he could hear water being poured.

They exited the room, putting clothing on a chair. The woman turned and smiled and he offered her a weak one in return. They all walked to the door and left, leaving him alone again.

A soft groan caught his attention and he turned, moving to sit on the bed again. John's eyes fluttered open and then closed again, his hand slack once more in Tom's grip. Tom sighed and leaned down, kissing him softly. For a moment he just sat wearily and then he tucked John's hand under the covers, rising and walking to the bathing room.

There was a white tub, shaped like a swan and in it was clear warm water. He stripped and entered it, leaning backward. It was heavenly and with ease for the first time in days, he began to wash the grime away. He washed his body and then his hair, rinsing off and stepping out, drying himself with very soft towels.

He walked out and inspected the clothing, noting it looked like the clothes worn by trooping Elves. He pulled on undergarments and then light green pants. A long shirt he wore outside of his pants, a brown belt around his waist and green boots finished his wardrobe and when he walked back to the bed, a knock on the door drew him again.

It opened and Gandalf stepped in, smiling warmly. "You look much better."

"Thank you. I feel better," Tom replied.

"We are dining now. Elrond has asked me to fetch you. Strider will be all right. Elrond will post a young lady to sit with him."

Tom hesitated and then rose, following him out of the room and down a long hallway to the stairs. Down they went and around many corners until they entered an elegant room with a large set table. People were there, mostly Elves and a couple of very short men with long beards nd stout bodies.

He entered nervously, following Gandalf and was then introduced to all gathered. Elrond and Gil-galad, two dwarves named Gloin and Gimli, more Elves from other places named Lothlorien, Mirkwood and the Grey Havens. He was introduced to them and they began to blur, all the beautiful faces and blue or gray eyes giving way in his mind around his fatigue.

Finally, next to Gandalf, he sat down and food, warm and plentiful was served. It felt like a dinner party at John's parent's house, a place with beautiful settings and lavishly beautiful food. Good wine sparkled in clearly expensive crystal glasses and the linens of the table shimmered from the craftsmanship of their creation.

Elegant people sat around him and even though he was no slouch in the manners department, he felt clumsy and out of touch by the atmosphere in which he found himself.

Conversation was had around him and he found himself frowning, a realization filling him at last.

"How is it that I understand you, mostly?" he asked, glancing around the table.

"We are speaking in the common tongue," Gandalf said. "There are many languages spoken in Middle Earth but the common tongue is the one we are speaking tonight for your sake."

Tom sighed and nodded, concentrating on his food as all around him conversations flowed. The food was excellent, the wine terrifically quenching and when the meal wound down, Gil-galad tapped his glass with his fork. The conversation died and all eyes turned toward him.

"Welcome all of you to Rivendell. We are in the midst of a crisis of uncountable proportions and we are all gathered here to find our way. Gandalf the Grey will relate a tale to you, one that tells how he came here with men and hobbits." He gazed at Gandalf, the sparkling Mithral of his crown casting lights against the walls beyond.

Gandalf nodded and turned to the group, faces of concern borne by elf, dwarf and man staring at him silently.

"There will be more said shortly in the Council that has been called but I have a story to relate about the situation as it stands in the lands beyond." He paused. "A strange force works on the land and because of it there are changes happening that have made dangerous and evil all the days we are living.

"I am sure that some of you have felt it, the strange shifting of our world and even though you might not be able to name it, things have been changed."

"My Lady expressed this to me," a tall blond elf said, his bearing regal and his manner oddly ethereal. "She says that what was is not to the same, that it exists out of joint."

Gandalf nodded. "This is true, Lord Celeborn. There are many among us that should not be here, for a lot of different reasons."

"Some of us are not supposed to be alive?" Elrond asked, a frown on his handsome face.

"That is so," Gandalf said.

It was silent a moment and then a throat was cleared.

"I am assuming that events are out of joint," Gil-galad said quietly. "If this is true, then wars that were and wars yet to be are co-mingled."

Gandalf nodded. "The war that is building, the war against Gondor and Arnor is not the way it happened. It was a war of Men and Elves against the Dark Lord that truly happened, not the war of Elves and others against Men."

"Yet at war we shall be, I'm afraid," Elrond said with a sigh. "I have sent an ambassador to Gondor, to the White City and asked for a counsel with King Elendil. I have not heard from him since and fear greatly for his safety."

"Glorfindel should have returned by now," a blond Elf replied. He looked worried and Tom searched his memory, the introduction returning with effort. He was a prince of the royal family of Mirkwood the Great. Legolas was his name.

"I fear for him and have posted riders near to the city," Gil-galad replied, a worried look on his face as well. "If he's hurt or lost wandering for whatever reason, they will find him and bring him here."

Gandalf nodded. "Our journey here with Boromir and Strider was interrupted by Dark Riders. They are out searching for the Ring of Power, seeking it day and night. We know now that Isildur has it."

A gasp punctuated the tension and Tom glanced around, silent and wary.

"How do you know this?" Elrond asked.

"We found Gollum's body," Gandalf replied. "A Ranger brought it to me, a sorry thing it was. His throat was cut. The tales of his wretchedness and the past adventures of a friend of mine with him led me to know that the ring was his. He didn't have it and there was no sign of it but others along the trail mentioned that Isildur had passed by about the time of Gollum's death."

"It would explain a lot of news about Gondor," Gloin replied grimly. "There are travelers that tell of oppression and deaths in the night."

"Isildur has imprisoned his father, of this I am clear. Elendil would not allow such things to happen if he were free or alive. Anarion is corrupted as well. The news of both kingdoms is very bad," Gil-galad said.

"If he has the ring what will prevent him from making an alliance with the Dark Lord?" Legolas asked.

For a moment there was nothing said and then Gandalf sighed. "Nothing would stop that if Isildur was so inclined. However..."

They waited, noting the thoughtful look on Gandalf's face.

"I cannot feel the presence of the Dark Lord," he said quietly.

It was silent a moment.

"You are saying that he is not here? How can that be?" another dwarf asked. "He has always been here in some form or another. Activity continues at the fortress of his making."

"Activity continues but I cannot feel him," Gandalf replied. "It is as if he has been wiped away."

For a moment it was still and then Elrond sighed. "If that is so then rejoicing is in order. On the other hand, if that is so, what dreadful evil has made such a thing possible?"

"I cannot tell," Gandalf replied. "I just know that we were chased by the Riders. They were after us as if we possessed the ring. It appears to me that some parts of the original story are still being played while others are not. It could be that there are no rules now and we are truly on our own."

"Where do the two men come into the picture?" Gimli asked, glancing at Tom.

He felt the weight of all eyes upon him and he glanced at Gandalf, swallowing hard.

"They are key to our survival, I believe," Gandalf said. "I think without them we would be driven into darkness and there would nothing in this world that we could do to prevent it."

Tom licked dry lips and looked around, noting the emotional faces surrounding him. A bolt of cold fear punctured him and for the hundredth time he wished he was home once more, safe in his bed, John beside him. He cleared his throat.

"I have no idea what is going on here or what our part is. My partner, Strider, he thinks that if we didn't come here a great evil would happen and people would be hurt."

"That is true," Gandalf replied.

"What do you believe, Boromir?" Gil-galad asked.

Tom thought a long time before he answered. "I think that I don't know what is going to happen but I agree with Joh--... Strider. Something terrible is happening and if there is anything we can do to help, we will. If that is what we have to do."

Elrond smiled, nodding. "It could be that will be enough."

Tom sighed and turned his head, his eyes fixing upon Frodo and Sam. He considered them, their tiny size and shook his head. They were the ones who had their roles when things were right. He didn't know what lay ahead but they were all bound up in the other.

Men, Elves, Hobbits and Dwarves... he couldn't still believe it and as they sat sipping wine and talking quietly, not a single part of him didn't long to be in Seattle once again.


Part 10

It was raining on the trail and Tom was grim-faced, following the Elves as they hurried onward toward Rivendell. The sound of his feet and the steady drip of water reminded him of home and his real life. This extended nightmare was vivid and terrifying and he was mostly silent as they tramped through the darkness of early morning, third day.

They hurried up a trail and when they crested the top, he looked down into a valley that was shocking in its beauty. Waterfalls poured over precipices, cascading down into a river that cut a wide valley. All along the sides were dwellings and in the middle was a house of amazing size and beauty.

It was nestled into trees, huge sheltering trees and trails wound along the outcroppings and sloping sides of the valley. As he walked down into it he was silent with amazement. There were lots of people here, that is, Elves but most of them had dark hair and eyes. A scattering of blonds were here and there but it was rare to see very many.

He considered this as he walked along a winding stairway, leading toward the great house below them. He climbed steps again and entered a winding walkway, following the silent Elves who had found them on the trail. He reached the front courtyard and they paused on the steps of the house, a stone wall ringing the entrance to the villa bearing great age.

The one called Gildor walked inside and was gone for a moment. Then he reappeared and gestured for them to follow. Tom walked inside, feeling very shabby in contrast to the amazing beauty and decoration that greeted him. The place was like a museum, filled with antique-looking furniture, books and art pieces. It was illuminated by open window spaces and candles. Everything was designed to be beautiful and the craftsmanship was obvious.

He found himself following Gildor, gazing around as he climbed stairs. He followed him down a corridor and then paused before a door. Gildor turned to him and nodded, opening it and stepping aside. Tom nodded and stepped inside, his eyes searching the room. On a huge bed, pale and silent, John Strider lay.

Tom felt tears come into his eyes and he rushed to the bed, sitting on the side, his hand pressed against John's face. He felt cool to touch and Tom wasn't sure whether that was good or not. He glanced up and met Gandalf's kind eyes.

"He's going to be all right. He was brought just in time to Elrond, who has been caring for him night and day since we left you."

Tom felt almost sick to his stomach with relief. "The wound... it's going to be all right. This sword? Was it poison?"

"After a fashion," Gandalf agreed. "All Mordor swords are."

Tom sighed deeply, staring at John as he slept. He was clean, his long dark hair brushed back from his face and his beard, and beard it was becoming, was nearly trimmed. He looked peaceful, if a little pale. Tom nodded and glanced back to Gandalf.

"Where is Elrond so that I can thank him?" he asked. Then he saw them, two figures standing nearby, discreetly silent as they watched him.

Gandalf turned and smiled. "This is Lord Elrond, the man in whose home you are a guest. And the other with him is the High King of the Noldor people, Gil-galad."

Tom rose and turned, suddenly self conscious of his road grime. One of them stepped forward, a look of bemusement on his ageless and handsome face. He was very tall and well-made, garbed in long robes. His hair was black and pulled back from his forehead, long side strands plaited in a pattern Tom had never seen before.

"Welcome to Rivendell, Boromir," he said. His gray eyes were direct and piercing, seemingly ageless but wise beyond describing. Tom stared at them and then awkwardly extended his hand, the other taking it after a moment of hesitation. Then the figure smiled, nodding. "Interesting greeting."

"It's um... its old. It's trust. You extend your sword hand to another."

Elrond nodded and smiled, then turned to his companion. The tall man moved forward, his dark eyes affixing Tom with a bemused look. He extended his hand and they shook. "I shall remember this."

Tom nodded, suddenly unnerved by the moment and its complications. He glanced back at John, reassured by his unchanged appearance. Then he turned and rubbed his face with his hands. "I owe you."

Elrond smiled. "You owe us nothing. We have been made aware of certain of your peculiar circumstances by Gandalf and your willingness to help us prevent a great calamity."

Tom swallowed hard. "I still owe you. You saved him and that is all that matters to me. I owe you one."

Elrond nodded, a look of complex understanding informing his features. Gil-galad moved to stand beside the bed, staring at the figure lying there.

"Right now, you are among the few men that we allow here. A great rift has arisen between our kindreds and yours. It is because of that rift that your partner has been injured."

Tom considered his words. "This isn't our fight. We're volunteers. We have no idea what you're talking about."

"Then you must rest and eat something, get clean clothing. When that is accomplished we will sit and talk together," Elrond said, stepping closer.

Gil-galad nodded, watching as Gandalf rose. "Perhaps we can adjourn for a while."

Gandalf nodded, moving toward the door. "When you've had a chance to gather yourself I will tell you the tale of how we got here and much more."

Tom nodded, watching as they left together and when the door was closed he turned and sat down on the bed. He took John's cold hand and held it against his lips, sighing with relief and fatigue. He felt as tired as he could be, three days tramping through the wilderness a challenge he hadn't had to face in a while. Even as fit as they both were, he was aware that they were both very lucky.

Behind him, a soft knock on the door caught his attention. He rose and walked to the door. Opening it, a tall woman was standing silently and behind here were two men. He stared at them and then stepped back, watching as they entered. They had pails of hot water and towels in their arms. Entering a nearby room, he could hear water being poured.

They exited the room, putting clothing on a chair. The woman turned and smiled and he offered her a weak one in return. They all walked to the door and left, leaving him alone again.

A soft groan caught his attention and he turned, moving to sit on the bed again. John's eyes fluttered open and then closed again, his hand slack once more in Tom's grip. Tom sighed and leaned down, kissing him softly. For a moment he just sat wearily and then he tucked John's hand under the covers, rising and walking to the bathing room.

There was a white tub, shaped like a swan and in it was clear warm water. He stripped and entered it, leaning backward. It was heavenly and with ease for the first time in days, he began to wash the grime away. He washed his body and then his hair, rinsing off and stepping out, drying himself with very soft towels.

He walked out and inspected the clothing, noting it looked like the clothes worn by trooping Elves. He pulled on undergarments and then light green pants. A long shirt he wore outside of his pants, a brown belt around his waist and green boots finished his wardrobe and when he walked back to the bed, a knock on the door drew him again.

It opened and Gandalf stepped in, smiling warmly. "You look much better."

"Thank you. I feel better," Tom replied.

"We are dining now. Elrond has asked me to fetch you. Strider will be all right. Elrond will post a young lady to sit with him."

Tom hesitated and then rose, following him out of the room and down a long hallway to the stairs. Down they went and around many corners until they entered an elegant room with a large set table. People were there, mostly Elves and a couple of very short men with long beards and stout bodies.

He entered nervously, following Gandalf and was then introduced to all gathered. Elrond and Gil-galad, two dwarves named Gloin and Gimli, more Elves from other places named Lothlorien, Mirkwood and the Grey Havens. He was introduced to them and they began to blur, all the beautiful faces and blue or gray eyes giving way in his mind around his fatigue.

Finally, next to Gandalf, he sat down and food, warm and plentiful was served. It felt like a dinner party at John's parent's house, a place with beautiful settings and lavishly beautiful food. Good wine sparkled in clearly expensive crystal glasses and the linens of the table shimmered from the craftsmanship of their creation.

Elegant people sat around him and even though he was no slouch in the manners department, he felt clumsy and out of touch by the atmosphere in which he found himself.

Conversation was had around him and he found himself frowning, a realization filling him at last.

"How is it that I understand you, mostly?" he asked, glancing around the table.

"We are speaking in the common tongue," Gandalf said. "There are many languages spoken in Middle Earth but the common tongue is the one we are speaking tonight for your sake."

Tom sighed and nodded, concentrating on his food as all around him conversations flowed. The food was excellent, the wine terrifically quenching and when the meal wound down, Gil-galad tapped his glass with his fork. The conversation died and all eyes turned toward him.

"Welcome all of you to Rivendell. We are in the midst of a crisis of uncountable proportions and we are all gathered here to find our way. Gandalf the Grey will relate a tale to you, one that tells how he came here with men and hobbits." He gazed at Gandalf, the sparkling Mithral of his crown casting lights against the walls beyond.

Gandalf nodded and turned to the group, faces of concern borne by elf, dwarf and man staring at him silently.

"There will be more said shortly in the Council that has been called but I have a story to relate about the situation as it stands in the lands beyond." He paused. "A strange force works on the land and because of it there are changes happening that have made dangerous and evil all the days we are living.

"I am sure that some of you have felt it, the strange shifting of our world and even though you might not be able to name it, things have been changed."

"My Lady expressed this to me," a tall blond elf said, his bearing regal and his manner oddly ethereal. "She says that what was is not to the same, that it exists out of joint."

Gandalf nodded. "This is true, Lord Celeborn. There are many among us that should not be here, for a lot of different reasons."

"Some of us are not supposed to be alive?" Elrond asked, a frown on his handsome face.

"That is so," Gandalf said.

It was silent a moment and then a throat was cleared.

"I am assuming that events are out of joint," Gil-galad said quietly. "If this is true, then wars that were and wars yet to be are co-mingled."

Gandalf nodded. "The war that is building, the war against Gondor and Arnor is not the way it happened. It was a war of Men and Elves against the Dark Lord that truly happened, not the war of Elves and others against Men."

"Yet at war we shall be, I'm afraid," Elrond said with a sigh. "I have sent an ambassador to Gondor, to the White City and asked for a counsel with King Elendil. I have not heard from him since and fear greatly for his safety."

"Glorfindel should have returned by now," a blond Elf replied. He looked worried and Tom searched his memory, the introduction returning with effort. He was a prince of the royal family of Mirkwood the Great. Legolas was his name.

"I fear for him and have posted riders near to the city," Gil-galad replied, a worried look on his face as well. "If he's hurt or lost wandering for whatever reason, they will find him and bring him here."

Gandalf nodded. "Our journey here with Boromir and Strider was interrupted by Dark Riders. They are out searching for the Ring of Power, seeking it day and night. We know now that Isildur has it."

A gasp punctuated the tension and Tom glanced around, silent and wary.

"How do you know this?" Elrond asked.

"We found Gollum's body," Gandalf replied. "A Ranger brought it to me, a sorry thing it was. His throat was cut. The tales of his wretchedness and the past adventures of a friend of mine with him led me to know that the ring was his. He didn't have it and there was no sign of it but others along the trail mentioned that Isildur had passed by about the time of Gollum's death."

"It would explain a lot of news about Gondor," Gloin replied grimly. "There are travelers that tell of oppression and deaths in the night."

"Isildur has imprisoned his father, of this I am clear. Elendil would not allow such things to happen if he were free or alive. Anarion is corrupted as well. The news of both kingdoms is very bad," Gil-galad said.

"If he has the ring what will prevent him from making an alliance with the Dark Lord?" Legolas asked.

For a moment there was nothing said and then Gandalf sighed. "Nothing would stop that if Isildur was so inclined. However..."

They waited, noting the thoughtful look on Gandalf's face.

"I cannot feel the presence of the Dark Lord," he said quietly.

It was silent a moment.

"You are saying that he is not here? How can that be?" another dwarf asked. "He has always been here in some form or another. Activity continues at the fortress of his making."

"Activity continues but I cannot feel him," Gandalf replied. "It is as if he has been wiped away."

For a moment it was still and then Elrond sighed. "If that is so then rejoicing is in order. On the other hand, if that is so, what dreadful evil has made such a thing possible?"

"I cannot tell," Gandalf replied. "I just know that we were chased by the Riders. They were after us as if we possessed the ring. It appears to me that some parts of the original story are still being played while others are not. It could be that there are no rules now and we are truly on our own."

"Where do the two men come into the picture?" Gimli asked, glancing at Tom.

He felt the weight of all eyes upon him and he glanced at Gandalf, swallowing hard.

"They are key to our survival, I believe," Gandalf said. "I think without them we would be driven into darkness and there would nothing in this world that we could do to prevent it."

Tom licked dry lips and looked around, noting the emotional faces surrounding him. A bolt of cold fear punctured him and for the hundredth time he wished he was home once more, safe in his bed, John beside him. He cleared his throat.

"I have no idea what is going on here or what our part is. My partner, Strider, he thinks that if we didn't come here a great evil would happen and people would be hurt."

"That is true," Gandalf replied.

"What do you believe, Boromir?" Gil-galad asked.

Tom thought a long time before he answered. "I think that I don't know what is going to happen but I agree with Joh--... Strider. Something terrible is happening and if there is anything we can do to help, we will. If that is what we have to do."

Elrond smiled, nodding. "It could be that will be enough."

Tom sighed and turned his head, his eyes fixing upon Frodo and Sam. He considered them, their tiny size and shook his head. They were the ones who had their roles when things were right. He didn't know what lay ahead but they were all bound up in the other.

Men, Elves, Hobbits and Dwarves... he couldn't still believe it and as they sat sipping wine and talking quietly, not a single part of him didn't long to be in Seattle once again.


Part 11

He rode into the city, received at the main gates with uncharacteristic suspicion. He rode through the streets, noting the presence of more soldiers than he had ever noticed before. Arriving at the entrance of the palace, Glorfindel whispered to Asfaloth to wait for him, slipping off the stallion's back with a lightness unmatched by any other species who dwelt in Middle Earth.

He paused and looked around, filing away in his mind all that he saw. It was different, the welcoming warmth of the city and her people missing. He had noticed it the further he had ridden into Gondor, the lack of welcome and the tension. Here in the city, at the gates of the great palace, he was awash in it, the smothering and dampening emotion of dread creeping into him as he walked up the steps.

A guard barely acknowledged him, taking his message tube. He nodded for Glorfindel to wait and went inside, disappearing for nearly thirty minutes. When he came back out, he gestured for Glorfindel to follow and the wary Elf did, noting each doorway and shadow inside.

They entered the throne room, figures in the gloom lounging on the chairs at the end casting huge dark shadows behind them in the flickering light of torches. He walked warily, schooling his handsome face accordingly. He was a tall man, well made and strong, a figure of golden hair and blue eyes, pale skin and grace. Glorfindel was ancient even by Elven standards and one of the most beautiful of his generation still in the world. His wisdom was well-known and he was here for the King of the Noldor and his partner, Elrond the Wise. He was here to ascertain the well-being of Gondor and invite their king, Elendil to a council.

He paused and waited, steeling himself as he met the gaze of the central figure. He recognized Isildur and he didn't, the transformation of the handsome son of the King startling. Isildur was a good looking man, tall and well made like all Numenoreans. He was powerful in his strength of body and personality as well. However, the transformed man slouching in his father's chair before him was a stranger.

Cold eyes stared at him, looking at and through him at the same time. An expression of kindled lust and arrogance turned handsome features into something unseemly and it bothered Glorfindel deeply even as he hid his feelings behind a facade of serenity.

Isildur didn't rise and he didn't speak. He sat and stared at Glorfindel, looking him up and down as others around him watched with interest the actions of their prince. A younger looking version of Isildur sat beside him, obviously his brother Anarion and he looked equally disturbing to Glorfindel. Finally, with a menacing air of danger clinging to him, Isildur rose and stepped forward.

Without seeming to stare, Glorfindel noted the dagger at Isildur's waist and tensed, staring with calm equanimity at the large man as he approached.

"What brings you to my kingdom, Glorfindel?" he asked, smiling without humor at the tall Elf before him.

Glorfindel's eyes strayed for a second and he noted a ring, a simple gold band, hanging from a chain around the man's neck. It startled him, this confirmation of his greatest fear and he stepped back instinctively, the menace of the band palpable to his acute senses.

Isildur smiled and looked down, taking the ring into his hand. "You find my ring interesting?" he asked. He stepped closer, holding it out. The Elf backed up, noting that the others moved to stand in a circle around him.

He himself was only lightly armed, a knife in his boot the sole weapon on his person. He stared at Isildur, even as his eyes flickered around, assessing the threat to his life that the ring could command of them.

"I see that you have come from your masters. They want a council, so I've heard. I find that very hard to accept."

"Why is that?" Glorfindel asked calmly.

"Because they want what I have. My little gold friend here," Glorfindel said, tucking the ring into his tunic. He looked at Glorfindel, a cold smile reaching his lips. "You are very fair. You and your kind... I have always fancied the beauty of your people but I have to say, even as I might want you, your presence is a threat to my tranquility. Gil-galad and Elrond should not have sent you. You have no right to tell me what to do with my treasure."

"The Lord of Imladris wishes to speak with you, to take counsel with you, my Lord," Glorfindel replied smoothly. "He wishes to speak with the King of Gondor as well."

The smile faded from Isildur's lips, replaced by a cold expression of anger. "You are looking at him. I am the king. No one else has my place."

"Your father--"

"My father..." He spat the words as he turned, walking in a small tight circle. He paused and moved close, his chest nearly touching Glorfindel's. "My father is taking a rest nearby."

Glorfindel stood very still, the tension between them bordering on murder. "Then I must be going. I must tell my Lord that the new King of Gondor doesn't wish to speak to him at present."

Isildur smiled and nodded, watching as the tall Elf turned and began to walk leisurely toward the door. Then he nodded and guards stepped forward, blocking his way. Glorfindel paused, turning slowly until he faced Isildur. "What is this?"

"I have a message for your masters," Isildur replied. "I want you to take it to them personally."

For a moment no one moved and then Glorfindel turned, breaking past the guards surrounding him. He made it to the door before they captured him and dragged him down to the floor. He struggled but it was futile and by the time he was hauled to his feet, he was bound, his hands pinioned behind him. He stared at Isildur, watching as he whispered to a guard and then he was taken outside to the courtyard beyond the palace. For a moment he stood in the grasp of two big men and then he was dragged to a pole by the gate. He struggled against his captors, giving good account against superior odds but in the end he was bound around a large pole.

A guard ripped his shirt, exposing his pale skin and as he sat on a step nearby, Isildur, acting King of Gondor watched as a guard laid stripes across the silently suffering Elf's strong back. He sat a long time and when he raised his hand, the whip was stilled.

Glorfindel stood staggered, his mind wandering other venues of his life as he endured the pain of his torment. He was cut down and dragged to his horse, who stood nervously, pawing the ground as they approached. With effort, he was placed in the saddle and then led to the gateway. A guard slapped Asfaloth and the horse jolted forward, his passenger holding on with difficulty.

Isildur rose and watched as Glorfindel disappeared into the city beyond. He smiled and sighed, turning to go inside. If the Elf lived then Elrond and Gil-galad would have their reply. If he didn't, there would be others in his wake. Sooner or later, one of them would live long enough to make it to Rivendell. Then they would know the mind of the new ruler of the world.

He entered his palace and disappeared into the darkness once more.


"You look better. Do you feel better?"

Tom winced at the neediness in his own voice as he helped John dress in new clothes. Strider smiled, turning and kissing Tom softly. "I'm fine. Much better."

"Gandalf said that you were that close," Tom said, holding his fingers up. The gap was tiny and Strider nodded.

"I can imagine. I don't know what happened but I've never felt that close to dying before."

"Elrond saved you."

"So I'm told. I met him this morning when you were occupied."

Tom nodded. "I've been watching the goings-on. There's a Council this morning and every odd ball from the entire world is here. There are dwarves and the hobbits, elves from all over and men that are still free. They need to decide on what to do about the ring."

"They found it?" John asked, following his partner to the door and into the hallway beyond.

"They believe it's in Gondor," Tom said, leading the way to the stairs. "They believe that the men there have it. Their messenger hasn't returned and people here fear he's been killed."

"Where are we going?" John asked.

"To the meeting. I am under the impression we're here to save the world." Tom looked at him with a sarcastic expression and rolled his eyes, turning and walking through the house toward an outdoor veranda where everyone stood waiting.

John followed and they paused together, moving toward Gandalf as he gestured. Frodo sat on a chair and John nodded, moving to sit next to him. Tom sat across the way, occupying an empty chair where directed, his eyes fixed on John, watching him as he waited. Elves and men, dwarves and hobbits gathered and Elrond rose, nodding to his partner, who sat on a chair next to his. The chairs were even in height and distance, John noted and he watched as Gil-galad sat quietly, watching Elrond as he began.

/... equals.../

"Welcome, friends old and new. We are here today to discuss the fate of the world. Beyond the Dunland, over the mountains beyond, Gondor is consumed by a strange shift in their tranquility. We have not heard from them for many months but for the odd traveler, who brought from those lands and that of Arnor tales disturbing.

"From conversations from Rangers and Gandalf the Gray, it appears that the One Ring, the Ring of Sauron has been found."

There were gasps and frowns as all around the circle people gave vent to their worst fear. A dwarf rose, looking all around.

"We have had Riders searching, black ones, and they tell us that they will have a small token. It is a ring, they say, a golden band. Great gifts are promised to those that help find it and woe to those who oppose their will."

Elrond nodded. "That is true, Gloin. We have had reports of Riders upon the land for weeks now. They search for the Ring but it is in Gondor. Isildur has it." He turned and nodded to Gandalf.

"I have been on many journeys, conversing with many people. I know that the Ring has been in the possession of a hobbit of my acquaintance." He nodded to Frodo. "This is his nephew, Frodo, son of Drogo. I am here to tell you that the Ring should have been destroyed by his hand but for the intervention of a force unknown that has placed time out of joint."

"Time?" Gloin asked.

"I fear that it is so," Gandalf replied. "There are those among us who felt its shift, the disquieting jolting of what was and what is now. There are those among us who fell in battle long ago and those among us that are living side-by-side in ways that are unnatural and changed. As it is, the Ring should have been Frodo's, carried by him to Mount Doom. Now it is in the possession of Isildur, who I fear is already in deep servitude to the Ring."

"Let us assume that what you say is so," a fair haired elf said, shifting uneasily in his chair. "What then? What is the purpose of this Council? We are in agreement to wage war against Men. What more is to be decided?"

Gandalf nodded. "Much must be decided, Legolas, son of Thranduil. We have to decide what course we must take, the course that is least wasting of our people and our world. We must find another way to destroy the Ring and thereby put time to rights."

It was silent a moment and then Legolas looked at the two silent men sitting in the circle. "You have brought men with you, Gandalf. How do they fit into this?"

Gandalf rose and nodded to John. "This is Strider. This other man," he said, nodding to Tom, "is called Boromir. They have journeyed a long way to help right this evil. They have suffered greatly bringing the original ring bearer here."

Gil-galad cleared his throat. "What we are proposing here is to have the Ring brought out of Gondor. If it can be brought out and taken to this place, we can use our army to help the Ring Bearer to get to Mount Doom and throw it into the fire. We can keep the enemy at bay as a small group escorts Frodo. He has already agreed to do this."

"And how do you propose to get the ring out of Gondor?" Gimli asked.

"By hook and crook," Gandalf replied. "Boromir and Strider will go there and take it."

John turned to his partner, staring at him with a surprised expression. Tom shrugged. "It seemed like a good idea at the time."

John sat back, absorbing his surprise. Then he looked at Gandalf. He nodded, emotion rising in him unexpectedly. He looked at Frodo, at the small sweet-faced youngster staring at him with intense blue eyes. Then he leaned toward him, taking his hand.

"If by my life or death I can protect you, I will."

Tom looked at him and swallowed. "I will go with you, Frodo. If its the will of the Council, I will see it done."

John glanced at him, staring at him surprised. Tom shrugged slightly. The elf sitting across from Tom rose, a small smile on his face. He turned to Frodo. "And you have my bow."

Another elf rose and then two more, followed by a dwarf. Each volunteered and Elrond nodded, smiling with relief.

"Gandalf has agreed to go with you," Elrond said, smiling. "We will keep the Ring Bearer with us, awaiting your return."

The Council continued for a moment or two and then broke up, adjourning for lunch inside. John caught Tom's arm, drawing him aside. They waited until the others passed by and then John stared at him with surprise.

"I thought you wanted to go home?"

Tom shrugged. "You know me... sentimental."

John smiled, gazing at him with bemused skepticism.

"I watched Elrond save you. You have no idea what I feel I owe him."

John considered the sorrow in Tom's voice and nodded. "All right. So... what do we do to get the ring from the most protected man in Gondor?"

Tom shrugged. "I haven't the faintest idea." He sighed. "Lunch?"

John nodded and shook his head. "We're both going to get killed."

"Probably," Tom said, walking beside his partner up the steps to the doorway. "What else is new with you?" he asked.

John's soft chuckle faded as the door closed behind them.


Part 12

It was early morning when they walked from the house, swords firmly in place and stomachs full of good food. For two days they had poured over maps and discussed strategy with the Elves, Dwarves and Wizards of Middle Earth. Frodo had sat with them, listening to the discussion quietly and by the time they had decided upon a course of action, the rain had ended.

Standing in the courtyard, preparing to mount their horses, they were distracted by a rider galloping in. He jumped from his horse and ran to where Gil-galad and Elrond stood. A soft conversation ensued and rim faces were had. Tom watched and turned, walking toward them.

"What has happened?" he asked, his wariness on full alert.

Elrond turned to him, gesturing them to come closer. "Glorfindel has been found. He's injured and being brought here. I suggest that we wait until he arrives. He was hurt at the Court of Gondor and he can tell us more about what is happening there. It might change everything."

"Or not," John interjected.

Elrond nodded and they turned, walking inside. John followed Elrond and they talked as Tom walked to a chair in front of the fire. The other elves who were going with them, Haldir, Legolas and Gildor moved to sit or stand by the heat as they waited.

"This could mean war no matter what," Legolas said, leaning forward toward the heat of the fire. "To attack an ambassador is a grievous offense. I wonder if we should ride out and meet Glorfindel?"

Legolas nodded and they rose, walking out to their horses in silence. Haldir looked at Tom, settling into Gildor's chair.

"You don't have much to say."

Tom shrugged. "This wasn't my fight until Amun Sul."

"Where are you from?" Gildor asked. "I sense that you are not from these parts."

Tom snorted, nodding. "I'm from far away. So far you can't follow."

"Yet you help us with our task," Haldir replied. "You agree to enter the White City, something we cannot for obvious reasons do. Why is that?"

"My partner likes Elrond."

"That simple?" Legolas asked.

Tom nodded. "He's given to strong allegiances at the drop of a hat. I guess I am too."

Haldir nodded. "We are in mortal danger here. I have sensed that time is out of joint as well. Some of us who are old enough can know these things. There is much here that doesn't feel right. Even Isildur... he is not the man that this implies. I have met him before and liked him greatly. This business... it feels wrong."

"It is," Tom replied, nodding. "I don't know about this Isildur, but I know that things have been changed and the ring has something to do with it. It either caused the temporal shift or the longing for it by someone has done it."

"Temporal shift?" Gildor asked.

Tom smiled slightly. "A word that means out of joint. Whatever words you use, something has happened here and we have to put it to rights."

"Your fight too," Haldir asked, cool alien eyes gazing upon Tom. "You are most welcome to try. I have not had my affection for men enhanced by this strange event enveloping us. I am more given to the traditional ways of our people. However, I am glad to know that all men are not liars and fools."

Tom snorted, looking at Haldir with his own intensity. "You can't judge a species by one or two examples. Only fools do that."

"True enough," Haldir agreed.

A commotion at the door occurred and they turned, rising and watching as a tall handsome man in great pain was half carried into the house. Elrond and Gil-galad, followed by John and Gandalf emerged from a nearby room and Elrond gave orders in his own tongue, the men holding Glorfindel gently complying. Up the stairs they went, the group following and into the room that was Glorfindel's they went. Tom stood in the door, watching as Elrond began to work removing bloody bandages from the semi-conscious elf's back.

Faces stared, faces made hard with anger and hatred and by the time that Elrond was finished, it was a cold space they all shared. He rose and turned, taking a glass of miruvor from Gil-galad, holding Glorfindel's head up as he sipped it. For a moment it was silent and then pain-filled blue eyes fluttered open as Glorfindel came back to the conscious world once more. "Glorfindel... you are safe," Elrond said as Gil-galad kneeled beside the bed. "Tell us what happened."

"The ring," he whispered. "The ring... Isildur has it."

It was silent a moment and then Gil-galad leaned closer.

"Where is Elendil?"

"I don't know. I didn't see him. He could be dead."

Gil-galad rose, a stricken look on his face. He nodded to Elrond and turned, moving to one side of the room. "Send riders to Lorien and Mirkwood. Send them to the Gray Havens and other places far and wide. Tell them to assemble armies and come to here, as soon as they can. Send riders to the free lands of men and ask them for their support. They gave it to us in agreements. See if they are able to give it now. Take care and find human emissaries if possible to forward the messages to the Dale and Rohan with proofs."

Haldir nodded and turned, hurrying away to comply. Tom and John stood by the door, watching as the Elves began to organize for war. John cleared his throat, catching Gil-galad's eye.

"What about our plan? What about going to Gondor and trying to get the ring?"

Gandalf looked at Gil-galad, noting the calculations running through the big man's mind. He took a deep breath.

"That would be a fool's game now," Gil-galad said.

John smiled slightly. "I've been called worse. We can try. The worst thing that can happen is we fail."

Gil-galad gave him a measuring stare. "Trust me, my friend, when I tell you... that is not the worst thing that can happen."

John considered his words and then nodded. "You're probably right but I gave my word and I mean to keep it, your help or no."

Tom stood silently, watching the struggle in Gil-galad's mind, his own going in a whirlwind. Finally Gil-galad nodded. "Very well. You may continue as planned. Just know that we will be doing the same here."

John nodded and turned, gripping Tom's arm. He half-dragged his partner from the room and into small alcove in the hallway. He turned to Tom, noting his silence.

"Are you all right?"

"I was until Glorfindel returned," Tom replied, sighing. He shifted uneasily. "You know... we don't have much of a plan, John. Sneaking into the city and into the palace isn't exactly rocket science."

Tom considered his words and then smiled slightly. "You're a scientist. Do you see anything around here that can even the odds? Maybe something that can explode at the right moment?"

Tom stared at him and shrugged. "I don't know. Let me consult with my fellow... my colleague."

He turned and gestured to Gandalf, who was standing talking to another Elf nearby. He came over and they conversed, their expressions intense and when Tom returned, he smiled.

"Gandalf knows about gun powder. He uses it in fireworks. We can make some small explosives and put them near to things that will burn. Maybe we can put some pitch in them and set some fires ourselves as well."

"Now you're talking," John said, with a grin. "Let's get this organized and get out of here."


When he gets that gleam in his eye I know things will go the way he wants them to. I have seen him argue with stone faces and get his way. I don't know how he does it. Maybe it's his soft voice or his eyes. He has great eyes. He works at logic and you give in.

I have so many times I stopped counting.

We're going on this crusade to liberate a ring from a tyrant and hopefully when we get back we can go home. I talked to Gandalf about ourselves in the real world back home. He says a month can pass here and it will only mean about ten minutes there. I hope so. I would hate to think that if I do get back I peed all over the couch before I died of starvation.

John? I have to remind him to eat sometimes.


They rode out, a small heavily armed party of men and elves and wizards. The trail was muddy but the sky was bright overhead, a rainbow signaling their return to clear skies. The rise was met and the downward slope through the High Pass was coming, the same one where Isildur met Gollum some time before, capturing the One Ring himself in a fortuitous moment of serendipity.

Of course, Gandalf knew it was more than that, the tremors of time and circumstances reaching his senses. They rode in a long line, men, elves and wizard alike, more than aware of the dangers before them.

Their trail would take them along the Misty Mountains, following the mighty Anduin until they reached the Lorien Wood. They wouldn't stop, instead continuing onward, crossing the Field of Celebrant and the Limlight River. The Wold would be the next obstacle, missing any towns and villages that might be present until they reached the Eastfold and Anorien. The city of Minas Tirith was beyond and past that Minas Morgul, the City of Isildur. They would concentrate their action in Minas Tirith, the city in which Glorfindel said he could be found.

If they were lucky and if the gods were on their side, they would have to flee back the same way, making for the safety of the mountains. They would retreat through the Gap of Rohan and make their way up the Dunland to Rivendell. By then the armies of the Eldar people would be ready to move at a moments notice.

Hopefully.

Tom sighed and looked back over his shoulder at the rapidly disappearing foothills of the Misty Mountains. They had been riding for days, camping rough and were past the sanctuary of the mountain fastness. Even as he rode, he considered the ring and knew that if it was half what they said it was, no place afforded sanctuary.

John was ahead, his long hair straggling in the foggy mist of the new morning. He grinned and sighed, shaking his head. This was the strangest adventure they ever had in their lives together. He was going to hold this against his partner for a long, long time.

If they didn't die first.


Tom surprised me at Elrond's house. Volunteering to go on a suicidal mission didn't seem like something he would do. I am always surprised when he caves. Of course, he wouldn't if he didn't want to. He would be unmovable and unrepentant about it. He must have really been scared when I got stabbed. I must have been that close to dying.

I can only remember one other time when he was that mad and intractable. It was when someone called me a fag. He's intense and proud, Tom Boromir and I love him. I didn't know how much until this... whatever it is. I do now. I won't ever forget this. Ever.


Two weeks later...

They found a place in the hills overlooking the city, a direct view of the countryside unobstructed by distractions. The road leading in and out of it was busy, the comings and goings of a major city obviously going on no matter what was happening with the king inside.

People had to eat. Things had to be shipped. Whether it was Seattle or a city in Middle Earth, things had to get done. They had made bombs, small round black bundles with long wicks wrapped around them. They were stuffed into a pack that one of them could carry on their back and they turned, gathering their gear together. Gandalf had briefed them on the city again and stood by, ready to leave when they came out.

Legolas helped Tom pack his bag, holding it as he put in tools and weapons for their efforts. A long elvish rope was stowed as well and he shifted it onto his horse with care. He mounted and watched as John did the same, the two of them looking no different from any other traveler to the city. Inside he was quaking, aware of the differences and he glanced at the elves and wizard standing silently before them.

"Wait for us," he said, turning his horse.

Haldir nodded. "Good speed and good luck."

"We'll need it," John said, nodding as he passed them.

They rode down the trail, moving through trees to the flatter lands beyond. They would take their time making the main road as the city loomed before them, great gates of wood and tall imposing towers of stone.

Flags fluttered in the breeze as they made their way, riding slowly along the well-trodden road. They passed a lot of people coming and going, a few soldiers which they ignored and animals being driven to their pasturage. It was early evening when they approached the well guarded gates and after a short clipped conversation with the guards, entered the city and disappeared from view.

Haldir sighed, moving to settle back in the protection of the trees. They had made it inside. What would happen he didn't know. He just knew the odds were greatly against them. Gazing up, he noted the gathering of clouds and the smell of rain on the light breeze. It would be a cold wet night, he considered as they waited. A long, cold, wet night in the dark.


He sat in his chamber, a dark chamber in a dank place. A fire was burning and his dinner had been consumed. A bottle of wine was half finished beside him and he felt no closer to his desired outcomes than before.

The pilantirs had been working together, oddly bringing into play two streams of reality. One was a stream that he didn't recognize, a reality of machines and people he only recognized as men. The other was the one before him, the reality of Middle Earth at the crossroads.

He had located the ring, the possessor the redoubtable son of Elendil. The ring was searching too, he could feel it in his bones and he knew it was only a matter of time before he possessed it. He would have called to it but he couldn't. Something was missing. Sauron was its focus and since time had swept that great demon away, it seemed to have its own difficulties in making itself known to those interested in it.

Saruman sighed, tipping his long nails on the arm of his chair. He would spend the night watching, seeking a weakness in the fortress of Isildur's home and when he did he would strike, calling the ring to its home and rightful owner.

Him.


Everything was made of stone, their horses' hooves making clopping sounds as they wound their way around. They finally stopped, tying their steeds in a small lot for such transient journeymen and gathering their things, they began to walk and climb up the winding pathways that led to the upper segments of the city.

There were seven towers and they knew they were heading for the one where Isildur would be found in the late evening. The King's House was their destination and they passed people, keeping a low profile as they cased the situation out of hand.

The path to the royal compound was sealed, guards with lethal weapons gazing coldly at the gathered and passing throngs. They turned and looked around, spotting an inn nearby and entering it, they asked for and received a room near the back. Climbing narrow stairs, they worked their way up and soon were in a large room with a window overlooking the rooftops of other establishments.

Nearby, lights from torches now being lit in the gathering gloom of evening, they could see the royal buildings and the King's House above them. John sighed and turned to Tom, nodding out the window.

"This is going to take some serious stealth climbing and care. The roof of this place and the others are slate covered and that's very slippery."

Tom nodded. "I think traveling light would be the way to go. We can enter through that high up window and make our way downward to the chamber that Isildur is supposed to keep."

"What if he took his father's?" John asked, moving and pulling rope from his bag.

"We can find it. It's three doors down."

They knelt and worked together, getting ready to move out toward the most guarded segment of the city when the darkness settled the deepest.


Part 13

It was slippery on the roof as they inched forward. They carried no weapons beyond the knives in their belts. Swords would have made noise against the slate tiles they crept over and they chanced stealth would be enough. Their room window was big enough for them and they moved over roof after roof, the medieval styling of houses connected one to another a godsend.

It was very dark, a light cool breeze played and they crept slowly, moving inch by inch to the wall that separated the King's House from all others. There was a narrow gap between it and the wall of the palace, a negligible thing for two men with climbing experience. They would make connection with Isildur's house by bridging it and moving up the slate roof that ringed their side of the building.

They reached the edge of their building and the narrow wall, peering in all directions as they listened for guards. They could hear laughter and conversation from inside the King's House. Obviously Isildur was having a time. With great care and pounding hearts, they skipped over the straight down drop to the wall and from there to the roof next to it. Crouching and listening, their eyes checking all directions, they waited for discovery.

There were none who came and with growing hope, they moved forward, edging toward the window before them. John peered in, carefully looking down inside and noted a large room that was roofed by a high ceiling. Sitting together around a fire, three very tall, very big men were talking. He considered their size, having been told already that Numenorean men were huge. These men must have been well over six feet tall, perhaps even into the seven foot range and he felt his nerve shake at the sight of them.

He looked at Tom and nodded, allowing him to look as well. Tom swallowed, shaken as well and they sat waiting, listening to carefully to conversations about hunting and women for what seemed like forever. The men inside were drinking, the one they targeted from description as Isildur visibly drunk. They were talking with a growing slurring of their words and John considered it a good thing. The drunker this man was, the better their chances of getting the ring that they could clearly see was hanging around his neck on a chain.

For hours it seemed they talked and then one by one, they turned away and left the room, Isildur last. They watched him stagger out of the far door, leaving the room empty at last. John turned to Tom and sighed.

"Let's follow this roof. If we can find the room he's going to, the exact corridor, then we won't have to mess with going through this room. It will be safer."

Tom nodded and gripped the pack that held their tools. They edged as quietly as they could, following the curve of the building to the edge of the roof they stood upon. A large window appeared around the corner, the flickering light of a torch signaling someone's presence. They could hear someone walking unsteadily and the sound of a heavy door opening. It closed and then all was silent. Tom peered inside and looked at his partner.

"There's no one in the hallway."

John nodded. "We go in this window. We go into the man's door. Give him a moment or two to fall on his face. Then we take the ring from his neck or wherever he puts it at night."

"Just like that," Tom said with a sigh.

"Just like that. Find something heavy to hit him with when you get inside. I'm going to. I don't think I'd last long in a fist fight with a man his size," John said, a slight smile on his face. Tom nodded and then John gripped his shirt, kissing him hard on the mouth. "No heroics."

"Same with you," Tom said, sighing with fear and unease.

They listened for about ten minutes, nearly crawling out of their skin and then peered inside once more. It was still, the corridor empty, and so they both with great care crept inside. The hallway was stone and filled with tapestries, the occasional furniture piece and armor. It looked like something out of King Arthur and they peered around with interest.

The door to Isildur's room was large and wooden, the craftsmanship beautiful, as were all things around them. They stood before it and took a deep breath, John pulling on the handle as quietly as he could. It gave with a slight sound and they opened it far enough to peer inside.

Isildur was lying on the bed, sleeping and snoring loudly. The ring could be seen gleaming in the dying fire light of his hearth. It hung around his neck and they considered the possibilities of taking it quietly. They were very small.

Slipping inside, they moved toward the bed, Tom putting the bag down by the door. He glanced around for a weapon and noted a sculpture made of wood. It was heavier than he needed and so he left it, casting around for anything that would work. Spying a dagger hanging in a belt, he pulled it and noted its hilt. If he hit the man with the hilt, it should drop him he considered. He looked at John and nodded, the two of them easing toward the bed.

They stared down at Isildur, noting his handsome face and well-made muscular body. He was strong and big, someone fierce in battle and from the sounds of his recent adventures, fiercer in bed. They stood a moment, considering their options and then changed positions, Tom moving toward the head of the bed and John moving next to him.

For a moment they didn't move and then John reached out, taking his dagger from his belt. He gripped the ring silently, slicing the chain with his knife and then the ring fell onto the bed. He grabbed it before it could fall and they both stood, shaken. Moving backwards, they crept toward the door when they heard footsteps in the hallway.

Panic set in and they gathered their bag, fading into the shadows as quietly as they could. The door opened as they knelt down and a tall beautiful woman entered, walking to the bed and pausing. She reached down with a smile and caressed the silent man's crotch, her smile fading as the response she sought didn't materialize. She reached over and touched his shoulder, shaking him slightly. He snorted and moved slightly, falling back into sleep and she frowned, turning toward the door. Then she paused and looked back, staring at him for a moment.

Tom felt his heart nearly burst as she reached for the chain, pulling it free of Isildur's neck. She stared at it and then began to look on the floor, coming ever closer as she did. When she was nearly upon them Tom rose and swung the hilt of the dagger, catching her on the side of her face. She fell to the floor like a sack of wet cement and lay still.

John moved forward and felt for a pulse, looking and nodding back at his shaken partner. Tom put down the dagger and picked up the bag, the two of them moving into the corridor and down to the window as fast as they could. Creeping out, they covered old territory and moved to their rooms where they gathered their weapons, fastening them around their waists as they hurried to leave.

The ring was safely tucked into John's pocket, resting next to the elf stone that he had carried since they had come. With more nonchalance than they actually felt, they turned and walked out of the room and down the twisting stairs to the front door of their hotel. No one was about as they walked to the street, the palace as dark as ever.

It was cool and it felt good, drying the sweat on their faces as they walked along the winding cobble street toward the horse lot. Then they heard it, the shouts and chaos above them. Turning, they noticed a light flashing as someone ran with a torch, alerting the palace guard of their activity.

Tom looked at John and they cast around, noticing a stack of crates and other things in a corner nearby. They moved to it, working to unroll the fuse from around a dark explosive. They put it in the stack of wooden palettes, laying the fuse out quickly. Then John pulled out the box of flints that Gandalf had given him, striking a spark against a flake of waxed cedar. He lay it on the fuse and watched as it lit, scurrying along the length of the fuse toward the bomb.

They rose and hurried on, clearing the corner before it went off. A huge explosive sound rocked the street and by the time they had set the next one in an alley between two buildings, chaos had trebled around them. A third was set in the eaves of a storefront and they hurried as it exploded, showering the area with produce and tools.

The horses were pulling on their hitches, barely allowing them to load up and board. Moving from the lot, they continued onward, making for the gates straight ahead. Guards had gathered there and they could see a potential problem. Tom reached into his pack, pulling out the last black cylinder he had. Unraveling the fuse, he cut it short, holding it out for John to light. After an infernal moment of non-cooperation, the spark lit and Tom spurred his horse forward. Pulling up short, he threw the device and turned his horse away.

Galloping back to where John sat his mount, people running all around him in the chaos, he missed the explosive concussion that felled everyone at the gate. John shouted at him, glancing back up toward the streets above. Fire licked buildings as into the street poured people in sleeping garments, shouting and gathering water in buckets.

They turned and galloped forward, ducking under the archway of the small door that allowed footmen and riders but nothing bigger to pass in times of trouble and at night. Once outside, they galloped quickly, heading off into the nighttime and the safety of the darkness.

Tom

I thought we would die.

Truly.

When that woman entered his room, noticing the ring missing... I knew we all were going to die. Glorfindel had been scourged. That's what Elrond had called it. Scourged. It wasn't going to happen to us. I hit her and I'm not sorry. Would I do it again? You bet. Maybe in a couple of years when I no longer cringe just thinking about this I will be sorry. But now? Forget it.

Too much was riding on us not fucking it all up. And you know what? We didn't.

I can hardly believe it either.


By the time they reached Gandalf and the Elves, things were really roiling in the white city. Flames flashed in the night as fires burned and the defenses were gathering around the gates. Gandalf watched from the back of his horse and then turned to John and Tom.

"You have the ring?"

John pulled it out, holding it up. They flinched physically, the proximity to the demonic device overwhelming and he put it back into his pocket.

"We must ride," Gandalf said, glancing over his shoulder. "Isildur will come for it and if he does, we are all dead men."

They turned and hurried into the night, riding along the trail they had come. It was dark as pitch but the wizard and elves rode, the two men following, trusting their superior eyesight.


Saruman looked at his pilantirs, watching as the group rode away from the city. He knew one of them had the ring, the purpose of their journey there and he considered how he could get it before it reached the fastness of Rivendell. The rings of power were consuming him. He wanted them all. The dwarf rings were here, all seven of them as were the nine rings of the men of old. He had the Wraiths riding, searching the roads and hills for the party.

Gandalf was with them, an irritation of enormous magnitude to him. He was always there interfering. He would have to deal with Gandalf at some point or other. He would have to remove him as an irritant. But for now he would concentrate upon the ring and getting it for himself. He would have the world at his mercy when he did. And so he rose and walked to the pilantirs, working out in his mind the correct combination of words to say to make things different than they were.

When time changed his options would increase. The chance of getting the ring would become more opportune. And so he stood over two pilantirs, magnified by the proximity of sixteen rings of power and watched the assembled visions before him as he incanted the ancient words he had found in a long lifetime of searching. And as he did, the world changed as time rippled forward and backward in swirls great and small.


They were halfway to Rivendell, halfway to the High Pass when the unseen ripples of time washed over them. They were unaware of the changes for a while, only Gandalf feeling anything at all. It was a prickling at the back of his mind, an awareness of something out of place but he shrugged it off as they hurried onward toward Rivendell and safety.

That night, under the shelter of tall trees, they huddled around their little fire. Gandalf stared around the group, a nagging suspicion that something was different tugging at him. He looked at each face, finally resting his eyes on two of them.

"You don't belong here," he said, looking at Elladan and Elrohir closely.

They stared back, blinking with surprise.

"What do you mean, Gandalf?" Elladan asked, unease in his voice.

"This isn't right. It isn't what we started out with," Gandalf replied. "Legolas isn't here."

"Who's Legolas?" John asked, staring at Gandalf uneasily.

"He was the Prince of Mirkwood," Elrohir replied. "He was the son of the sworn enemy of my father."

"Sworn enemy?" Tom asked, immediately uneasy.

"My father wooed my mother away from Thranduil, Legolas' father. She was his wife at the time," Elladan replied. "He won my mother and Thranduil never forgave it. Legolas is his son by his second marriage."

"Legolas?" John asked, confused. "What about Gil-galad?"

They all looked at John, sharp expressions on their faces.

"We don't speak of him out of courtesy to my father," Elrohir replied tartly. "He died three thousand, five hundred years ago during the battle of the Last Alliance of Men and Elves."

"What about..." John began, agitation rising in him. "What about Isildur?"

"What about him? He's been dead for the same amount of time," Elladan replied, a frown on his face. "Are you all right? You didn't get hurt in the explosions, did you?"

"We just... we just invaded the King's House in Minas Tirith and took the ring from the king, Isildur," John replied, staring around the circle with confusion. Tom stared at him, surprised by his words.

They stared back, Gandalf lost in his own thoughts. Then Haldir spoke in a quiet voice.

"We took the ring from the man who had it, King Elessar."

"Who the fuck is Elessar?" John asked, confusion and fear rising in him. "Who is Thranduil and where in hell is Legolas?"

For a moment it was quiet and then Haldir spoke softly. "Legolas has been dead for over a hundred years."

The only sound they could hear was the crackling of the fire before them.


Part 14

I can't understand it. I know I'm the scientist in this partnership, the reasoning analytical one. But time streams and all that sort of thing don't compute in my rational mind. I can't make a picture of them in my head.

John took it better than me, accepting it quicker. I looked around and it seemed the same to me. Gandalf said the twins weren't supposed to be there, they didn't start out with us. I guess I'll have to accept it. I don't remember a Legolas, a Thranduil or a Gil-galad. John does. Why don't I?

I don't get it.


They sat quietly, staring at one another and finally Haldir asked. "Tell us what you remember."

John shrugged. "We came to Rivendell, staying at the house. Gil-galad and Elrond were living there... they were lovers."

Elladan stared at him, his face filled with undefined emotions and held his peace. Elrohir stared into the fire without speaking.

"We discussed taking the ring from the king, Isildur. The Elves were readying armies and preparing to go to war with men. They held a Council about it, Dwarves and other free Men in attendance. Then we set out, all of you and Legolas, but not you two," he said, nodding toward Elladan and Elrohir. "I've never seen you before now."

Gandalf nodded. "He relays it rightly. You were not with us. In fact, you didn't exist, nor did your mother. You are a different reality than the one we started with."

"All right," Tom said, tensed with unease. "Let's say this is true. What now?"

"We have to go to Rivendell," Gandalf said. "We have to see what is still true and what isn't. Do you still have the ring?"

John patted his pocket and nodded. "Yes."

"Good. Possession counts. Whether its King Elessar or Isildur chasing it, it doesn't matter. All that matters is that we keep the ring until it can be destroyed."

"What about Legolas? What happened to him?" John asked, a vision of the handsome young man flashing through his mind.

Haldir considered his words. "Thranduil was married to a beautiful woman long ago. Shortly after the War of the Last Alliance, she met Elrond and they became friendly. Thranduil didn't care for it, he's the jealous kind and with good reason. The woman fell in love with Lord Elrond and left Thranduil for him. There was great discord, her parents, the Lord and Lady of the Wood--"

"Galadriel and Celeborn," John interjected, drawing a stare from Tom. "I met them at Elrond's. They were there for the Council."

It was silent a moment. "As I said, they were very displeased and much conversation changed hands so to speak. In the end, she prevailed and divorced Thranduil, marrying Elrond without the blessings of her parents, something nearly unheard of among our kind.

"Then she had children, twins..." Haldir said, nodding to the boys beside him, "and a lovely daughter named Arwen. Arwen grew up, caught up in the discord between Mirkwood and Rivendell. She met King Elessar that you met in the city. She fell in love and over the wishes of her parents, she married him. They were very much in love.

"There was a lot of discord and she didn't come home often, the quarrels with her parents discouraging."

"My father and mother loved her and felt she would have been better off not marrying a mortal," Elladan said, nodding. "It caused much grief and despair in our family."

"There was a child, Arwen became pregnant and the rejoicing was so great it seemed an amicable solution could be created to solve the familial discord. However, it wasn't to be. The fair Arwen died in childbirth, attended by her father, mother and grandparents. All their great skill could not save her."

"It was a terrible, terrible time. My mother was inconsolable and she took a ship west. My father was desolate and the sniping between Mirkwood and Rivendell grew louder. Elessar was a changed man, hard and cold. He made alliances with Mirkwood, making threats against my father. He held my father responsible for Arwen's death. My father tried all he knew to save her, his own daughter, but it was not to be. Elessar holds him responsible," Elladan concluded, hatred and pain clear in his voice. "Legolas was a friend of Elessar's, someone who had been around him as he grew up. There were skirmishes from time to time among men and elves. Legolas was killed in one of them, something else that Elessar holds against my father."

"This is not the way it was," Gandalf said. "Elessar doesn't exist."

"He has another name," Elrohir suggested. "We called him Aragorn in the family."

"I don't know this name," Gandalf replied, shaking his head. "Very perplexing."

"What now?" Tom asked. "What happens now? Do we trust to go to Rivendell? What's happened there?" He looked at Haldir. "You are Captain of the Guard in Lothlorien."

He snorted. "I am Captain of the Guard at Rivendell."

"What about Glorfindel?" John asked. "He was injured going to speak with Isildur. Is he all right?"

They all stared at him, perplexed.

"Glorfindel met his death long ago defending against a balrog," Haldir said, shaking his head. "He's long in the Halls of Mandos."

"No," Gandalf said, shaking his head. "He's not. He's with Elrond and Gil-galad in Rivendell. At least in some reality he is." Gandalf took a deep breath. "Sleep tonight. Tomorrow we ride and we do not stop until we get to Rivendell."

They nodded and with unease, moved to their bed rolls. John lay down and Tom spooned behind him, kissing him on the neck as they huddled together.

"Do you still have the box?" Tom whispered.

"Yes," John replied.

"This is some scary shit," Tom said.

"It is," John answered. "We don't seem to change. Everyone else does but us."

"How come you remember what's happened and I don't?" Tom asked.

"I don't know," John said. "Maybe its the elf stone."

"Maybe," Tom replied, resting his face against John's dark hair. "I want this nightmare over as soon as possible. I have a terrible feeling about this."

"You and me both," John said, threading his fingers through Tom's.

It was still for the rest of the night and sometime around midnight, the two men finally fell asleep. They would be the only ones who would.


The road to Rivendell was unchanged and even though Tom sought the differences he could see none. It was a rarely beautiful sight, the first glimpse of the House of Elrond and as they approached it, he could feel his heart pounding in his chest. He glanced at John and saw his unease, the other man pale and watchful as they dismounted.

Elrond was there and he greeted his sons, turning to Gandalf with expectation. Gandalf nodded and Elrond relaxed slightly, turning to gaze at Tom and John with curiosity.

"Gandalf... I am sure you have good reasons for bringing men here but you know that we no longer shelter them under my roof."

"There is something that I must discuss with you, Elrond," Gandalf said, moving with the tall figure to the door of his house. "These men are instrumental in solving our mutual problem but there have been changes and I need your counsel."

They walked inside, Tom and John following in the group of Elves they had come with. Other Elves looked at the two men with hard expressions and the difference between the welcome they had gotten before and now was almost comical in contrast.

They entered and walked to the large sitting room with its fire and comfortable chairs. They sat, watching as Gandalf composed his thoughts. Around them, others gathered, some Tom knew and others unknown. There were no dwarves in attendance and they were the only two men there.

"Elrond, a great evil is among us."

"The ring," Elrond agreed, nodding.

"No," Gandalf said. "It's something else, something with greater potential to be destructive on a scale the ring can only shadow."

Elrond stared at him, at the tension in his sons' faces and nodded. "Tell me everything."

Gandalf did, his voice speaking softly the of strangeness of things before and after the 'change'. For a moment there was no sound and then Elrond rose, turning toward them all.

"I have felt strange things too," Elrond freely admitted. "I couldn't put my finger on them but they were there nonetheless. I am... perplexed about this, Gandalf. Who is the source of such mischief?"

Gandalf shrugged. "It could be Sauron but I don't believe so. I cannot detect his feel presence no matter how hard I try. I am convinced that it is someone else out there doing this, trying to get the ring no doubt, by hook or crook."

"Then we must destroy it," Elrond said firmly.

"Where is Frodo? We can leave now," John said.

They looked at him, including Tom.

"Who is Frodo?" Tom asked.

John looked at Gandalf, shrugging helplessly.

"Frodo is the ring bearer in the original reality," Gandalf said.

"What is this Frodo?" Elrond asked, a frown forming on his face. "It sounds like a Shire name."

"It is." Gandalf rose. "It's the name of a hobbit of the Bag End Baggins."

"Hobbit," Elrond replied, taking a deep cleansing breath. "Where did he live?"

Gandalf froze, staring at him with a strange look.

"In the Shire, in Hobbiton."

Elrond rubbed his chin, gathering his thoughts. "I am afraid to tell you this, Gandalf. The Shire exists no more."

Tom glanced at John, noting the strained look of alarm that filled it. "What do you mean?" he asked Elrond, rising to turn and pace. "What happened? We were there not a few weeks ago."

"The Shire is no more," Elrond said, moving to sit on a chair. "It was destroyed in a conflict that had its roots long ago."

"Tell us," Gandalf said, sitting heavily on his chair. His face was pale and he stared at the fire, afraid to listen and afraid not to.

"It began a long time before, among people the Hobbits had no connection with."


It was morning in the Shire and people went about their business. Farmers tended their land and children played in the fields, school being out for the week. Mothers hung laundry and the cattle grazed. It was idyllic, as idyllic and bucolic an atmosphere as could be found in Middle Earth.

When the riders came, they were caught unaware and the slaughter was enormous, women, men and children. They were cut down where they were found, dying as they ran and when the riders moved onward, there was little to show for the old and curious folks that had lived on the riverbank for generations. Houses were burned, people slaughtered and an entire culture wiped out.

The riders were from Rohan, aligned with the men and kings of Gondor and Arnor. They had decided to clear the middle ground, eliminating a source of support from the Elves that lived in their kingdoms here and there. Severing all avenue of communication, cutting off routes of egress here and there, they had consolidated their power while gaining prime land from a people that had little use in their plans and ambitions.

Riding at the fore, a ring hanging from his neck, the young King Elessar led the charge. He didn't care that people were slaughtered. He wanted the Elves to have less safe passage between their kingdoms and killing the Hobbits, one of the few peaceful people in the area who allowed all to pass by unmolested was one way to gain control.

Elrond explained it and Tom watched Gandalf, the pain of revelation clear on his face.

"How did he get the ring?" John asked finally, breaking the silence in the room.

"He found it on a journey from Lothlorien and Rivendell, cutting through the mountains on the way home. He found Gollum, evidently pawing a dead carcass and at the moment of picking it up became transformed."

"That part is unchanged," John said to Gandalf, the wizard nodding. "Only the person who found Gollum is different."

He is ruthless and power mad, intent on driving all Elvish people from this world and we have resisted him successfully thus far. With the ring in our possession, he cannot succeed further."

"We have to throw it into Mount Doom," Gandalf said.

Elrond nodded. "We must. It is the only way. But you said that this Frodo was the ring bearer of old."

"Yes," Gandalf said, shaking his head. "We have to find a new one."

For a moment there was no sound and then all eyes turned to John, the silent man staring back at them with growing alarm.

"Fuck that," Tom said, rising, anger on his face. "Why destroy it?"

John turned and looked at him, surprise on his face. "Tom?"

Tom turned and looked at him, smiling for a second. "This is a great opportunity," he said, moving closer to his lover. "We can use it to end the killing. We can use it to protect the Elves. We don't need to destroy it. We can use it for the good."

John looked at Gandalf, who watched Tom with alarm. "Tom... we can't use the ring."

Tom looked at him for a moment, wavering as he did. Then he looked around, dazed as if awaking from a bad dream. "What?" he said, looking at his partner. "What did you say?"

John took his face, staring into it closely. "Tom... you're having a... a spell."

"He is," Gandalf said, rising. "He's being affected by the ring. We have to destroy it and the sooner the better."

Elrond nodded. "I will go with you."

Gandalf turned, surprised. "You didn't, not in any reality that I know of. It would be dangerous, Elrond."

Elrond wavered and then nodded, turning to his sons. "You will go in my stead." He turned to Gandalf. "Is that acceptable?"

"It is acceptable," Gandalf agreed even as he shook his head. "It just never happened, that's all."

Elrond sighed. "We could go mad if we worry this too much. We must make ready and go."

Gandalf nodded and watched as they gathered gear together. He could go mad about a lot of things, including the death of the Shire. A lot had to be made right before he could feel success had been achieved, a lot of things.

With a deep sigh, he turned and walked out the door to ride into the gathering dusk with the rest of his party.


Part 15

It was early morning before they cleared the High Pass, heading southward for the land of Mordor. They rode silently, watching out for aberrations in the new reality that might jump out and bite them on the ass.

Tom rode at the end, following John and Gandalf, who rode together talking. Things were strange as it were, the inclusion of the twins... people who shouldn't by any stretch of the imagination exist... a total difficulty for him. The idea of Elrond bereaved of Gil-galad was something he had trouble assimilating. That Elrond didn't know to be aggrieved was worse. Losing John would be traumatic beyond his own reckoning no matter what the reality. As he rode along, he knew they were together by fate. Even the time distortions that played with others left them alone.

The sun was beginning to become warm and he pulled off his leather coverlet, laying it over his horse. It was quiet and still, the babble of rushing water almost the only sound besides the steady trod of horse hoofs and by the time they made it down the long winding trail, they were well on their way toward the big river that ran along the entire course of their journey.

It would be harder to go by land, horseback or on foot, but they chose it as the best course, the most furtive and safe. Elves were entering territory where they were not safe and they would soon be traveling by night.

Lothlorien would be skirted, the great sanctuary of the elves led by Galadriel and Celeborn standing between them and the dangerous plains of Rohan. The news that they were on the side of a bloodthirsty King of Gondor and Arnor was going to make a hard thing harder still. Tom considered what he knew of Rohan, the rolling plains where horsemen rode magnificent steeds coming back to his mind.

They moved onward, reaching the great wood by nightfall. Camping in the trees along the Anduin River, they settled for the last time in relatively protected shelter. The fire was small nonetheless and conversation low as they considered the danger ahead. None of the Elves would be safe and neither would be Gandalf, the King of Gondor distrustful it was said of wizards of any kind. The two men would be safe in that they could pass among the population but caught in the company of Elves, they would be slain as Elf Friends.

"Tell me of what you know," Elladan finally asked, staring into the fire. "Tell me of the reality that brought you such surprise when you saw us."

Gandalf considered his words. "You weren't born. There was no Celebrian. There was Gil-galad and your father alone."

"As there once was," Elladan replied. "My father never speaks of those times. He finds the pain too great. I don't know much about the great king, so few who knew him willing to breach my father's privacy."

"He was a good man," Gandalf said. "A wise and great king."

"He loved your father," John said. "They had a passion for each other."

"Rather like the two of you," Elrohir said, nodding to Tom.

John smiled. "We get along."

Elrohir nodded. "So I've noticed. This isn't your fight but you are here. If this goes to rights, what do you suppose will happen?"

"I don't know," John said. "The evil of the ring will be gone. Will it change what is and what once was? I don't know. I just know that some think that time exists on many levels side by side and that they cannot be seen individually. If we change things here, it doesn't mean that you don't exist the way you are now some place else."

"Cold comfort," Elladan said, sighing.

"Maybe, but true," Tom said, nodding. "We exist elsewhere too. Yet we are here. It might all work out for the best somehow."

Elladan nodded. "I don't like men. I didn't much before Elessar. I used to think he was a good man but he's much changed. Men are not to be trusted. That's all we know."

"Not all men," Tom replied, glancing at John. "Some men can be more than trusted."

"Perhaps," Elladan replied, settling back. "I find myself wishing so even as my thoughts tell me that it is impossible."

It was silent, sparks flying skyward in the updraft of the fire. Men and Elves and Wizards rested, considering the long and harrowing race to Mordor. It would have to be through the Brown Lands after they crossed the Anduin, past Emyn Muil and into the Dead Marshes. They dreaded that, the tales of it harsh and then they would have to squeak past the city of Minas Morgul, the City of Isildur, on their way into Mordor. The mountains might afford a crossing, their snow covered peaks less treacherous than the land and cities of men.

However, they would decide once they reached that place, crossing into the shadow land with trepidation. As he rode, Gandalf considered a major missing player. Sauron had been gone a long time, falling away into shadow where his presence was not felt. He had been a part of Gandalf's consciousness so long he almost felt light-headed at his absence. No matter what, it would not be a good thing, the absence of this devil.

They rode onward, ever forward, heading for the Land of Mordor.


She hung up the phone, wondering again what was the matter with the boys. She had called them earlier, hoping to catch them in. The dinner party was going to be formal and she wanted to tell them. Instead, she left a message on their machine.

Laura Strider considered her guest list again and smiled slightly. A glittering array of impressive people, sophisticates all. She wondered what they would think when they met her son and his lover. It gave her insights into the people she associated with and she made it a rule never to become friends with people who obviously didn't accept her son.

Rising, walking to her kitchen, she poured a cup of coffee and checked once more with the catering list. It would be prime rib and a shrimp dish, salads and fruit and an elegant dessert. All in all, her usual well planned affair. She sighed. If only she could contact her son.


John stood at the side of his horse, his sword hanging easy at his waist. He stared into the distance, the straight ahead monotony of the Brown Lands a sight. Crossing the Anduin had been difficult enough. Crossing desiccated lands and then a god awful swamp was another. He felt grimy and crappy, sore in places from sleeping on the ground and slightly horny from the absence of sex this tribulation was enforcing.

Staring at Tom, he considered what it would be like lying under him, getting hammered in the ass. He decided it would be good and made a mental note to make a day of it the moment they got back to their own reality. Right now this reality was shockingly in their faces and they considered the potential dangers of their trip ahead.

As they did, time rippled again, throwing out loops of tension into the continuum of all that had, was or ever would happen. It danced over them, changing things all around and when it was over, they turned and looked around.

"This place was hammered," Tom said, rising from where he was squatting on the ground. He turned and looked at Gandalf and John, staring at their strange expressions. "What?"

"Don't you notice?" John asked, looking around.

There was only one other person with them, the Prince of Mirkwood, Legolas. He stared at John and frowned.

"What? Noticed what?" he asked in his soft and musical voice.

"The whole thing," John said. "It's all changed. We were in the Brown Lands with a whole bunch of people and now we're here." He paused and turned to Gandalf. "Do you see it too?"

Gandalf nodded. "Yes."

"Fine," Tom said, frowning deeply. "Tell us what? What the hell is the Brown Lands, if I may ask?"

"They're on the other side of the Misty Mountains," Legolas said, turning and glancing toward them. "They are on the other side of the Anduin and flank the west side of the Land of Mordor."

"That's nice. A map would help." Tom sighed and looked around, noting the destruction everywhere. "Whoever did this was a total fucker."

Gandalf nodded, staring at the bodies lying around. He watched as Tom pulled a blanket from the rubble and put it over the bodies of two children. He had tears in his eyes and he was pale and anguished, his anger shimmering in his movements.

John stared at the small covered heap, the bodies of children and adults scattered no matter where they walked in the Shire. They had come upon it, the four of them riding and when they reached this spot they paused.

All around them the destruction of the Shire spread out like a black stain in a green carpet. Smoke rose from ruins and wreckage of houses and farms, animals and Hobbits lying dead side by side could be spied no matter what direction they turned in.

They had passed a big hole domicile, a house with a tree on top. Inside they had found the slaughtered remains of two hobbit men. Gandalf had identified them as Frodo and Bilbo Baggins. Lying in the doorway, cut down as he came running, they found another hobbit, a Samwise Gamgee.

It didn't mean anything to Tom, the names not any he knew. But John's face registered stricken recognition and he wondered at it as they stood silently. They had buried those hobbits, laying all three to rest in the same grave. Then they moved onward, silent witnesses to a great atrocity.

They had reached the spot they stood now after a horrible ride through the shattered Shire. Hobbiton was lying devastated, the body of Rosie lying where she had been slain. John had paused over her, gently smoothing her hair and Legolas had followed him, silently supporting him in all their steps in the area.

He had covered her and returned to the group, pausing with Legolas by his side. For a moment they stood and then Gandalf cried out, his rage filling the silence with anguished noise. He paused, gathering a deep breath and turned to the three, staring at them with frustrated anger.

"This is not the way it is supposed to be!"

John nodded, sighing. Legolas squeezed his shoulders, the gesture as sweet and warm as the sad expression on his face.

"Maybe we need to leave here," he said. "We need to reach Elrond's house as soon as we can."

"We just left there," John said, shaking his head. "We're traveling in circles. The moment we make a decision to leave, we end up back at the start."

"The ring," Gandalf cried, suddenly jolted back to reality. "Do you still have the ring?"

"The ring?" Legolas asked, staring as John searched his pockets. "What ring?"

The expression on John's face was desolation and he looked at Gandalf with horror. "I don't have it."

For a moment it was still and then Tom reached into his pocket, pulling out a ring on a chain. "I have it," he said, watching as they all looked at him with intense relief. "I've always had it."

"No," John said, shaking his head. "I had it. I took it from Isildur back in Minas Tirith."

They looked at him and then Legolas shook his head. "You were never there. I've been with you for seven years and you've never been there."

Tom looked sharply at Legolas and then John. "What is he saying?"

John looked at Legolas and licked suddenly dry lips. "Legolas, for the sake of argument, tell me about the last seven years."

Legolas looked at him strangely and then glanced at Gandalf, who nodded to him. "Go ahead."

"We've been together for seven years. You are from the Dale. I met you on a hunting trip and we're lovers. We have been all this time. That's how I know that you've never been to Gondor."

Tom made a strangling noise and turned, his hands on his hips as he absorbed the new reality. For a moment he was flummoxed and then he turned, anger in his eyes.

"John belongs to me. It's my reality."

Legolas stiffened, staring at Tom with anger and surprise. "You aren't in a position to say that any longer. That was years ago."

For a moment it was quiet and then Gandalf sighed. "Let's ride. We need to reach Rivendell. The buildings are still smoking and we have to make sanctuary. If whomever did this is still about, then we don't want to be caught in the open against them."

They turned, silently mounting up and began a brisk ride toward the mountains east of Bree. They covered a lot of ground, heading around Old Forest and past Chetwood, racing for Bree by the fall of darkness. As they approached it, they could smell it first. The sodden smell of burnt wood and the sickeningly sweet smell of rotting flesh hit them before they saw the place.

The town was burned down, people scattered here and there, slain where they fled. They rode slowly, staring at the destruction and then Gandalf turned, looking around with rage.

"Let us fly. Let us reach Rivendell," he said, spurring his horse forward.

They joined him, galloping onward, moving swiftly along the East-West Road toward the mountains. They were chancing being caught but they had no alternative. They had to reach Rivendell and see what was changed. Night fell as they reached Amun Sul, throwing long shadows onto the land all around them.

John swallowed hard as they climbed up, staking their horses out. Dinner was cold and they sat together, huddled against the chill of the night. Tom stared at Legolas, studying his beauty and his 'otherness'.

Tall and strong, handsome beyond the normal bounds of decency, the Elf was someone to reckon with. He watched the sun set as deep darkness settled and with it came the cries of night things. He listened, watching the others listen too and among them they heard something he had not heard in a long time.

He heard the Nazgul calling out to each other.


Part 16

Tom was sitting beside Gandalf and I could tell he was stretched to the limits. The massacres we had seen were awful enough but he didn't remember the people we'd met. He doesn't remember them. He also doesn't remember about the ring. He just knows that he's got it.

It took some doing and an intervention from Gandalf to get it from him. He may even be a little bit mad at me about it. I just think I had better hold it. My memories aren't affected. His are. Maybe it is the elf stone in my pocket that keeps me in the main strand of what is happening to us.

Some things change. Tom is an ex-lover in this tidal pool and I'm living with Legolas. Gandalf doesn't change. Maybe his wizard powers are enough. For Tom, the changes are small but they are there. It makes me afraid.


Legolas stared at the night, noting the proximity of his lover. They sat side-by-side across the fire from Boromir. Strider had been his for seven years, from the time they had been hunting orcs for his father. He had been a man of the Dale and they had sent several bowmen from their country to his.

Boromir hadn't been among them and when he was included in this expedition, a trip to the Shire to check out bad rumors, he had been tense. They had not had any words and when night came, Strider had lain down with him, spooned behind him the way they usually did when living rough.

But from that moment in the Shire, when they were standing beside dead children, things were different. Strider and Boromir had been strained. He considered that maybe the deaths, the magnitude of the murders had gotten to Strider. He would have to comfort him when they lay down together.

From the cries in the night, Legolas knew that bad things were close by. He could feel them in his mind and he listened with his soul as he tracked the voices.

They circled the camp, never daring too near and he knew they wouldn't come toward them tonight. A wizard, an elf lord's bow and two strong swords were ample testimony to the price they would pay. He turned his gaze to his lover and waited.

John stared at the ground before him, wishing for a fire and knowing it was impossible. Legolas had sat down beside him, claiming the place he occupied in this reality. Tom sat across from them, staring with a hard expression into the empty space before him.

He sighed, swallowing hard. The wound on his shoulder had bothered him since he had gotten it but now when he felt for it, it was not there. In this reality he hadn't been stabbed. Or it hadn't happened just yet.

A hand settled on his back, a strong comforting hand and he felt it rub him, gently transmitting comfort. He bit his lip, uncomfortable with the sweet sensation because the hand that comforted him wasn't Tom's.

Gandalf sighed and glanced at Legolas. "You take the first watch, Legolas. Then John, Tom and myself. We shall break at regular intervals."

Legolas sighed and nodded. He rose and moved to the edge, staring out into the night. When he had moved away, John turned to Gandalf.

"We're together in this reality," he whispered. "Legolas says I'm from the Dale."

"So it seems," Gandalf replied. "The Dale is still free then. Right now, we have to go to Rivendell with the ring and see what is what there."

"This change thing... it seems to be happening more and more. The first few didn't change any of the three of us from what we knew before. But this time Tom didn't know the people in the Shire. He didn't know Bilbo and Frodo."

Tom looked at him. "Was I supposed to?"

"Yes," Gandalf replied. "Frodo is the original ring bearer. Bilbo found the ring in the original reality and kept it, necessitating it to be carried to Mount Doom. You met them before."

Tom sighed, staring at the ground. "If we get to Rivendell, what then? What do we do if things are changed there?"

"We move on. We take the ring to Mount Doom. Frodo is dead and we can't change that fact. It's up to us now."

"What if it changes again? What if I become the enemy or something?" Tom said. "It could happen. I am forgetting things from shift to shift. John isn't."

"I think its the elf stone," John said, feeling the gem in his pocket. He took it out and held it up to Gandalf.

"That might be the reason," Gandalf said, nodding. "It might be enough protection."

"We need to find an amulet for Tom," John said, glancing at his lover. "We have to make sure that we all make these shifts together, intact."

Gandalf nodded. "I will see what I can do. In the meantime, we must stick together. Legolas and the others come and go but we are the three that do not change."

"What if Rivendell's changed? What if there isn't an ally there now?" Tom asked, concern on his face. "What if some incarnation they shoot first and ask questions later?"

"We'll have to chance it. I don't know what else to do," Gandalf replied with a sigh. "I am limited, not omnipotent and we are being trifled with by a powerful person."

"Who in this dimension is strong enough to fiddle with time and would seek the ring?" Tom asked.

"Sauron. But I'm afraid he's disappeared. I can't imagine what it might be that caused him to vanish. Perhaps it was an unexpected side bar to the time disturbances. If he had been the source of the problem, then he's gone now and maybe not of his own choosing."

"But that means that time is rippling by itself. He might have set something in motion with his efforts," Tom said.

"Or, he could be one of its victims," John replied. "Could someone else be strong enough to be the force behind this?"

Gandalf thought a moment, a frown deepening on his face. "There is only one other that I can imagine doing something like this, one other who might have that much knowledge and power." He sighed. "Saruman the White."

"The Wizard who lives at Isengard?" John asked.

Gandalf nodded. "I can't think of anyone short of a handful of Elf Lords that have this kind of knowledge or power. They wouldn't do it. Elves are not capable of this kind of evil."

"How do you know that?" Tom asked.

"Some things are constants in the universe," Gandalf said. "Elves are one of them."

John sighed, glancing over at Legolas. He was standing by the edge of the platform, staring out into the night. The weak light of the moon cast a halo around him and he seemed to be of another world. Something in him responded to that, this image of ethereal beauty and he wondered how much of himself had been changed toward Legolas in the last shift. He wondered if the attraction he felt was real or contrived.

Sighing, he rose and stretched, looking around for a place to lie down. Tom watched him, glancing back toward the elf again. He wondered what would happen the next time around if they were this changed now. The thought of it scared him. He rose and moved toward John, then paused, glancing back at Legolas. The Elf had turned and was watching them as they began to settle and he could feel cold eyes on him as he stood by John.

"Maybe we better not push our luck right now," John said, his eyes flickering toward the Elf. "Gandalf has separated us by shift here and we should try and make do."

Tom sighed and nodded, picking his spot near the fire. They lay down across from each other and it was silent once more. Tom closed his eyes and willed himself to sleep. John lay awake and watched Legolas, images of passion in his arms disturbingly real in his mind. He knew it couldn't have happened and then he wondered, remembering how dimensions lie side by side through infinity and that every possible reality for a person had a theoretical potential to exist.

He sighed and closed his eyes, letting the images wash over him. Pale skin and blue eyes, scenes of laughter around a dinner table in an elegant home, memories of fights with orcs, sex and laughter and arguments... all of the images of a lover flooded him and they were all of the tall handsome man standing guard. He sighed and pushed them away, concentrating on Tom. They were harder to retrieve and he felt anxiety over it.

The night passed and then Legolas was kneeling by him, shaking his arm.

"Your turn, Strider," he said, watching as John rose.

Strider picked up his sword and put it on, moving toward the place where Legolas had stood. As he peered out, he felt the Elf beside him. He turned and looked into an anxious face.

"Boromir... I don't like what I'm feeling about him and you. I want to know what is going on," he said.

"Nothing, Legolas," Strider said, sighing with fatigue. "Nothing."

"You and I... we're good?" he asked.

John looked at him, at the luminous beauty of his face and nodded. "Yeah," he replied softly. "We're good, Legolas."

The relief on the other's face hit Strider like a punch in the gut and he leaned into Legolas' soft kiss. An elegant, strong and callused hand stroked his face as Legolas stared at him, his emotions clear.

"I love you," he said. "I don't want any more games with Boromir. You said you are with me now. I need to know you believe it too."

"I am with you. I do," John said automatically, strange internal emotions rising through him. "I am, Legolas. Trust me."

"I do," Legolas said, sighing. "I did before too."

John swallowed hard and nodded. "You should get some rest."

Legolas looked at him and then sighed, turning and walking to where Strider had lain down. He took Strider's blanket and walked to a nearby tree, sitting down on the hard ground to rest. He wrapped the blanket around him and soon was lost in the myriad pathways that the Elvish mind trod when at rest. John stared at him and sighed, turning and staring into the pitch blackness of the night. It would be a long lonely time until he was relieved.


The light of morning was weak and the mist of the night clung to the ground, making a strange sea of cloud in all directions away from their redoubt. They were stiff and silent, moving slowly as they picked up to go. Gandalf walked to the edge and looked out, noting shifting in the fog at the edge of the plateau where the land began to slope upward. He turned and hurried back, mounting his horse.

"Let's fly. The Riders are waiting for us to leave this place. They wish to catch us in the open. Ride hard to the ford and don't stop for anything."

They mounted up and one by one rode down the path from the look out to the flat ground below. Fog swirled in the morning light as the warming air began to burn it off. They set out together, riding as fast as they dared through the dreamscape before them as behind them they heard answering footfalls of horses in pursuit.

They fled onward, going down the gently sloping land toward the river beyond, the cries of demons behind them echoing off the rapidly diminishing banks of foggy dew. Strider looked back, swallowing at the sight of a dark robed figure riding in pursuit.

They hurried onward, their elf horses flying as behind them the cries of more Nazgul combined. There were nine of them when they broke from the fog, nine black robed demons chasing them across the land. In and out of trees and rocks they went, rushing toward the safety of the Bruinen, hurrying toward the sanctuary of Rivendell.

Gandalf reached the water first, pounding across, his horse climbing the steep bank. Legolas followed and then John and Tom, splashing across as the Nazgul reached the water. They paused, milling about on their dark horses, cries of rage and entreaty filling the air.

"Give it to us!" one of them hissed, his fell voice sending chills down Tom's spine. He felt the call, the strange tugging to move back across the river and he glanced at John, watching as he sat staring at them strangely.

"Strider!" Gandalf said, catching Strider's attention. "Move. Fly!"

They turned as one, Legolas, Tom and John, and beat a path up the trail. Behind them they could hear a rushing sound building and as they topped the hill, they looked back and watched as a wall of water rushed through the river bed, washing the Riders downstream.

It was surrealistic, the sight of all the black horses toppling and the screams faded, the echo of their cries receding with the rush of the water's force. Gandalf joined them and they turned, riding single-file up the trail toward the haven beyond. They passed guards who let them pass and when they entered the courtyard, they dismounted, the tall handsome figure of Gil-galad waiting for them.

Gandalf approached him and they gripped arms in the warrior way, talking silently for a moment. Then Strider walked up, Legolas by his side with Boromir behind him. Strider nodded to Gil-galad, noting that the tall figure seemed to know him well. He paused and then looked around. Glancing at Gandalf, he turned to Gil-galad.

"Where's Lord Elrond?" he asked.

For a moment it was silent and then Gil-galad frowned. "Are you joking with me? If so, it's in poor taste."

Gandalf looked at Strider's expression of surprise and turned to Gil-galad. "We were expecting to see Elrond."

Gil-galad looked at Gandalf and frowned. "What is the meaning of these remarks?"

Gandalf looked perplexed a moment and then took a deep breath. "Tell me, my Lord... humor me. What happened to Elrond?"

Gil-galad looked at him, the shadows of old grief on his face. "Lord Elrond fell at the Battle of the Last Alliance of Elves and Men. Surely you remember."

John turned, shaking his head, a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. Legolas stared at him as if he was mutating before his eyes and then took his arm, pulling him aside.

"What are you asking the King about this? Lord Elrond has been gone for centuries."

"He wasn't though, Legolas," John said, his frustration rising. "He wasn't gone. This is not the way things should be. He was here and so was Gil-galad but that isn't the way it is supposed to be either. Gil-galad fell at the last Battle. Not Elrond."

Legolas stared at him, fear in his eyes. "I don't know what fever grips you but there are cures. We have to get inside. You have to sit down."

"Legolas."

They turned and looked at a grim-face Gil-galad and a grimmer-faced Gandalf.

"We have to talk."

Legolas looked at John and then at Gandalf, nodding. They all turned and walked inside, entering a house that was the same but completely different without the presence of the one man who had held it all together for so long. As they entered, Gandalf wondered what mischief had happened and what was the story of the one ring that Elrond had been given long ago. There was much to say and they had to get it straight. The safety of Middle Earth depended upon them.


Part 17

When I heard that Elrond was dead and dead for a long time I felt sick to my stomach. I had wanted to meet him more than anyone else in the book that I had deciphered. When I had, he had been everything I expected him and a great lord of his people to be. It had been a jolt to know that he had died. In this slip stream, things had been changed more directly than in the others. I don't know what has happened but Gil-galad is as wounded about it as it gets. It still hurt him to hear us talk just now. And Tom? He doesn't have much to say. He just sits and stares.

This is getting to be scary.


It was silent as Gil-galad thought over his words. Gandalf's explanation of their confusion with time had been received much better than he figured it would be. John was unsure what he himself would have thought at the sound of such a tale. Of course, Gil-galad was an Elf. That alone made it less improbable he thought. What is a time conundrum to someone who lived magic and breathed fairy tales?

He glanced at Tom, unnerved by the silent man's staring. It had been strange to find out the changes in this timeline and he wondered what other private torments Tom was considering even as he considered his own.

Legolas sat nearby, staring into the fire. John glanced at him, noting the resulting rising of emotion inside of him. He felt things for the elf, things that hitherto he only felt for Tom. He had been changed, probably less than he would have been without the elf stone. That bit of protection still gave him the sense to know they were both interlopers here.

Gil-galad cleared his throat and sat back, sighing softly. "We were at the battle and the Dark Lord came out of his fastness. Elendil and Anarion were killed right away. The Dark Lord singled them out at the head of their army. Isildur ran forward and struck off the hand of the demon, the ring falling with it as it dropped to the ground.

"We were all stunned, all of us looking at the monster as he self-destructed. All around us the orcs faded and disappeared and when it was all done, Elrond ran forward and exhorted Isildur to follow him. I was far away, next to Cirdan and when I saw them climb the mountain I followed, calling out to Elrond to wait. I feared from the moment he reached Isildur that something dire was about to happen. I don't know what happened between them in the mountain but when I got there Isildur was alone.

"The inferno was howling, all around us gas and fumes filled the air. Isildur walked past me, the ring in his hand and I searched all over for Elrond. All I found was his sword. Isildur had either slain him and let him fall into the molten pit below or he shoved Elrond in."

Gandalf sat for a moment and sighed. "I am profoundly sad to hear this. It isn't what we know to be the original story. Elrond lived. Isildur died later and the ring was lost. It was lost for more than thirty-five hundred years before it was found again."

John reached into his pocket and produced it, holding it up for view. Gil-galad looked at it with loathing.

"That ring cost me my happiness. It cost me my best friend. It cannot stay here. I will not have it in my house."

"You have one of your own, an elf ring," John said.

"The ring is hidden," Gil-galad said, "hidden with the other one that is mine."

"There are three rings for the elves. Cirdan has one," Gandalf said.

"Cirdan has been dead nearly as long, killed in the resulting war that followed Elrond's murder. We have been at war with Gondor from the day that Isildur killed him. We are not allies. We do not countenance each other's presence. Men are not allowed on Elf lands and Elves don't stray into the lands of Men."

Tom sat back, staring at the fire. "Then explain Legolas and John."

Gil-galad looked at him and considered his words. "Aberrations do occur from time to time. They are few and far between and most unwelcome."

Legolas stood and turned to the king. "It is the bane of us all to hate each other this way, my Lord. I do not apologize for whom I give my heart. Nor do I appreciate the words that you spoke just now. I can only assume that you included me in your comments."

Gil-galad looked at him, leaning back in his chair. "You are a hard-headed pup, Legolas of Mirkwood. It is a scandal of immense proportions to your family and our people that you would lie down with a man."

"I find it less distasteful a thing, my Lord, in all due respect than to sleep with a ghost for three millennia."

It was quiet a moment and then Gil-galad shook his head. "You are a sharp-tongued creation of your father's weak will. I cannot hold your lineage against you, I suppose. Oropher was your grandsire after all."

Legolas flushed crimson and clenched his fists. "I don't care to stay longer. We needs be going."

John rose and stepped between them, holding up his hands. "Listen to me. This is getting us no where. Something is amiss here, making time change and people too. You aren't arguing with men, you are allies. Elves aren't fighting among each other. You are all working together to get rid of the ring."

"That you tell me and I'm inclined to trust Mithrandir. However, I have lived my reality for three thousand and five hundred years. What am I supposed to do now?" Gil-galad replied.

"Help us get to Mordor. Help us to get to Mount Doom so we can destroy this damned ring," John said, passionate conviction in his voice.

"And how do you propose that?" Gil-galad asked. "What can we do to help you? That is, if we are so inclined?"

John considered his question. "Lend us some of your people and we'll go again. Tell us what lies between here and Mordor. What you tell us will help us because we don't know what is changed and what isn't."

Gil-galad sighed and nodded, considering his words. "If you go through the High Pass you will have to move along the western side of Mirkwood. Do not enter the Lorien Wood. It is possessed of demons and other fell creatures."

"What of Galadriel and Lord Celeborn?" Gandalf asked.

"Who?" Gil-galad asked. He frowned, staring at Gandalf with a strange expression.

"The Lord and Lady of the Wood. The Lorien Wood is their land. It is occupied by Elves."

"No it isn't," Legolas said, a strange expression on his face. "The only woods there that are occupied by Elves are the Great Green Woods."

John sighed. "You don't know these two? Their home in Lothlorien?"

"Only fell beasts live in those woods. Giants and trolls and other dangerous creatures," Gil-galad said. "The Elves of Middle Earth occupy many places, most notably Arnor to the west and the coastal lands. We occupy Mirkwood the Great and Imladris. But the land of Lothlorien is not ours and never was. These two of whom you speak... I do not know them at all."

For a moment Gandalf didn't speak. "Tell us of the lands of men."

"The lands of men encompass the Dale, the March of Rohan and Gondor. Mordor is the realm of the Dark Lord and we do not go near there. Dwarves are said to live in Moria but nothing has been heard from them for a long time."

Gandalf nodded. "The men are banded? They stick together against you?"

"They do," Gil-galad said. "We do not go near them and they do not come near us. We have skirmished with them for centuries."

Gandalf nodded. "We would need companions on the trail to Mordor. A handful of bowmen would do the trick. The two men and Legolas would be coming as well," he said, turning toward the three.

Tom and John nodded, Legolas staring at his lover. He looked at Gandalf and nodded as well. Gandalf rose and stretched. "We need to go. There is no telling when the next tribulation will occur and what we will find. Small things are changing in small ways and big things ever bigger. I dread seeing what might come next."

Gil-galad nodded and rose, turning to another and giving orders in Elvish. John listened, considering the names that cropped up. He knew Glorfindel and Erestor but two others were unknown. They stood a moment talking together and then turned and walked out again. Four Elves were gathering, getting their gear and horses together.

"We must ride," Gandalf said, mounting a fresh horse. The others joined him, pausing as he talked to Gil-galad. "We must hurry and make the doom of the ring a reality. It might restore time as it should be and perhaps your sorrows will be vanquished as well."

Gil-galad sighed. "I cannot conceive of such luck, Mithrandir. But I will keep the thought foremost in my mind."

With that, they all turned and followed Gandalf out of the courtyard and into the world once more.


Three days later, they were hard on their way toward Mordor. They were hugging the western side of Mirkwood, avoiding the hazards they were warned of about Lothlorien. It was swift travel, the fall back of Mirkwood and the sanctuary of the Elvish kingdom a bonus to the danger of the route taken.

The elves that had joined them were not friendly toward the men and the camps they made were silent affairs. Legolas and John were not together much, thanks to the manipulation of Gandalf and by the third night Legolas was as tense as the others.

John stood watch, staring at the familiar yet unfamiliar stars above him. He was uncertain by now how much of what was comforting and familiar around him was really something he knew or an effect of the manipulation of the time line. Tom was sleeping nearby, a silent and grim-faced figure and as he considered his partner, Legolas moved to stand next to him.

"I thought you were asleep."

"You know better," Legolas said, turning to face him. The light of the moon above them made a soft glow to the handsome figure before him and John felt desire rising through him, an unsettling yet welcomed thing. "I haven't been alone with you in days and I miss that. I think we need to talk."

"About what?" John asked, licking dry lips.

"About you and me." Legolas stepped closer. "I know Boromir has unsettled you. He has unsettled me. I thought we were clear on the past, Strider."

"I... I don't..." John stuttered, searching through his memories for something that would help him but he found nothing. Whatever they shared he didn't remember. He just remembered the desire and pleasure he found in Legolas' body. That part of him, the baser and lower emotions he could recall. The rest was a blank.

"Talk to me, Legolas," John said, turning and staring at him with emotion. "Tell me what you need."

Legolas looked at him and sighed. "My father told me I was a great fool to love a man. They die too young and they have foolish ways. No man will ever love you the way that you want them to, Legolas. I told him he was wrong, that you were different. I need to know, Melme, if I was a fool or not."

John looked at him, a deep well of emotion rising through him and he stepped closer, such intense feelings of love and devotion filling him he was silent for a moment.

"You weren't wrong," John whispered. "I want you to know that."

Legolas relaxed, sliding his hands up John's chest. They rested on his shoulders and then he leaned in, kissing John on the lips. "My kind make our choices with great thought, Strider. They matter in ways that you can't know. I made mine with you. For all the good and ill, I made my choice for you."

"I know," John said. "I love you, this I know. It's what I feel."

"And Boromir?" Legolas asked. "What about him?"

"I love him too," John said honestly.

Legolas sighed and turned away. John moved closer, slipping his arms around Legolas' waist.

"I'm with you, Legolas."

Legolas turned and slipped his arms around John's shoulders, hugging him tightly. He sighed and then stepped back, taking John's hand. He tugged gently, pulling him into a thicket of trees and bushes, disappearing from the view of all concerned.

John followed, unable not to move with the golden figure before him and when they were alone, he found himself holding Legolas, kissing him back with all the passion the elf gave to him. It was warm and wonderful, the sensations of want and need rising as they stood together. He moved backward, bracing Legolas against a tree, his hands roaming the tall slim body of his lover as if they had minds of their own.

It was warm and he felt a terrible need to lie down on the ground and give in to the desire that overwhelmed him when Legolas stopped, his hands gripping Strider's shoulders. He was listening and Strider joined him, the sounds of footsteps nearby filling his ears.

They stepped apart, Strider drawing his sword and Legolas pulled a dagger that he carried in his boot. They moved forward, heading toward the fire and their companions and with a soft word, roused them all. Legolas picked up his quiver, donning it quickly, affixing an arrow to his bow. In a circle all around the fire, men stood with swords and arrows, staring into the night.

Cries erupted to the left and they turned, some taking positions against the noise as others continued to watch the night in all other directions. Shadows moved, flicking through the trees and brush, scary shadows of wolf and man, the fell creatures of the night.

"Wargs," Legolas whispered, following a shadow and then he let go of his arrow, the swift shaft finding a target. A cry pierced the night and others met it, the sounds falling back as the creatures moved away.

They stood watching, dark shadows of man figures circling them slowly. They didn't make a sound but their heavy footsteps could be heard as they walked. Gandalf watched them, noting their flickering forms against the trees.

"Riders. They are the Riders," he said. "They want the Ring. Fire if they come too close."

The elves watched, the tall robed figures staying just out of visible sight. They didn't enter the light, they stayed farther back but their cold malevolence could be felt all the way to the fire. Tom watched them, his sword in his hand and he felt inadequate to the moment even as he determined he would kill them if they came too close. John stood beside him, watching with his back to him and he felt better even as he felt the fires of an old jealously burn in him.

The moment stretched into infinity before a hoarse crackly cry was heard and the figures melted away. They stood and listened, watching as the night resumed its course and then they relaxed slightly, relieved that the danger had passed. Gandalf sighed, re-sheathing his sword and then he turned to the others.

"We must be very vigilant. The demons have the employ of animals now and they will follow us to the gates of Mordor and beyond."

Tom sighed and slipped his sword into his scabbard, watching as John turned to him. He stared at his lover, at his friend and companion. Then he stared at Legolas, who watched him with hooded eyes.

"I have to talk to you, Strider," he said, watching as John nodded.

They moved to one side, sitting together on a fallen log and Tom sighed, turning to John with pained eyes.

"I have memories that I know didn't happen. At least I think they didn't happen. They aren't pretty."

"I don't have any memories, Tom. Just feelings."

Tom nodded. "I was with you for years and then we were in the area near Mirkwood. There was an attack... orcs and others and you and I helped a band of elves that were trapped by them. They were all killed. The orcs that is. Legolas was one of the elves in the troop."

"Is that how I'm supposed to have met him?"

Tom nodded. "According to my memories, you dumped me for him."

John sighed and shook his head. "God. This isn't reality, Tom. You know how I feel about you."

Tom nodded. "I know. I also know from these memories of mine that you are a real bastard. You wanted a prince and you wanted the notoriety of having one who was an elf. Legolas is a king's son and he puts up with a lot of shit from you. You aren't exactly a nice man from my memories, John."

"It isn't real," John replied.

"Maybe it isn't for us but it is for him," Tom said, nodding to Legolas.

The elf was sitting nearby, watching them with an expression of building rage on his face. He looked ready to fight.

"We haven't been together for years, John. You've been with him and its cost him a lot in the eyes of his own people." Tom sighed. "I don't like what you are in this reality but I feel as much love for you as I do in my own. I think we're headed for real trouble here if we aren't careful."

At that point, Legolas arose and walked to them, halting before the two. John rose and reached out for his arm, the elf shrugging it off. He glared at Tom, his anger fierce.

"Is this going to happen again? Are we going to have this argument once more?"

"No," John said, stepping between them. "I was just talking to Boromir about things and people we know between us."

"You lie to me again, Strider," Legolas said, staring at him with a wounded expression. "I heard what you said."

"Then you know that we aren't together," John said softly. "You know that Boromir and I are not together."

Tom rose and looked at them both, an strange expression on his face. "You can have him, Legolas. Good luck." He glanced at John with regret. "You're going to need it I'm afraid." Then he turned and walked back to the fire.

Legolas watched him and then looked at Strider, a sad expression forming on his handsome face. "I don't know why you like to hurt me. I don't deserve it."

Strider caught his arm as he turned to go, the elf turning his sad face toward his lover.

"I know you don't, Legolas. I'm sorry."

For a moment they just stared at each other and then Legolas sighed.

"You tell me that each time and each time I forgive you. Each time I believe you. What witchcraft you have over me I know not. I just know that you wound me every time."

Strider stepped closer, their lips nearly touching. "Because I'm a great fool," he said softly. "Because I'm a great bloody fool." He sighed, his lips lingering softly against Legolas'. "Forgive me, Legolas."

The elf sighed and brushed his lips against Strider's. "I always do," he whispered, shaking his head. "I suppose I always will."

Nearby, watching from across the fire, Tom Boromir bided his time.


Part 18

The next morning...

They rode together, skirting rocks and other debris as they made their way along the track of travel that led from the great woods toward the lands of Mordor to the south. The day had opened overcast and it didn't seem that it would ever become warm again. The cold was penetrating, rather like the stare that John could feel on his back as Boromir rode behind him.

They had risen and eaten a light breakfast, not daring to light a fire. They hadn't spoken, the entire group silently moving toward leaving. Legolas had stood by his horse, staring at Tom through hooded eyes as he adjusted the bridle of his mount. Tom ignored him, getting himself ready and when they had all gathered, Gandalf had surveyed the sky.

"It looks like we are in for rain today. I don't believe that this weather is an accident. Stay close by each other and keep your eyes and ears to the ready," he said. Then he turned and began to move south, heading for the perilous lands of the Dark Lord.

They rode for hours, a light rain falling constantly. The sounds around them seemed muffled and they had little to say to each other. The trees dripped rain and it was a welcomed thing when they passed into the open lands before them. Gandalf looked behind him, noting the line of riders that seemed to group by kind. The elves were silent, riding by twos or threes and the men rode together, though they weren't close. No one talked. They could all feel the malevolence of the area rising.

At a small outcropping of rocks, they paused, allowing their horses to rest. Gandalf stood on a rock and peered into the distance, staring and listening to what, the others couldn't tell. Tom moved to the small fire, squatting down on his haunches. John joined him, the two holding their hands out to the feeble warmth.

"This is some adventure," John said, considering Tom's silence.

Tom nodded, glancing at his partner. "This is the dumbest thing we've ever done. I have this memory... I have a memory of a place far away."

"Seattle."

"Is that what it's called?" Tom asked, searching his memory.

John nodded. "Yes."

"I wonder where that is? Is it beyond Mordor?" Tom asked, peering at John with a puzzled statement.

"Yes," John replied, grinning slightly. "Way beyond... you have to take the morning star and keep on traveling until morning."

Tom considered his words. "How is it that you remember and I don't? We both did come from there, didn't we?"

"I think it's this," John said, pulling the green elf stone from his tunic. He held it, the soft illumination of the reflected green light entrancing. Then he put it back into his tunic.

"Hm," Tom said, sighing. "So... you have protection and I don't. How is that?"

"I don't know. I'll try and find some kind of amulet for you."

"I don't really believe in that sort of thing do I... when I'm in Seattle..."

"No," John said with a smile. "You're a hard-headed bastard in Seattle."

Tom smiled slightly. "Really."

"Yeah," John replied.

Tom nodded and stared at the fire. "If I'm so hard-headed, how did it happen that I allowed you to treat me like shit? The same shit that you heap on Legolas?" Tom shook his head. "I don't know why I feel so badly for him. He sort of deserves what he's getting. Both of us knew what a bastard you are from the beginning."

John winced and sighed, his curiosity rising. "Tell me."

"What?" Tom asked, his gaze fixed firmly on the fire.

"Tell me what happened."

Tom looked at him and considered his words. "You really can't remember can you."

"No. Humor me."

For a moment, it was silent and then Tom began to relate a life he could remember but that neither had actually really lived...

It was late when they came upon the battle. A troop of wood elves were standing shoulder-to-shoulder against nearly overwhelming odds. Orcs had ambushed them and in the midst of hand-to-hand fighting and dead and dying horses, they were losing the battle. For a moment they hesitated and then they rode forward, their swords flashing as they waded into the sea of orcs that surrounded the band.

There were shouts and cries as orcs died and for a moment it was even. Then the tide began to turn as the enemy fell and after what seemed an eternity the orcs melted back into the night. The resounding silence was nearly overwhelming as they stood in the midst of slain and wounded. Turning, they stared into the disbelieving faces of elves.

Strider stared at one, a tall and unusually handsome elf with a regal nobility about him that exceeded the usual innate dignity that animated his kind. He stared at the figure and he stared back, the usual look of heated dislike absent from his luminous blue eyes. At that moment a wave of want rose through Strider and he knew that things wouldnn't be the way they were. Notably absent from his thinking was his partner of ten years, Boromir of Gondor.

They had gathered their wounded and what horses there were that could carry them and turned toward the north, heading in the darkness toward the safety of the great woods beyond. Not much was said between them but Strider caught the elf casting him surreptitious looks when he felt he wouldn't be seen. It was the beginning of a new thought in his mind, that there could be something between them that was to his advantage. What he wouldn't count on was the depth of the other's commitment when he made his internal decision to go against his kind and live with the man from Dale.

"You dumped me shortly there after and I heard that you had taken up with Legolas, a prince of the House of Oropher. Nice going, I must add."

John stared at Tom, at the carefully hidden sorrow in his eyes and felt cheap. He sighed and looked at the fire.

"You know that isn't the way things are supposed to be. We don't belong here. We belong far from here. I would never be this kind of man, Tom."

"Maybe," Tom replied. "I wouldn't know. I don't have all your memories."

"Nor I, yours," John replied.

For a moment they sat there and then the earth changed, the subtle ripples like water on a pond when a stone is cast into it. It washed over them, gently swirling around them and then it was past, moving out through the universe as things were reordered.

Boromir sighed and stood up, walking toward the fire. He stretched out his hands and considered the past few months. It had been a hard winter but the spring had arrived and the snow was nearly gone. It would be time to inspect the kingdom, heading into all the corners of his lands to ensure that his people were safe.

He stared into the flames, watching as the wood turned to charcoal before his eyes. Far to the north, in the wood shrouded fastness of the great forests, his ally and friend, Thranduil of Mirkwood would be expecting him. There was much to plan, this coming season and they would coordinate together to ensure the safety of their lands against the nearby enemy in Mordor.

He turned and walked to the window, staring out into the coming darkness and wondered once again what had become of the Ranger who had been his eyes and ears in the west. News of the Shire wasn't forthcoming and he knew that wasn't good. Too much was going on and he had no idea of what to do about it as communications slowed due to weather and predations of the orcs.

He knew they were coming, those fell creatures of Mordor and they would have to defend their lands once again. The word that the Ring had been found had been unsettling. That is wasn't clear in whose hands it was residing was unnerving. They would spend a lot of time with the Rangers getting the word out that it must be found.

He sighed and considered his life, the one that had been thrust upon him at the death of his father. He was the latest in a long line of men that were expected to carry on the stewardship of Gondor and he applied himself to that task diligently. Too diligently, he considered. Turning at the sound of a soft voice, he smiled.

"You haven't had dinner, melme."

"I was waiting for you," he replied, stepping toward the one person who knew him best of all.

She smiled, her lovely eyes staring at him with concern. "Come with me. I'm here now."

"The ride wasn't too difficult?" Boromir asked, hugging his wife with pleasure.

"It wasn't. I'm glad to be home," she replied.

"I'm glad you are home," Boromir said, turning and walking with his wife down the staircase toward the dining hall.

They would dine together and in the next morning they would welcome Rangers and wizards alike. King Boromir and his Queen, Arwen of Imladris would help prepare the spring campaign against the enemy together.


Gandalf rode hard, putting the miles between himself and Minas Tirith to short work. He had ridden all night when it became clear to him that things were not the same once again. He had found himself alone, sitting his horse in the middle of the plain of Rohan. The others, all of them, were not to be found. That part was scary enough, the idea that they were all scattered about, the location of the Ring uncertain. But the part that scared him the most was finding in his pocket one thing that had never been his.

He had sat on his horse, studying the changed world around him when he felt something in his pocket that had not been there before now. He had reached in and pulled out a green stone, the elf stone that Strider had held. He knew now that whatever effect had washed over them and changed their world could and would in all likelihood change the stranger from another land.

The idea that he was alone in self-awareness was fearful to him as he hurried onward. When he reached Minas Tirith, then he would ascertain the problems facing them. He knew he had to get to Minas Tirith. Why, he wasn't certain. He just knew he had to. When he got there, he would determine what to do about the fellowship and the menace of Isengard that was clearly manipulating them from afar.


Part 19

They entered the city at the stroke of nine o'clock. The guard nodded in acknowledgment as they passed, their weary horses moving slowly toward the public paddocks beyond where they would be taken care of after their long journey. Strider stared at the familiar city, his city and felt the burden of his lineage once more fall heavy on his shoulders.

They made their way, leaving their mounts and began the long walk to the King's house many levels above where they stood. Legolas walked beside him, followed by two other Rangers and three elves, one from Lothlorien and two from Imladris. The Steward King was expecting them as there was mischief in the lands from the growing spring threat of orc invasions.

Each year they made the pilgrimage, forces from each side of the world coming to discuss the future of the coming spring, summer and fall. Winter was bad enough but the weather at least insured that the incursions would less troublesome due to the assistance of bad weather. What it also insure was that the hordes that bred themselves into life in the winter would come pouring out of dark and dank places to menace them all in the fairer times.

They made their way, noting night watchmen here and there and the ancient houses and businesses of the city unchanged. By the time they reached the guard station of the King's House, the stars were bright in the night sky. Strider paused and stared at them, at the neckless of Elbereth and sighed. Legolas looked at them, at the panorama of beauty that was put there for them alone and sighed.

"It is beautiful," he proffered, staring at the quiet figure beside him.

Strider nodded.

"You are preoccupied?" the elf asked, his keen eyes searching Strider's face.

Strider nodded. "I think I've forgotten something very important," he said, sighing. "I will be glad when Gandalf gets here."

Legolas nodded, smiling slightly. "I will too. Come. Let's take some dinner. Perhaps it will come to you then."

Strider sighed and nodded, following the others into the Great Hall of the King's House. Standing together, the Steward King and Queen of Gondor greeted them both. As Strider clasped hands with Boromir, a flash of something animated him for a moment. He could see a reaction in Boromir but it passed as quickly as it had in him. They stood awkwardly for a moment and then Arwen suggested dinner. Turning, walking together, they entered the Dining Hall for a late dinner.

The Shire...

It was late at night when he walked back to his house, entering quietly. Inside the fire was flickering, a small figure sitting before it, smoking a long Shire pipe. He closed the door and walked toward it, stopping at the edge of the flickering light the dwindling fire cast.

"Uncle Bilbo? You're still up?" he asked.

A kindly face peered up at Frodo Baggins, a youthful face framed by curly hair. Kind eyes smiled at him as the older man shifted in his chair.

"I was waiting for you."

Frodo nodded. "You don't have to. I didn't mean to keep you up."

"That's all right. I have a story to tell you, my boy. Sit. Sit and listen carefully."

Frodo pulled a stool up and sat, staring at his uncle in expectation. The light of the fire framed his beautiful face, a face unlike most among his kind. He waited, noting the urgency in the older figure's manner.

"Frodo, my boy... there is something that happened a long time ago that I must tell you about. It matters that you listen well and understand. There is an evil force working among us and I have to tell you, I have worries. Gandalf has not come and I fear that he might not. It might just be up to us both now. We might just have to do it alone."

"Do what, Uncle Bilbo?" Frodo asked, his unease rising.

Bilbo fixed him with his bright eyes. "Why, save the world, my son. Save the world from destruction."

Frodo swallowed hard and listened as an ancient tale unfolded. He sat and listened and when it was done, the light of the morning son cast pools of warmth on the floor in front of him. He would get no sleep this night.

Minas Tirith...

He entered the King's House, weary and road-worn. Hurrying to the audience chamber where the King took visitors, he noted with some relief the presence of all he desired to find. Boromir rose, smiling.

"Gandalf. We worried for you."

"As well you should," Gandalf said, pausing before the assembled group. Elves and men stared at him, their faces unenlightened about the dangers they all faced. He sighed and moved toward the fire, drawing from it some modicum of warmth. Turning, he stared at them all, at Arwen who sat beside Boromir and at Strider, who stared at him without awareness.

"Something is happening that you might not notice. Something terrible and profound in the amount of peril it puts all in. I am going to tell you the tale and I ask you to trust me in a way that you never have before."

"We all trust you, Mithrandir," Arwen said, shifting in her seat, her statement one of concern.

"We shall see. I have a tale to tell and you must believe me, there is truth in every word you will hear."

"Tell us then," Boromir said, sitting straighter in his chair.

Gandalf paused and then he began, telling of strange shifts in time, of different lifetimes and alliances among them all. He told of past efforts to destroy the Ring and how each time they neared Mordor, something would happen that would set them on another path. They listened without interruption and when he was through, it was silent as a tomb.

"I have felt something..."

They all turned and stared at Legolas, who sat stiffly in his chair. He rose and walked to the fire, concentrating in thought and then he turned, staring at Gandalf.

"I have felt strange," he said simply.

The other elves nodded. Then Strider stood, staring at Gandalf uncertainly. "I have felt strange as well. I feel that I have forgotten something terribly important."

Gandalf nodded and reached into a pocket, pulling a green stone free. He walked to Strider and held it out. "This has been your talisman. It has helped you to remember. I have it now. It is yours."

Strider hesitated and then reached for it, taking it into his hand. The cool heavy heft of the stone felt familiar and he closed his fingers around it. Then the room shifted and he felt nausea. He staggered for a moment as hands reached out to hold him and then it was all clear again. Turning, he stared around the room. "It's happened again, hasn't it."

Gandalf nodded. "You remember?"

Strider nodded, turning toward Boromir. "Tom, I remember it all now."

Boromir stared at him blankly and then glanced at Arwen. "Who is Tom?"

For a moment Strider just stared and then he turned to Gandalf in alarm. Gandalf sighed and turned toward the fire, fury on his face.

"This is over this day. We must put an end to the interference. Isengard is manipulating time and we must go there to stop it."

"The Ring?" Strider asked, glancing uncertainly at Tom once more.

"The Ring is almost secondary. If Saruman is manipulating time and if he is still doing it, then he hasn't got the Ring. Frodo or Bilbo must still have it. Isengard we must go, before Saruman reaches the Shire and ends this game once and for all."

"How do you know he is in Isengard?" Strider asked. "If Sauron is no more, why wouldn't he be there, in Sauron's fastness?"

"I don't know. I am of the opinion that if we are changed, so must he be. I have a premonition that he is in Isengard. I do not hope that he has taken Sauron's place, his home and his devices. That is too much to hope. However, my heart tells me he is at Isengard, working from his own familiar territory to wreak this havoc upon us." Gandalf turned to Boromir and the others. "We must go to Isengard. We must put an end to this madness before it is too late."

Boromir glanced at Arwen and then Gandalf, nodding as he did. "We will ride. I will organize a force to accompany us. I am concerned that stealth be a better tactic than front on assault. I am aware of the steadfastness of Isengard's defenses."

Gandalf nodded, turning and walking to the door. He paused and turned to them, pulling on his hat. "Let us fly then."

Without another word, he turned and walked out the door.

Shire...

Frodo stood at the gate, watching the morning unfold before him. All over the Shire, families were going about the simple, comfortable and familiar business of their daily lives, unaware that in their midst, hidden for years on end, the greatest evil in the world was concealed. He sighed and turned, noting Sam Gamgee walking up the lane. He was coming to work, applying his considerable skill to their holdings and bringing his good-hearted sweetness along as well.

"Morning, Mr. Frodo," he said, pausing by the gate.

"Morning, Sam," Frodo replied, sighing.

"You look tired, Mr. Frodo," Sam said, peering at him intently. "Are you not feeling well?"

"I'm... I'm just a bit tired. Sam? Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure, Mr. Frodo," Sam replied, waiting patiently for the youngster before him to ask.

"If you thought that everything you loved was in danger, what would you do about it? Would you do something you never thought you would do? Would you be too scared to act?"

Sam considered his words. "I would do whatever it took, no matter how hard it was, to save everything and everyone I loved from danger, Mr. Frodo."

"It's that simple for you?" Frodo asked.

Sam nodded. "What is wrong, if I may ask, and how can I help you?"

Frodo stared into the earnest face of his friend and smiled, reaching out and squeezing Sam's shoulder. He sighed. "Nothing, Sam. I was just thinking out loud. There's nothing to worry about."

Sam considered his words. "If you say so, Mr. Frodo."

They stood together, talking about the local gossip and then Sam walked through the gate to begin his day. Frodo watched him go and as he did, he made up his mind. He would do what it took to ensure the safety of the things that he loved. He didn't know how he would do it but he would try.

He would try tonight.

On the road...

They rode together, a grim-faced band of men and elves. Arwen rode with them, going north with the group toward the lands of her father. She would leave them and head north with a small band of escort guards, alerting Elrond to the menace that surrounded them. They would divide at the Ford of Isen.

The problem of Saruman had been explained to them, the problems of time as well but they were moving more on faith and the certainty that Aragorn was displaying in relation to Gandalf's words than through any deep belief in what he actually was telling them.

Legolas glanced at Aragorn, a man he had known for more years than he could remember and the thought of him not being who he said he was made him uneasy. The human was riding with a concerned look on his face. He directed it most often to Boromir, the Steward King riding beside his wife, his eyes focused mainly on the road ahead. Aragorn and Boromir were supposed to know each other more than well but Boromir didn't know Strider at all. Legolas himself had attended the wedding between Arwen and Boromir, celebrating the alliance of two people who loved each other as well as the joining of Elf and Man, Imladris and Gondor.

It was a very happy occasion.

Now it was all askew. Nothing was supposed to be as it was according to Mithrandir. He himself had felt an unsettling moment on the trail, nothing more powerful than that felt by Aragorn. Aragorn had stopped and stood on the riverbank, staring into Gondor with a strange statement on his face. He had felt a sense of forgetting something important, something he had felt too but he had not had his memories restored like Aragorn had. The elf stone had not helped him even though he had taken it into his own hand. He was still caught in the vagueness of his own false sense of now.

Legolas spurred his horse closer to Aragorn, glancing at his friend as they pulled even.

"You look perplexed."

Aragorn looked at him, sighing. "I think Gandalf is right about Isengard. I feel something happening there, like its all building for a convergence that will decide the future of Middle Earth. Before, we could never get to Mordor. Now we are being drawn to Isengard. I am worried about the Shire."

"So maybe we need to split up and some of us go there to see if things are amiss."

Aragorn glanced at him and nodded, spurring his horse up to where Gandalf rode in the front. They talked together for a moment and Gandalf nodded, glancing over his shoulder as Aragorn pulled up, waiting for Legolas to come beside him.

"We are going to the Shire. I need you and Haldir," Aragorn said, nodding to a pale blond elf who had pulled up beside them. Haldir nodded agreement and the three whirled, moving at a brisk clip away from the party heading for the Ford of Isen.

They would go across country, cutting time off of their journey by moving over uneven ground and along paths only Aragorn had learned in years of traveling with Rangers here and there.

They would arrive in the Shire in a few days, after riding as hard as they could. They only hoped, as they hurried along, that things would be all right when they got there. It was clear to Aragorn as he hurried through the wilderness that the Ring was still there. He only hoped that the Hobbits were too when they arrived.

Only getting there would tell. He pushed the idea of Tom out of his mind, secure in the idea that his oblivion was somehow protection. He tried not to think of Arwen and the others as he pressed on with his partners. All he could think of now, all that mattered was the Shire and the two Hobbits that held the fate of all the world in their hands.


Part 20

He slipped out, walking into the night with hesitant steps. The sky overhead was bright with stars, the same stars that had shown down upon him for the whole of his life. Somehow then, they had seemed so friendly and protective of him. Now, it wasn't the same. They appeared cold and faraway, removed not only from him but also his dilemma.

He had left a note for his Uncle Bilbo, one that said he was heading for the elves. Elves seemed to know what to do and he was vaguely aware that if he traveled east and luck was with him, he would reach the House of Elrond, arguably the greatest elf living in Middle Earth at this time.

He moved off, his pack on his back and his walking stick in hand. He moved down the road, feeling smaller and less sure of himself every step of the way. That is when he heard it, the sound of footsteps behind him. Stopping, his heart pounding in his chest, he waited in the shadows as the steps got louder and closer.

For a moment the figure was indistinct and then he relaxed, recognizing Sam Gamgee as he appeared from the darkness. Stepping out, he confronted him.

"Sam! What are you doing?" he demanded, noting with some small satisfaction the startled expression of his friend and neighbor.

"Mr. Frodo! You scared me!"

"What are you doing here, Sam? It's late."

"It is for a fact, Mr. Frodo. I'm comin' with you."

Frodo stared at Sam, at the earnest expression and stubborn set to his eyes and realized short of tying him to a tree, he was coming along.

"Sam... you don't know where I'm going."

"Doesn't matter. I'm comin' and that is that," Sam said, his jaw set on a stubborn line.

Frodo sighed and smiled. "Well... come along then. We better get some distance from here before morning."

With that, they turned and walked into the darkness together.

On the trail...

They rode onward, crossing the uneven broken field of hilly lands as fast as they dared in the darkness. They expected to reach the Shire in a few days, all things being equal and as they moved onward, they found no travelers about. It was a strange thing meeting people in the deep wilderness but they usually did, one or two bold travelers. They didn't this time and it was unsettling.

Pausing, Strider squatted by tracks that lead in one single direction. They were orc tracks and they were heading for the Shire. It was a source of concern to him that so many were moving so quickly toward a place so undefended. Rising, he turned and stared into the concerned faces of his companions.

"A large company of orcs passed through here days ago. Some of the footprints indicate that there were Uruk-Hai among them."

"They are heading in the direction of the Shire," Legolas said, peering into the distance beyond.

Haldir shifted in his saddle, staring at the ground with intensity. "Those tracks are many days old. They will reach the Shire before we do. We must hurry."

Strider nodded and moved to his horse, mounting with ease. Together, silently, they turned and pressed on, the heavy dread of knowing they would be too late falling upon them like a cloak.

Elsewhere...

He awoke from his sleep, stirred by a noise from beyond his home. Moving to a window, he stared with a start at the glow in the sky where the town proper was. It could only be caused by fire and so he turned, rushing into his clothes and out the door, running as fast as he could toward the flames and shouts beyond.

When he reached the hill that lead down to the town, Bilbo Baggins stopped, falling to the ground as the tableau below became clear to him. Houses and businesses were on fire as dark figures wielding swords and axes ran here and there, destroying hobbits and property alike.

He watched in horror, the sounds of screams and the hopeless fleeing of hobbits filling his senses. Beasts from hell, horrible shapes running and screaming filled his eyes as he watched them kill his friends and neighbors. For an indeterminate amount of time he lay on the ground and then he rose and ran as fast as he could to his house.

He ran inside, rushing in a dizzying disarray as he gathered things together. Pausing by his mantle, he searched for his ring and found that it was gone. That is when he noted that Frodo was gone too. He stood silent for a moment, considering what it all meant and then he turned, hurrying toward the door.

The door moved and Bilbo stopped, staring with transfixed horror as it opened. There was no place to go, no place to hide and so he stood as the door swung open and a dark shape entered the room...


They reached the Ford of Isen ahead of schedule and there Boromir split Arwen off with a bounty of guards, watching with concern as they rode off toward the north and the sanctuary and safety of her father's house. The Ford ran swiftly, sloping embankments reaching up to grassy flat lands, grass for horses and endless plains beyond.

Gandalf considered their position and the relative closeness of Isengard. "I feel his presence," he said quietly, sitting as if listening to sounds only he could hear. "I feel his frustration."

"Frustration over what?" Boromir asked, suddenly irritated at the nebulousness of it all. "So far, if what you are saying is correct, he is winning."

"Not really," Gandalf replied, glancing at the King. "He is not where he wants to be. He was in Mordor. Now he is here. It could be that time is taking over and he can't control it the way he figured he could. Also, he hasn't got the Ring."

"How do you know?" an elf asked.

"Because none of us would be here if he did. The hobbits must still have it."

Boromir sighed and nodded. "How do we get into Isengard?"

"I don't know that we can," Gandalf replied, shaking his head. "I'm not sure what we can do until we get there. I know my presence gives Saruman pause. Perhaps we can have a meeting of the minds, so to speak."

Boromir shook his head. "You can't go in there. The Valar only know what he has in his power."

"The Valar may be the only ones who can help us now," Gandalf replied softly, spurring his horse forward.

With that, they all hurried behind him toward Isengard.

Isengard...

He tapped his nails against the jet black arm of his chair, considering as he did the problems that had begun to multiply for him. He was now in Isengard. He wasn't in his fastness in Mordor, the complex that was now his alone. Sauron was gone and he was the new Emperor. However, the Emperor had found himself in a new palace this time around.

The swirls of time had carried him along too and even if he had his two pilantirs with him, he had few guards. He had sent riders out, also calling on his Nazgul with his pilantirs in his desire for reinforcements. The small guard of orcs that were here, simple, not extraordinary orcs, was not enough to defend this place from attack.

It was strange, this homecoming. The guards that usually animated this place, teeming around like ants on a mound were strangely missing. He had only a personal retinue and the idea of it had distressed him. He sent for his troops and hoped that no one would know he was here. They had removed any indication that anyone was here from the barricades and forward walls until reinforcements arrived but that would take days.

Rising, he walked to his pilantirs, studying the swirling green mists inside of them. He raised his hand and the mist cleared. Startled, he watched as Gandalf and a group of riders made their way toward his tower. In another view, he watched as Arwen of Imladris rode toward her father's kingdom and the safety and might of the elf lords there.

Licking suddenly dry lips, he stared again and watched as his closest army destroyed the Shire hunting for his Ring. He considered it his ring, as natural heir to the demon, Sauron, he knew he was the rightful owner. Now, with his army faraway and Gandalf coming so close, things were getting complex. He would have to see what he could do about this. He had managed to divert them before as he searched for the Ring. He would do it again.

He raised his hand and began to chant the words that would send time swirling once more. As he did, he felt a shiver run through him like never before. He opened his eyes and turned, looking quickly around him. There was a presence but he didn't know what it was. It was warm in the room, like a great fire was lit and then it was gone as quickly. He stood, staring and then he turned and looked into his pilantirs.

Nothing had changed at all.

Nearing the Shire...

They saw the smoke on the horizon before they saw the town. Rounding a hill, they pulled up, staring with hard expressions at the magnitude of destruction laid out before them. They moved forward slowly, heading toward Hobbiton and the center of the small town where all life radiated. As they did, they passed burned out houses, dead bodies scattered where they had been slain and animals standing shell-shocked and alone.

They rode silently, pausing in the center of the small village as Strider dismounted and walked toward a small figure lying in a pool of blood. He knelt beside her, smoothing her dress as he stared at her open eyes, eyes that still reflected her terror. He sighed and rose, turning slowly as he surveyed the carnage.

"I have never met this woman but I know her. I feel that I know her." He pulled a green stone from his tunic and held it in his hand, staring at her for a moment. "Her name is Rosie."

"You never met her." Legolas spurred his horse closer. "How can you know her name?"

"I don't know," Strider said, putting the stone back inside his tunic. He turned to his horse and stared at the saddle bag, a force pulling him closer to it as he stood silently. He moved closer and opened it, removing a small box. It had runes on the side, runes that he understood before he even saw them.

"What is that?" Legolas asked, suddenly appearing beside Strider.

"Something important," Strider whispered, stuffing it back inside his saddle bags. He turned and moved, pulling a tattered blanket free of a burned pile of wood and covered the small woman carefully. He rose and stared. "I've done this before."

Legolas waited, watching as Strider struggled with his emotions. Then he turned, following him as he remounted.

"We better get to Bag End. I fear for Frodo and Bilbo," he said, his voice strained with fear and dread.

They turned and rode away, heading for the house under the hill nearby.


Gandalf sat on a rock, studying the fortress down the plain from them. It appeared to be silent, almost undefended. What that meant, he couldn't fathom. He just knew that it was strangely still. What Saruman had planned for them, he could only guess. They would need stealth to make it past the guards that surely must be there.

"It looks abandoned," Boromir said, staring at the dark fortress beyond with intensity. "What do you make of this?"

"I am not sure," Gandalf said. "I feel his presence but his intentions? I am not clear on that den of snakes."

"What do we do? We have a force. Do we attack? Do we call him out? What?" Boromir asked, sighing.

"I think it would behoove all of us to have a conversation with this man. I am not clear on his powers but they appear to be enormous. And he has the advantage of knowing we are here. He has the pilantirs. We cannot underestimate him."

"Nor overestimate him," Boromir agreed. "Where is his greater forces? Why does he not come after us now? Surely, with all his powers, he could smite us like insects."

"That puzzles me," Gandalf replied softly. "That is the great puzzle before us."

Imladris...

Elrond listened with concern as his daughter told the tale confronting them all. He sighed and turned to his wife, shaking his head. Galadriel rose from her chair and walked to her daughter, touching her face with her hand.

"Your husband and the others, they are alone. They are in great danger. We must do something to assist them." She turned to Elrond. "Husband, we must help them against the powers that Saruman wields. That is the force that is greater than the orcs that he commands. The powers he has captured from Sauron are the greatest threat to us all."

"The Ring, Mother... what about the Shire and the Ring?"

"We will send forces there, archers and cavalry," Elrond said, grimly considering the organization to their problem. "I will take a force and go to Isengard. Between us, the Ring shall be found and the battle joined."

Galadriel stared at her husband and then nodded, watching as her sons, Elrohir and Elladan rose to get ready. Around her the great lords Erestor and Glorfindel, along with others moved to begin preparations to leave. She turned and walked into the garden, followed by her daughter. A basin sat on a stone pedestal, sheltered under a great tree. Nearby, the sound of rushing water filled the air as waterfalls punctuated the tension of the moment.

Galadriel picked up a pitcher and filled it with water, turning and pouring it into the basin. For a moment, she stood silently and then she looked down into the still surface, watching as images formed. She gasped, staring at the images and then they passed away.

Arwen stared at her, concern etched on her lovely face. "Mother?"

Galadriel turned and stared at her. "It's too late. It's too late for the Shire. Hobbiton is dead," she whispered.


Part 21

They appeared at the house of Bilbo Baggins on foot, having tied their horses nearby. Creeping up to the house, swords in hand, they peered into the windows, moving around to the front. Smoke clung to the ground in the brisk morning air and it oozed from the house, out broken windows and the half opened door. Strider took a deep breath and kicked the door back, slipping inside as Haldir and Legolas stood outside, arrows in bow, ready to defend against all comers.

It was dark inside, the smell of burning wood pungent to his senses. No one appeared to be around and so he went through the house room-by-room, noting the destruction of all and sundry items. By the time he had reached the kitchen, he was convinced that no one was there and so he relaxed and turned, freezing as a sight meet his eyes. Lying on the floor, a crimson pool of blood encircling his head, Bilbo Baggins lay where he died.

It appeared that he had fled but had been cut down in his kitchen. Around him, scattered about where they were flung, his belongings were tossed about as someone or something was searching for the Ring that was known now to be in his possession. Strider knelt and touched Bilbo, resting his hand on his shoulder as inside him rage began to build, a rage he had never felt before.

This wasn't supposed to happen. Bilbo was supposed to grow old in his house, surrounded by his family, dying in his bed at a ripe old age. He should never have passed this way. The fury in Strider's mind was ice cold, a rage centered on Saruman and as he considered their situation, he realized that the Ring would not be found here.

Frodo.

The word coursed through his mind, shouted and disturbing. Turning, he rushed from the house, searching the surrounding area as Haldir and Legolas watched, concerned.

"What are you searching for?" Haldir asked, moving closer to the seething man poking through the hedge-like plants beside the fence.

"Frodo! He's not here."

Legolas stepped closer. "Maybe he's fled. Maybe he left when they came."

"The Ring. Who has the Ring?" Haldir asked, looking from one serious face to the other.

"Frodo must have it. The entire house is torn to pieces and I didn't see it. Since we're standing here in one piece, Saruman might not have it or it might not be in his possession yet." It was silent a moment and then Strider turned east, staring at the distance with a determined look on his face. "We have to find Frodo. I am betting he has the Ring."

"Where would he go?" Legolas asked, as they turned and walked to their horses.

"The only place left that is still safe," Strider said, swinging up on his mount. "Rivendell."

They turned and rode hard, heading for the road to Bree. Beyond that, the mountains beckoned as they hurried toward the Elvish sanctuary of Imladris.


It was dark when they reached the end of the wilderness that bordered the road to Bree. No one was more happy than the two Hobbits that limped along, heading for the safe haven of Rivendell.

"What do you plan to do when you get there, Mr. Frodo?" Sam asked, pausing to pull a thorn from his breeches.

"Give the Ring to Lord Elrond. He's wise and powerful. He will know what to do with it."

Sam sighed. "This Ring. What exactly is it?"

Frodo paused, watching as Sam pulled more thorns from his clothes. "It's the devil itself. It's the one Ring that was made by Sauron to control all of Middle Earth."

"It's that powerful, is it?" Sam asked, glancing at his road companion.

"It is. It's a terrible force. I couldn't tell Bilbo that I was taking it away. I just had a bad feeling, Sam. I had a feeling that if I didn't do this, the Shire would be punished. I had to get it away before something terrible happened."

He sighed. "Well, I will say, the Shire is a much safer place because we left with this thing, Sam," Frodo said, fingering the Ring that hung on a chain around his neck. He sighed. "We better keep going. I don't want to be out on open ground when it gets dark. Bree is nearby. We will make for the inn there."

"As you say, Mr. Frodo," Sam said, picking up his stick once more. "I'm with you all the way."

Frodo smiled. "That makes a lot bearable, Sam. I'm glad you're here."

Together, they turned and continued on, making for the road that snaked its way to Bree.


They rode hard, grim-faced figures heading for the west as fast as they could travel. Erestor led them, armor-clad elf warriors riding for the Shire. They had made it past Amun Sul, heading for the settlement of Bree. Erestor, considering the temperament of the hobbits, figured they would go toward habitation rather than risk the wilds. Galadriel had told them of her visions, of the destruction of the Shire and of the wandering of the two surviving citizens of that placid and pastoral place. They had to get to the hobbits before the enemy.

They would arrive in Bree as the sun rose in the sky. Hopefully, when they got there, they would find the two hobbits alive.


Elrond rode through the night, his warriors behind him. It had been ages and eons since he had ridden at the head of an army. Since the destruction of Lothlorien by the enemy five hundred years before and the death in battle of Galadriel's brother, Celeborn, he had not taken part in fighting. It was much too dangerous to risk him in ventures involving warfare.

He had become the most important elf in Middle Earth. He bore two rings of power even as his wife bore one. Cirdan had died in the battle for Lothlorien but in the end, it had made no difference. They had lost the great woods to the evil of the south and all around them the forces of darkness and violence pressed.

Lindon had fallen long before, his great good friend and king, Gil-galad, falling in their defense. Other places held, holding back the sea of encroachment with skill and imagination. Rivendell was the center of the Elvish world, a bastion of freedom and safety in a sea of evil.

They rode onward, their determination to reach Gandalf at Isengard imperative now that the news of the Shire was clear to them. They were at a turning point now, it seemed. The safety of the Shire, home to the Ring for many years, was gone. The menace at Isengard was of indeterminate nature and they were divided between the two evils.

He had sent Erestor and a group of hand-picked archers to find Frodo and his companion. His wife had told him of their peril. Keeping Glorfindel and his sons with him, he rode outward with the best of his warriors to find Gandalf. It was clear to him that the climax of a great evil would be found at the racing and turbulent waters of the Isen. There the world would see who would triumph.

As he rode, Elrond of Rivendell made his prayers to Elbereth that the forces of light would triumph. If it meant his own demise and exile to the Halls of Mandos, it was a small price to pay to rid Middle Earth of this evil once and for all.


It was raining when they reached Bree, entering through the gate. They made their way through the raucous town to the inn, entering and taking a room. Dinner was had and they retired to a bed and warm fire. They could hear the laughter and talk of the people in the inn below as they whiled away the evening.

Frodo stood at the window, watching the street as rivulets of water dripped down the pane. It was quiet in the room, Sam's soft snoring and the crackle of the fire the only sounds nearby. They had a long way to go. It would require them going through the wilderness to make it safely to Rivendell. Once they were there, Lord Elrond would help them. He was convinced of it.

Turning, sighing, he walked to the bed and lay down beside Sam, pulling the covers up to his neck. He considered his life, a life of comfort and mild discontent and he wished he was home in his bed. He wished the world had passed over him even as he had spent most of his life yearning for it to find him. Now that it had, he felt afraid and small.

Sam sighed and turned, throwing his arm over Frodo. He moved closer and snuggled his face into the warm creamy expanse of Frodo's neck. Moving even closer, he pressed his body all along the side of Frodo's, finally falling into sleep once more.

Frodo lay very still, surprised and amused by Sam's actions. Sam had grown up in a large family, sleeping many to the bed so it wasn't surprising to cuddle with him like this. It felt very good in fact and Frodo mentally catalogued the many and sundry good feelings that rose up in him as he lay this way, held by someone he cared about.

Maybe this is what marriage felt like, he considered. He was of the age when it was seemly to marry but he had no inclination toward it. Sam liked girls, shy creature that he was and Frodo often facilitated Sam's few encounters with the opposite sex. The hobbit was shy, he considered. I have a duty and responsibility to be a good friend.

What about you, Frodo Baggins, he thought. What about you? Are you shy? Are you not interested? Lying with Sam half on top of him was interesting. It was more than interesting. It was downright illuminating. He had been an only child his whole life and had never had much contact like this in any sort of intimate way, accidental or otherwise. This felt good. Better than good.

He shifted slightly, watching as Sam's arm slipped farther down his body. It slid off his belly and lay across his groin, limp and heavy. It felt good, Frodo decided, sighing. He wanted more but was afraid. He lay still and concentrated on the warm breath against his neck and the softness of Sam's curly hair against his cheek.

Sam was solid, his body strong. He was bigger than Frodo, a thought that Frodo found oddly exciting. Thoughts of feeling Sam's body pressing down on top of his filled him and he felt a tight ache in his groin that was almost painful. He pushed those thoughts away and turned as best he could to study Sam's face.

He had a good face, warm and friendly. His eyes were closed and his lashes dark against his tan cheeks. Frodo looked at his lips, slightly parted as he breathed and he wanted more than anything to press his mouth against Sam's. He wanted that so badly the ache in his gut returned so he turned his head and closed his eyes, sighing deeply.

This was strange, he considered. He had not thought about this until Sam stretched out against him. Of course, Sam wouldn't know what he did. He was sleeping. He didn't know that it had pleased Frodo in a way he had never considered to be touched in this way. He just slept beside his master and friend, protecting him in sleep even as he strove to protect him when they were awake together.

Frodo closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on sleeping rather than the strange and erotic sensations that arose in him from this chance contact. It would be a long night for him before he finally fell asleep.


They reached the outskirts of Bree just as the moon was at its highest. Pausing on a hillside, they listened. Something fell was on the move and as they listened, they could tell what it was. They spurred their horses down the slope, hurrying toward Bree as fast as they could.

Cresting a nearby hill, just slightly behind them, the first of the Nazgul appeared. They paused and gathered, checking the lay of the land. Five of them, they were, and five of them would descend the hill, heading without hesitation to the place they desired, the place where unsuspecting creatures lay sleeping, a Ring about the neck of one of them much desired by their master.

They would find the bearer and slay him. They would take the Ring, the one that called to them, and make their way to Isengard. There they would give it to Saruman and there they would join him in commanding the world as he saw fit. It was what they had to do. It was the only thought in their mind. They spurred their dark mounts forward and disappeared into the night once more.


It was cold and late, the inn's bar mostly empty when they entered The Prancing Pony. Strider walked to the innkeeper and after whispered conversation, found out where the hobbits were staying. Turning, he nodded to Haldir and Legolas, moving toward the stairs silently. Butterbur stared at them, at the strange sight of a Ranger and Elves about on a night such as this when they all froze and turned, listening to a commotion outside.

Strider pulled his sword and ran to a window, peering out. Turning, he gestured to Butterbur. "Hide! There is evil coming!"

Butterbur ducked behind his counter and closed his eyes, fear pounding in his ears as he heard footsteps on the stoop outside. Peering over the counter, he saw that the Elves had arrows to bow, standing on either side of the Ranger as he waited, sword in hand. The nobility of the three, the absolute determination of that small group to stand off the unknown evil he could feel approaching stunned him and he watched longer, noting that the door opened.

As he did, he saw the thing of legend, the evil people told their children of to keep them in line enter his establishment. He saw the Nazgul step inside his business and pause, the two sides staring at each other silently. As he watched he knew if he lived through the next few minutes that he would be the best and most honorable man possible for the rest of his natural life.

Then all hell broke loose.


Part 22

Sam Gamgee jerked awake as the horrible screams and shouts below them invaded his brain. It felt like someone had stabbed an ice pick into his spinal column, so jolted from sleep was he. Frodo jolted as well and as Sam sat up, he found himself covered with Sam's body.

The hobbit was protecting him, using his own body as a shield as he looked this way and that for the source of the trouble. Frodo lay still, his heart racing as he slipped his arms around Sam's chest. They could hear the gates of hell yawning open on the floor below and it seemed prudent to lay still.

Sam relaxed, slipping his arms around Frodo as he listened, his eyes glued to the door. Frodo tightened his grip, glad to be held at the perhaps moment of his death. It was less horrifying somehow to be this way than not and so he hung on even as Sam clung to him.

They could hear the sound of swords clanking and by then, Sam rose, tugging at Frodo. Both pulled on their boots and coats, gathering their belongings as they scurried blindly, uncertain what to do.

The fighting rose in volume, shrieks of ungodly intensity rising through the floorboards, like tentacles reaching out to grab them. Whatever was happening below was unearthly and they had to flee. It was etched into their primordial being to flee and they found themselves panting to run.

As they turned to go to the door, the sound stopped. It was as if they had lost their hearing. The absence of noise was almost painful to their ears as they stood, rigidly frightened by the change in atmospherics. Sam moved to stand in front of Frodo as a new sound emerged. Footsteps going up stairs could be heard, the clank of metal on metal and they glanced around, aware that there was no escape from their room.

Sam moved to the fireplace and picked up a poker, dropping his gear as he moved back in front of Frodo. Baggins stood transfixed, his eyes riveted on the doorway as the steps came closer and closer. He felt every cell in his body individually, ever pulsing vessel, every beat of his heart. He felt molecules of oxygen rush to his beleaguered lungs as he stood waiting with a horror and dread he had never felt before. He stood waiting for doom as the steps came ever closer.

The door knob began to turn.

He waited breathlessly as doom made its way to his door.


They crested the ridge, worn and exhausted. In a small depression, camped around a tiny fire, Gandalf and his group sat. Boromir rose and waved, greeting his father-in-law as they rode into camp. After greetings were made, Gandalf briefed Elrond on their situation.

He listened and then sighed. "I have bad news. The Shire is no more. It was destroyed by Saruman's orcs. Frodo and his man are somewhere on the road to Rivendell and I have dispatched a guard to find them."

"Strider, Legolas and Haldir are on their way too. They will find him." Gandalf turned away, grief and rage on his face. "Saruman ordered a scouring of the Shire. He wanted the Ring but it appears that Frodo outwitted him. He must be trying to make it to your house, Elrond."

"I came here. It appears that the end of this game will be played out here. I am here to do what I can. I have brought the best warriors in my guard and have sent riders to send more from other Elf lands. I expect that there will be archers and cavalry from the Gray Havens shortly as they are closer than other places."

Gandalf nodded and turned, the party of men and Elves staring once again at the shadow of the tower of Isengard in the far distance. They didn't dare go closer until it was clear that the armies that fed its defense were not there. Gandalf glanced at Elrond.

"I detect a power from you that is unearthly."

Elrond turned, fixing his gray eyes on Gandalf. He nodded, pulling a chain from his tunic. Hanging on the chain, glinting in the waning sunlight, two Rings dangled. Gandalf sighed and looked at Elrond, a look of concern on his face.

"That is a risk you should not have taken," Gandalf admonished.

"I have considered your words, Gandalf, regarding the peril that we all face. It is a risk I am prepared to take. If this is to be the place of decision, the place where the one Ring is either cast toward Mordor by the forces of light or taken by the evil fool that has made our lives folly with his madness, then it won't matter whether I use them or not. In the end, if we do not prevail, nothing will stand in the way of Saruman and his Ring."

Gandalf sighed and nodded. "Quite right," he said, turning to the tower once more. "I feel him. I feel his presence."

"I do not detect the presence of another ring of the nature of the One Ring. My own senses, enhanced by the ones I bear, do not detect its presence. There is something to be said for that then," Elrond concluded.

"That is true," Gandalf said. "I know that I must go there, to challenge him in the way of our kind. You cannot assist me, Elrond. You must stay and be aloof of the fray. If something should run amiss and I not prevail, you must be the leader of the free world."

"Then perhaps I will do you a favor," he said, pulling the chain free from his neck. He worked for a moment and then returned the chain bearing Vilya, the mightiest of the three rings of the Elf lords to its place around his neck. He held out his hand and gleaming in its palm was Narya, the fiery ring, the ring Cirdan kept in his safekeeping for all he years leading to his death. "Take this for safety and good luck."

Gandalf smiled and took it, for a moment thinking that he had done this before before putting it on his finger. Then he looked at Elrond, smiling broader. "Is that all it has come down to? Luck?"

"Let us pray by the Valar that goodness and justice has something to say in the final outcome," Elrond said, clasping Gandalf's arm. "If you do not come back before the rise of the sun in the morning, we will come in and look for you. I do not believe that Saruman is prepared to repel invaders. We must not tarry and make it easy for him to rectify that fact at our expense."

"Yes." Gandalf turned and nodded to Boromir, noting his firm expression. He had no idea who and where he was, so completely was he transformed from the man who he had first met what seemed liked eons ago. Or, maybe lifetimes ago.

He walked to his horse and climbed aboard without saddle, elf-style. With a wave of his hand, he turned Shadowfax and began the ride across open ground to the great tower in the distance. As he did, the stars kept watch overhead, noting the lonely figure of goodness riding straight into the heart of darkness.


The door opened and Sam stepped forward, swinging the bar of steel in his hands. A clang was heard and then Sam fell backwards, landing on his bottom at Frodo's feet. Frodo watched as a huge figure entered, shrouded in black and wielding a large silver sword, carved with Mordor runes and notched along the cutting edge.

Frodo watched him, transfixed to the floor with terror and a detached sense of reality. The figure paused, staring at him and then held out his long gloved hand. Frodo stepped back as he heard a rasping voice whisper, "Give it to me! Give me the Ring!"

At that moment, the door burst open and the figure fell forward, crashing into the foot of the bed. Frodo, jolted out of his reverie, dashed forward and grabbed Sam's arm, pulling him out of the way. Wrapping himself around the groggy hobbit, he watched as a strange man did battle with the apparition.

They clashed in the close quarters and then the man lunged forward, driving the figure off his feet. He fell backward, landing half inside the fireplace, his robes bursting into flames. A terrible screaming filled the room and the figure turned, running out the door into the hallway beyond.

The sound of arrows could be heard and then the figure flashed past the door briefly, followed by the shattering sound of glass as it hurled itself out the window at the end of the corridor. It was silent a moment and then the man turned, kneeling before them.

"Are you all right?" he asked, his voice oddly soft and gentle.

Frodo was panting with fear, Sam wrapped in his arms and he stared at the man with his fear-filled eyes. He swallowed hard and nodded, too breathless with relief to speak. The man rose and held out his hand, pulling Frodo to his feet. Frodo turned and gently helped Sam up, tugging down Sam's waistcoat and holding his arm.

"Are you all right, Mr. Frodo?" he asked, blinking through the fog that filled his head.

"I'm fine, Sam. We're all fine," Frodo said, turning to gaze at the man with uncertainty.

Strider stared at Frodo, noting once again the beautiful expressive eyes and pale skin of the hobbit. He was more beautiful than any hobbit he had seen and the tale Gandalf told that there might be Elvish blood in his family line rang true.

"We have to go."

"The creatures... what about them?" Frodo asked, looking worriedly from Strider to Sam.

"They won't be back for a while. But they will regroup I am told and return. We must leave here now."

Frodo nodded and together, he and Sam gathered their things. Down the stairs they went, past wreckage of the furniture and out into the faltering light of day. Two Elves, tall and surreal in their beauty and serenity stood beside horses. They mounted and then extended their hands, helping hobbits up with the assistance of Strider.

Strider mounted his horse and turned, riding toward the gate with his companions and out into the overcast day. They would ride for hours, as long as they could and when the sun came up, they would be far away from Bree.

They would also have Nazgul on their trail.


Saruman paced, his anger growing by the moment. He should have been in Mordor. He should have had the Ring by now. He should be master of the universe, lord of all possibilities but for the meddling of the figure riding across the grassy plains toward him.

Gandalf.

Gandalf the Gray.

He was irritated and just a little bit frightened as the figure came closer. He, himself was the greatest of their order, the wisest of the wise, or so it was said. At this moment he didn't feel wise. He should be doing something, casting some sort of spell but that was an iffy proposition at the moment.

He couldn't do it.

The spells that he had learned to move time and heaven and earth weren't working. No matter how he chanted them, they didn't do anything. And now, as he stood in the sanctuary of his own home, he could feel an unseen presence nearby. It was a strong one, very powerful and it unnerved him. He had called out, demanding that it show itself. For several long terrifying minutes, he feared it was Sauron. But he was still alive so it couldn't be Sauron, could it?

He turned and stared at the window where the weak light of the moon shown through. He liked darkness. It hid a lot and made things seem more plausible than the cold light of day. All his best thinking was done in the darkness. He considered the irony. He, Saruman the White, preferred darkness.

He sighed and felt something shifting nearby, something with unseen but all seeing eyes. He stopped and stared deeply into the corner by the window.

"Who are you? Why are you here? Talk to me."

The force didn't speak, nor did it move again. It merely became more obtuse, fading until Saruman couldn't detect him. But Saruman knew it was there and so he paced, waiting for his nemesis, the one he could see, to arrive.


They hurried in the night, traveling through country even a mountain goat would shun in their desire to reach the distant shores of the Isen. The hobbits rode and walked, the men and elves mostly walking as they conserved their horses for the final sprint.

They moved swiftly and silently, eating on the run and pausing only for a couple of hours sleep. The road ahead was uncertain but behind them the sound of Nazgul could be heard in the distance. They were wraiths, shadows of men, but their horses were of flesh and blood and therefore had limitations. On the ground, running the way they were, they were equals.

Of course, if they were pursued by all of them, or even many of them, they would not have a chance. They would not have the element of surprise that they had in the Prancing Pony. That bit of luck wouldn't be coming again.

Strider sighed as he jogged along, his keen eyes watching the ground ahead. Legolas led, followed by Haldir and himself, the two hobbits riding a horse a piece and one carrying the baggage. It was the best they could do until morning. Then they would have to hurry. They would need all their speed to make it to the Isen ahead of the Wraiths.


Gandalf walked up the long staircase that led into the fortress of Isengard. He could feel the presence of orcs but they didn't dare step closer. They hid in the shadows, rattling their weapons and murmuring. It was unnerving but Gandalf pressed forward.

He entered the great hall and at the end nearest to his private chambers, Saruman the White waited. Gandalf paused, considering the figure before him and then he continued, his own demeanor relaxed and confident. He paused before Saruman, the two sizing the other up carefully.

"Well, here you are at last... Saruman the White, or shall I call you by some other more appropriate color for the evil that you have done here amongst us."

Saruman smiled, a strange effect considering the humor never reached his eyes. "Welcome to you, Gandalf. What brings you to my home?"

"You play word games with me when the fate of Middle Earth balances on the edge of a blade?" Gandalf growled. "I am not here to 'chat', Saruman. I am here to send you to the blackest pit of the deepest whole in the known universe."

Saruman laughed, a rasping and harsh sound and then he eyed Gandalf slyly, moving around him in a circle. "And how do you propose that? You cannot match me in power."

"So you believe," Gandalf replied drily. He sighed. "You are a great fool, Saruman. You have entwined yourself with forces that in the end will destroy you. As it stands now, if you try you might be saved yet."

"Saved from what?" Saruman asked, arching an eyebrow. "Saved from servitude? Saved from drudgery? The world is a dull place, Gandalf, when you play by the rules. The color, the vibrancy comes when you think outside the limitations of mere mortal morality. Besides... we aren't mortal, are we..."

"We came here to help people, not harm them. You have harmed a great deal of people, Saruman. People are living lives, or not that do not belong to them. You have perverted history with your madness and it must cease at once!"

"Or what? You will cause me great harm and suffering?" Saruman asked, his voice spite-filled and malicious.

"If that is what it takes, I am prepared to defy you as far and as long as it takes," Gandalf replied, turning to face his foe.

"That is too bad, I must say," Saruman said, moving to sit on his chair once more. "It would have been much nicer to have someone share the moments of greatness with me, someone who might appreciate the effort and will that I have put into creating another reality for us all. I would have thought, Gandalf, that of all the people I could speak to, you would have seen the greatness in my efforts."

"Your megalomania is boundless," Gandalf retorted, his voice dripping venom. "It is exceeded only by the pleasure I will take in removing you from the living world."

With that, Gandalf pointed his staff at the figure on the chair and from Saruman's lips a cry of pain escaped. He was pressed down into the seat, his body writhing against the unseen pressures brought to bear upon him. Then Gandalf pulled up his staff, watching as Saruman gathered himself and sat up straight in his chair.

"It's not possible for you to do that," he whispered, staring at Gandalf with disbelief.

"It is possible. Concede!" Gandalf roared.

Saruman stood up and staggered forward, raising his hands to direct a spell when Gandalf pointed his staff once more at the white figure before him. Saruman doubled over and skid across the dark polished floor, crashing against the wall. He was pinioned there and then fell to the floor when Gandalf relented. He lay a moment in an agonized pile and then painfully pulled himself up to his feet. Leaning on his chair, he sighed, turning to Gandalf once more.

"I don't suppose I have a choice."

"You do not," Gandalf rasped.

For a moment it was silent and then it became clear to both men that they were not alone.


Part 23

They paused, turning toward an unseen presence. It had made itself known but was not visible to the naked eye. Saruman stepped back, moving closer to the chair and his own staff, which was leaned against the side. Gandalf stared at the far wall, sensing something in that spot that could not be seen.

"Who is there?" he asked, his eyes searching intently and vainly for a clue.

The force didn't speak. It didn't show itself. It was merely there, a discernable presence, and then it faded from their consciousness once more. Saruman let out a sigh, turning to Gandalf once more.

"Join with me, Gandalf. Let us co-mingle our power. No one can stand before us if we do," Saruman beseeched, staring at Gandalf as he stood silently, studying the far wall and the stillness of the room.

Gandalf turned and glared at Saruman. "Join with you? What folly. You stand here and ask me that as if there is the smallest chance of it becoming reality... what monster from the pit have you conjured that has taken residence here? What have you done, Saruman?"

He stared at Gandalf and then the wall beyond, his mind racing. "You haven't a clue do you... not a clue. You have no idea the extent of my powers. I can call into being anything I desire. Do you really think you can stand against me? I am the heir of Sauron."

"And you feel that is a thing to boast of? You are the son of the demon and you feel pride?"

Saruman snorted and walked to his chair, sitting once more in its ebony confines. He looked at Gandalf with a pitying stare. "Sauron was the master of all things. Even the Valar flee from his sight. They have never destroyed him. He succeeded where Melkor failed. You fight history, Gandalf. In the end, you and your kind will fail, ring of power or no."

"You are an arrogant fool," Gandalf said. "You and I know who is the master of the living world. Melkor and Sauron... they were pretenders. The greatness of Iluvatar is unassailable. You have added blasphemy to your crimes, Saruman, and the Valar will hear your evil and strike you down as surely as they have struck down your masters."

Saruman stared at him and shook his head. "I am going to be sorry to kill you, Gandalf. I will miss our little philosophy discussions. Religion is a fascinating topic but I have to say, I don't have time for it right now. I have a Ring to find and an empire to build." He rose and walked toward Gandalf, staring at him with hard eyes. "Either kill me or leave me. I am growing weary of our little talk."

He turned and walked toward his sanctuary, ignoring the man standing behind him. As he did a brilliant white light flashed in the room and he fell to his knees in surprise and pain. It pulsed and then was gone, receding so quickly he was momentarily blinded. Rising to his feet, he staggered forward, turning as he did. He stared silently, taking and expelling a deep breath.

He was the only one in the room.


Boromir stared into the distance at the brilliant flare of light that pulsed out of the tower of Saruman. The others rose from their places around the camp fire, staring into the darkness as the light winked out, leaving as suddenly as it appeared. Elrond stood, his heart pounding and he touched the ring around his neck, drawing comfort from its presence.

"What manner of horror was that? Has Gandalf done something that has ended our woes? Or..." Boromir didn't end his sentence, pausing and turning toward his father-in-law with a look of fear and concern on his face.

"I know not," Elrond whispered, his eyes closed and his mind extended into the void surrounding them. He could feel power moving across distances, a power he had never felt before. It was ancient and for a moment he almost understood it and then it was gone. He sighed and opened his eyes, noting the faces turned toward him. "Gandalf has until morning's light. Then we go inside. I know not what this bright light was but we will give him a chance to work his magic."

Boromir nodded, clutching the hilt of his sword tightly. In the morning, hopefully, more people would arrive and they would be able to go to the tower with a force strong enough to ensure some kind of successful outcome. They all knew, given what they just saw, that they didn't have one now.

With a heavy dread and fear for Gandalf, they sat and waited for the dawn.


They were bone weary but they kept going, heading through the twilight toward the Isen. They could hear the Nazgul, they could sense them as the gap between them was closing. Soon they would be in open space with no place to hide. The race to the group camping on the Isen would be desperate.

Strider stared over his shoulder, looking back into the night for any sign of pursuit. They were there, it was clear. Their calls were very close. He could identify at least three separate sounds and guessed that three to four were pursuing. They would not make it without confrontation.

The sun was barely breaking the horizon when the gap was closed. They pushed their horses, the hobbits clinging behind them tightly. They raced as fast as they could, heading for a creek bed nearby. The embankment would fall off and they would get to the other side, a move that would allow them to stop and bring to bear bow and arrow.

Strider was third when they hit the slope, sliding down to the muddy water below. As they did, arrows whizzed overhead, finding their mark in the bodies of the Riders' black horses. They clambered up the bank, nearly colliding with riders from Rivendell, sent by Elrond to find them.

Erestor stood in a line with his archers, firing arrow after arrow into the milling melee of Wraiths that cried and stumbled on the other side of the creek. They turned and began to flee, pierced over and over until with a puff of black smoke, they disappeared from sight, leaving only the bodies of their horses where they were slain.

Strider slid from his horse, worn from effort and turned to the fleeing enemy. They disappeared, going back to shadow once more. They would regroup, take new form and be back but for now they were free of their pursuit. He turned again, staring up at Frodo.

"Are you all right?"

Frodo nodded, letting go of Legolas' waist. "I'm fine. Sam?"

The other hobbit nodded. "I'm fine, Mr. Frodo, thanks to these elves."

Sam smiled broadly, looking at Erestor and the others. Frodo grinned. "Yes, Sam. Elves."

Strider smiled in spite of himself and then turned to Erestor. "What news do you bring?"

"Lord Elrond has set out for the Ford of Isen. He has taken a force there. We have passed many parties from other places hurrying there to render assistance. Gandalf is there as is the Steward King of Gondor and his guard. We must hurry our way there. Much is to be done to turn aside this great evil." Erestor paused. "The One Ring..."

Frodo reached into his shirt and pulled out a ring hanging on a long chain. It was silent as all gathered stared and then Erestor sighed. "It is true."

Frodo nodded.

"Then we must go with all haste. Lord Elrond has brought with him Narya and Vilya. He is prepared to destroy Isengard and the threat with all means available, even at the cost of his own life."

Strider nodded and turned, gauging the fatigue of his horse. "If someone else can carry the hobbits, we can do better. Our horses are fatigued."

Erestor nodded. "Very well."

He turned and gave orders, the hobbits shifting as they did. Then he turned and drew Strider, Haldir and Legolas aside.

"The Shire is no more," he began.

Strider nodded. "We know. We were there."

"The little ones... they don't know do they?" he asked.

"No." Strider's face was grim. "I didn't tell them. I don't know how to."

"Then we will not. I don't see any advantage to telling them that their people are no more," Erestor said, sighing. "This is a foul day for them I fear."

Strider nodded and they turned, mounting up. They would continue on their way and by the falling of the evening, arrive at the Isen and the camp of Elrond and Boromir.


It was silent where he was, completely and totally silent. The emptiness was only partially dissipated by the blinding white light that surrounded him. He stood in the middle of a vastness, a space so endless he could feel what infinity must be like. He had not experienced it before, this vastness of time and space. His own uniqueness had been different in its beginning. This was new.

He called out, his voice muffled by the light and stillness but he heard a faint sound calling to him. It was far away and he turned, trying to locate it in the sameness all around him. He thought it was behind him but when he turned, it was overhead. He looked up and thought he felt a presence before him. It was confusing and so he stood silently, waiting.

A breeze ruffled in, a cool reminder of the world he had left behind and he closed his eyes to its welcomed presence. He sighed, a strangled sound in the stillness and when he opened his eyes again, he felt the presence of something or someone close by.

"Who are you?" he asked, almost as a thought.

A musical sound issued forth, like bells in a gentle breeze and then a huge sense of well-being pervaded him.

"I Am."

The words echoed in his mind. They came from nowhere and everywhere, filling his head and the space all around him. It was as if flowers had sprung up beneath his feet, as if the sun had come out from behind a cloud... he was warmed from within by the gentleness and surety of that confident pronouncement.

He stood and waited, a sense of peace overcoming him in the brightness of the void in which he stood. Whatever or whomever it was, they would reveal themselves in their own good time.

For the moment, cocooned in the well-being of something unseen, nothing else in the universe mattered. Gandalf the Gray closed his eyes and waited.


They reached the encampment by the dwindling of the daylight. It had grown and a force of elves, archers and swordsmen, waited patiently with cavalry of both men and elves. Elrond was standing on a hill, staring into the distance at the fortress beyond when it came to him that the party was near.

He knew from the Ring, the One Ring that held dominion over all their fates. He could feel it and he could feel the resistance of his own to its presence. Sighing, he touched the ring on his finger, Vilya, given to him by Gil-galad so many long years before, and felt the weight of the moment heavy on his shoulders.

Boromir had conceded command to him, giving over to the elder figure pride of place, earned by his wisdom and years. Elrond's skill as a warrior was renowned and as he stood studying the problem before him, he felt the One Ring getting ever closer.

A darkness began to creep into his mind, a darkness from the Ring. It felt like fog infiltrating him, filling the corners big and small. He sighed and cleared his head, turning and facing the west as riders appeared over the horizon. They were all returning, Erestor and the others. On the backs of elf horses sat two very small figures, the Ring Bearer and his man, Elrond mused.

They came into camp, climbing down wearily from their horses, walking toward the small knot of leadership that surrounded Elrond. They clasped arms, brothers-in-arms grimly greeting each other and as they stood together, they informed each other of important things.

"The bright light is something we do not understand. It was enormous, enveloping the tower for a second or two and then completely vanishing." Elrond sighed. "I am not sure what to think about Gandalf. I just knew we didn't have the forces to go to his aid."

"Then we must go and see what is happening," Strider said, moving to stand next to Boromir. "We have to know if he's alive or injured or needs help."

"We could take a small force and investigate," Boromir said, nodding. "That way we can signal you, perhaps with a banner at the barricades. Then you can come forward with more soldiers. I don't know, if they have a large force inside, what to do about numbers."

"And there is the problem of Saruman and his magic," Legolas said, nodding. "A small exploratory force could provoke any hidden traps that might be waiting."

Elrond considered their words and nodded. "Glorfindel, Strider, Legolas, and Haldir, go."

"I would like to go myself," Boromir said, stepping closer to his father-in-law.

Elrond thought a moment and nodded, noting his sons' expectant faces. He sighed again and nodded, watching as the group turned and gathered horses. They mounted up, securing their weapons as they did and turned to go. Elrond stepped forward and handed his scarf of royal purple to Strider.

"Wave this from the walls if you find the going acceptable. We shall be awaiting your signal."

"And if we don't come back?" Strider asked.

Elrond's expression became grim. "Then we shall come in and get you."

Strider nodded and they turned, moving toward the tower at a slow trot. Frodo and Sam, standing next to Elrond, watched them go. It would be a long time before they lost sight of them riding away toward the tower in the distance but they would watch until the party disappeared from view.


He stood in front of a mirror, staring at his image. He could see that nothing had changed but perhaps it did. Someone or something was watching, someone or something he couldn't see. It was disconcerting, even maddening. Something or someone had taken Gandalf, leaving him alone and he was frightened.

It had crept over him, like icy fingers and he felt naked. It was a force he hadn't summoned, perhaps... maybe he had. There were a lot of variables to this business of magic. It wasn't exactly a precise science.

He stared at his image and tugged at his hair. He felt itchy. He felt exposed and there was no place he could go where it was better. There were forces outside. There were forces inside. No matter how much he called to his own army by the use of the pilantirs, they didn't hear him. They didn't come. They were out there waiting for him. Something inside, something perhaps more terrible than anything else was inside and he couldn't see it.

It didn't answer.

He turned and looked around, an itchy sensation dancing over his skin and he walked to the window, looking out. In the distance he could see something or someone coming. They were riding steadily toward his tower and he knew he would not be able to defend against them without great effort. His orc guard were few and they cowered in the shadows. His magical powers were faltering or shuttered. He was alone.

He turned and rushed to his chamber, staring at his pilantirs with desperation. Gandalf had to of done this. Gandalf had to be the one. He had to find Gandalf and then he could undo all the interference. He would be able to persuade him. He raised his hand, staring into the green mists and saw nothing.

He stared at it, picking it up in his hand. He shook it, growling in his throat in frustration and then turned, hurling it against the far wall. It shattered, a burst of light flashing brilliantly. He cried out and clawed at his face, the burning sensation going through him to the bone. For a moment he stumbled and then it cleared up.

He turned and stared at the shattered elf stone lying on the floor and then, without a sound, all the shattered bits of glass and luminescence slowly rose from the ground, circling in a slow-moving whirl until it gathered in speed, becoming whole once again.

It hovered in the air for a moment and then, soundlessly, rose through the air until it was settled once more on the plinth that held its identical twin.

Saruman stared at it, at the inexplicable event unfurling before him and felt himself riven with waves of fear and terror. He stepped back, unwilling to come closer and stared around wildly.

"You're here! You are, aren't you? Tell me!"

The silence was leaden as he stood, his labored fear-driven breathing the only sound in the room. He turned and ran to the mirror hanging on the wall nearby. Staring into the glassine surface, he searched the room for hidden figures. It showed only his own reflection, mocking him with its unwillingness to tell more.

"You're here! I know you are! Master! Show yourself to me! Please!" he shouted, whirling here and there, his eyes seeking out all the corners of the room. "Tell me where you are so I can serve you!" he shouted, pausing by the mirror once more.

There was no answer. It was only silent. He took a shaky breath and rubbed his hands together. He was frightened deeply and cornered in a trap of his own making. He would have to be very strong and thoughtful, he considered as he peered out the window at the riders approaching. If he wasn't, he would be dead.

No, he considered. There were things worse than death, he knew. Many terrible things.


Part 24

They approached the tower, its stark outline a gash of darkness against the gray sky overhead. It was silent, almost dead appearing and they pulled up short, tying their horses among the trees nearby. It was tense and quiet, Strider looking at the parapets above, searching for trouble.

He pulled his bow, fitting an arrow carefully with an ease he hadn't earned in his other, more real life time. The others followed suit and they moved forward, bows ready and eyes searching the woods and building for any signs of waiting trouble. It didn't materialize and they made it to the door with more ease than they counted upon.

They paused, listening to the sounds behind the door. They could hear footsteps running and then it was silent. For a moment they stood quietly and then Strider nodded, watching as Haldir took hold of the heavy door handle and pulled it open. They melted back, staring into the darkness beyond and waited. Nothing happened, so they stepped forward into the fortress, slipping along the wall with weapons poised.


They stood on the banks of the river, staring into the rushing water. Sam picked up a rock and tossed it into the foaming liquid. It disappeared quickly, leaving no mark behind. It seemed to him that they were caught in the same maelstrom, little pebbles rolling along in a stream that tumbled them along paths that they didn't choose.

Frodo watched him, staring at him with different eyes. It had been disconcerting the feelings their journey had provoked in him. He had not considered it before this. They had been friends, Sam a solid and friendly presence in his life. Sam had always been there, a comfort to him when tragedy had changed his life and he had come to his uncle's house to live.

They had played together, running over the Shire and playing all sorts of adventuring games. Sam, a less dreamy and more grounded individual, had been congenial in his participation. He wasn't the type of person who would need to see what the grass was like over the next hill. He was a happy person, content in the traditions and locality of his family and home.

Frodo wanted more. He yearned for adventures and experiences that were not normal among his kind. He wanted to see the world. Sam went with him on his jaunts, played the adventuring games and gave good cheer to their friendship. They rubbed along well, their differences oddly meshing in a way not expected and they were close.

Now Frodo felt more than just friendship. He felt an oddly unnerving sense of expectation, a quavering sensation of mixed emotion wavering through him. He didn't know what it meant but it happened when he was with Sam. The sensations of warmth that radiated out from his gut filled him with an unsettling feeling. He didn't know what it meant exactly, although he knew what it did to him when he felt it. It had never come to him before, not like this.

Frodo stood beside Sam, glancing at him when Sam was looking away and considered his dilemma. Something had changed between them and he couldn't figure it out. It had just happened and the disquieting, unsettling, yearning feeling that now informed him was hard to sort out.

"Sam?" he ventured.

Warm eyes turned to him, hand poised in mid toss and soft red lips curled in a smile. "Mr. Frodo?"

"Sam? What do you want to do? I mean... someday."

Sam tossed the rock and turned to him, considering his words. "What my father did. What my family expects."

"Don't you ever want different things? Maybe... a life that is not like everyone else's?"

"In what way?" Sam asked, his guileless eyes staring evenly at his friend.

Frodo considered his words and sighed. "I don't know. I just had a hard time being satisfied before. Now I don't know. I think being home would be safer and wiser. But I also know that I am not the same person that I was. I just feel mixed up inside, that's all."

Sam considered him and then reached out his hand, squeezing Frodo's shoulder. "I will protect you. I said I would come with you, no matter what. You don't have to worry, Mr. Frodo."

Frodo smiled, his eyes stinging. The warmth of Sam's hand on his shoulder was comforting. He stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Sam's waist, squeezing him tightly. Sam's arms went around him automatically, holding him close in embrace. Frodo sighed, resting his head on Sam's shoulder, enjoying the cascade of emotions and sensations that flowed through him.

Sam held Frodo, sensing his confusion and waited patiently for the other hobbit to let go. Frodo didn't for a long time and when he did, he looked away, his big blue eyes shuttered from Sam's scrutiny. Sam stepped closer, gripping Frodo's arm.

"It will be all right, Mr. Frodo."

"Sam... will you just call me Frodo?" he asked, turning to look at his friend.

For a moment it was quiet as Sam struggled with the request and then he smiled, his gentle regard for Frodo completely clear on his face. "If you say so."

Frodo laughed, the sound escaping from his lips with ease. He felt a tear slip down his cheek and he brushed it away self-consciously. Shaking his head, he smiled. "You are a good friend, Sam Gamgee. I'm glad that you're with me."

Sam smiled and nodded. "I would never leave you."

"Frodo," the hobbit prompted.

Sam hesitated and then smiled, nodding. "Frodo."

"Good," Frodo replied, rubbing his eyes. "I guess I'm just tired."

"I guess you are," Sam replied. "Maybe you need something to eat."

"Maybe that's it, Sam," Frodo agreed, watching as he turned and hurried to the fire. He busied himself with the business of making Frodo some food. Frodo watched him and sighed, the sight of the caring figure touching. "I don't know what I feel, Sam, but you are the middle of it. I know what I want. The question is... what do you want? Can we want the same thing?"

The wind sighed around him as he stood on the river bank staring at Sam, the far tower in the distance a silent reminder of their dilemma. Inside him, warring with his fears and desires, Frodo Baggins struggled to sort through a dilemma of a different kind altogether.


The sounds of water flowing greeted him and when he opened his eyes again, he was on the shore of a beautiful ocean. No one was there but the sound of sea gulls calling filled the air. He stared at the clouds overhead, giving a diffuse light to all around him. Trees, dark and thick, dotted the shore line behind him as he stood on the sandy beach, alone in the universe.

The surreal perfection of the scenery was clear and Gandalf knew he wasn't in Middle Earth. The light bath he had taken when he left Saruman had infused him, lightening his hair, his clothes and his spirit to a white glow. He stared at himself, turning and looking around and he wondered what would be next. He didn't ask. He didn't even speak. The tranquility was complete and he didn't want to intrude upon it.

Then he felt it, the presence of someone else. He heard it too, laughter slipping past him on the soft breeze. Manwe's breeze, the slipstream of the great lord himself brought the laughter to him. He stood and listened, aware he was in the presence of the Valar. They were here, their tokens greeting him as he stood, small and alone on the beach.

Laughter, the wind, a radiant light... all the symbols of the Valar that counted the most on Middle Earth surrounded him. He was filled with an awe he hadn't felt in more years than he could count and he closed his eyes again, drinking in the love and tranquility that he felt. They wove around him, soothing his worries and he felt time pass, time uncounted. It didn't matter here, in this place with these beings. All that mattered was the moment. He had forgotten his fears for his friends, his sorrow over the Shire. It all was washed away, forgotten in his perfect moment.

Far away, things were happening but here it didn't matter as he once again fell back into the fold from whence he had first come so long ago.


It was dark inside, the sound of Strider's breathing loud in his own ears. They crept onward, passing corners that smelled of orc occupation. They were no where in sight, their footfalls not withstanding and it was nerve-wracking to go toward the room just beyond, a big room with light streaming down from windows.

They paused by the big doors, a set of many that opened into this most central of rooms. Peering inside, they saw it was empty but for the placement of two pilantirs sitting on a stone platform. They slipped inside, moving along the wall, looking every way that they could for danger.

It was still and then they moved closer, Elladan and Elrohir turning to watch the doors as the others stepped closer to the green globes sitting in a pool of light in the middle of the room. Glorfindel stopped before them, aware of what they were. He reached out to touch one when the doors behind him slammed shut.

They whirled and rushed for another door but it closed, slamming tightly with a clarion intensity. The others did too, all four sets and they found themselves inside the room, trapped and alone. It was silent a moment and then Glorfindel turned, walking to where a pilantir sat. He stared at it and then held his hand over it, palm down.

Haldir grabbed his arm away, alarm in his features. "Are you mad? That is a seeing stone. Who knows who is out there looking back at us."

"I am aware of that," Glorfindel replied, raising his hand once more. "But it's our only window out of this trap." He moved his hand back into place and they moved closer, staring at the swirling green clouds in the stone.

It was unclear for a moment and then it began to lift, figures coming into view as they stood looking. It was the camp, all of the principals waiting, grim and uneasy. More elves were arriving, their captains meeting with Elrond, giving to him their allegiance. They stood together, staring at the tower in the distance from them and then the scene changed.

A man appeared, a white-clad man. He rode a horse, white as well and appeared over a hill. He rode toward the tower, staff raised over his head. His power was transcendent and he sat his horse like a god. He came toward the tower, casting away swirling shadow before him and then it faded again. No more pictures came into being.

Glorfindel turned, watching as Elladan and Haldir checked the doors for some flaw that would open them. There were none. They were held fast in the chamber as surely as if they were frozen in ice. As they stood talking together in soft voices, a door opened slowly.

They turned as one, preparing their bows and watched as it opened completely. Saruman was standing there, surrounded by his orc guard and he smiled a mirthless smile at the party. Stepping inside, he paused.

"Welcome to my home."

"Saruman," Glorfindel replied, his arrow trained on the sorcerer's heart.

"Put down your weapons. You won't be in need of them here."

"We are fine," Strider said, drawing his sword. "Tell me why I don't slice your throat."

"Because you need me."

It was silent a moment and Strider stepped closer, his sword ready. The orcs around Saruman stepped back, fading from the room and Saruman was alone.

"Nice army," Strider said dryly. "Tell me... why would we need a bastard like you?"

"Because I am the only one who can manage Sauron."

A dry laugh, devoid of humor issued behind Strider and he glanced back to see Glorfindel chuckle. The radiant elf stepped forward, his authority like an aura around his body.

"You... control Sauron? Tell me, wizard... how does an insignificant fellow like you control a force like Sauron?"

"The same way I control Gandalf," Saruman replied, walking casually to the pilantirs in the middle of the room. He steeled himself, not daring to come too close. "The same way I control the force that is here among us, the one you can not see."

For a moment there was no reaction and then something moved, something unseen. Arrows turned, training themselves on the far wall as a presence made itself known. It moved toward them and they stepped back, drawing together in a defensive posture. It came forward and then stopped, dissipating almost as quickly as it appeared.

They stared at the place they had sensed it to be and then Strider turned, staring coolly at the wizard standing near to them.

"Nice trick."

Saruman smirked, his expression becoming more cold. "Trick? Is that what you think this is?"

"I suppose you want us to think that you have Sauron under your command."

Saruman walked past him and sat on a small bench along the wall. He leaned back and smiled. "How do you know I do not?"

Glorfindel stepped closer. "Because you are alive. You have usurped his power, a power greater than your own through tricks that I know not. But I know Sauron. I have faced him in times before. I know he cannot be harnessed by the mere likes of you."

Saruman rose and stepped forward, rage animating every corner of his psyche. "You mock me?"

"I mock you," Glorfindel replied. "You are a prisoner of your own doing. You don't control anything. That force? It's either a trick or a force that you have no control over yourself. I sense weakness here, Saruman. I sense that weakness and you are the source of it. Your fear is palpable."

Saruman stared at him and then turned, walking to the door. He paused by it and then turned, glaring at them all. "Perhaps a few hours locked in the same room with my... ‘thing' will teach you a little more respect for what I have achieved. It's a new world. Embrace it."

With that, he stepped back out and the door slammed shut. Embedded deeply in the wood, quivering as they slammed into it, were six perfect arrows.


It was getting late, the group neither signaling nor returning. Elrond stared into the distance, his concern rising with every passing minute. He turned and stared at the gathered group of horsemen behind him. He gathered the reins in his hand and nodded, pulling his sword free. Sitting beside him, raising his horn, Boromir, Steward King of Gondor blew a mighty blast.

A cry and cheer rose up as horsemen pulled into even ranks, the sun glinting off their armor and weapons, their plumes and banners flying in the crisp evening breeze.

Elrond spurred his horse onward, the Ring hanging on a silver chain on his neck and began the long ride to the tower beyond. They would go there together, breaking into two groups once reaching the forbidding fortress. The swordsmen would move forward, shields ready and the archers would cover them, going in behind them as they stormed the fortress.

No one had seen any signs of life once the horsemen arrived and nothing but dread reached Elrond as he waited. They could wait no more. Gandalf and Strider, his sons and his allies were gone. They would have to storm the fortress and bring them out. They would have to do that or die trying. Under no circumstances could the wizard be allowed to meddle with time once more.

They might not survive another change.


Part 25

Glorfindel sighed and turned, staring at the pilantirs once more. He had gone to them but they revealed nothing. Strider sat on a bench and watched him. They had gone over the room with a fine-toothed comb and there was no way out. It was sealed tightly, slammed shut and whatever was happening outside, they had no idea.

For a moment Elladan just sat and then he rose, peering at the far wall. Elrohir rose and then the others, staring at the same spot. Strider watched them and then the wall, seeing nothing.

"What do you see?" he asked, slightly uneasily.

"I know not," Legolas said, moving closer to the pilantirs. "I just feel something."

For a moment there was nothing and then a rumple in the visual field before them appeared. It moved slightly, like a ball rolling on a bed, beneath the sheets. It rolled more, moving toward the pilantirs and then it paused, hanging in the air like a raindrop caught in suspended animation.

Strider stepped forward, extending his hand. Glorfindel stepped quickly forward and caught it, pulling Strider back roughly. They all stepped back and watched as the form moved again, rolling through the air toward the pilantirs. It hovered over them and then moved toward the wall, flashing for a moment as it touched the mirror that hung there, disappearing immediately as it did.

They stared at it and then, as if pulled by unseen hands, they moved forward, staring into the shiny surface of the polished glass. Their own reflections stared back for a moment and then the glass blurred, another set of images appearing on their own.

For a moment Strider stood silently, icy fingers roaming up and down his spine and then he reached out, touching the glass. It felt warm and he removed his hand, watching as the blurry images became more distinct.

A face emerged, the face of Saruman. He stood on a balcony, staring out at the line of warriors riding toward him across the flat land beyond. They could see that it was Elrond and Boromir, riding at the head of an army. Saruman stared at them, his face flushed and his eyes glassy. He had his staff in his hand and he was murmuring.

"He's going to do something. We have to get out of here," Glorfindel hissed, turning and staring around the room in consternation. "We have to get out of here."

"We cannot," Elrohir said, staring at the pilantir, watching as his father came closer.

They were riding into battle but the battle wasn't even. Saruman would use his power against them and there was no answering wizard to meet his threat. Gandalf wasn't here, that much they knew themselves and so they were on their own now. They moved around the room, checking with rising frustration for a way out when a noise drew their attention again.

A pilantir was quivering and so was the mirror, shivering and vibrating with increasing fervor. They turned and slowly approached the two devices carefully, watching each as they began to come apart.

Swirls of green color passed too quickly for them to see any images and the mirror was filled with roiling clouds of black. Strider turned and moved back, kneeling with the others as the mirror began to hum. For a moment there was only an escalating whine and then the mirror exploded. The pilantir rose in the air and whirled, green light spinning out in all directions. As it did, green beams of light hit the floor and walls, burning holes as they did.

Strider ducked as beams scattered here and there, scoring the floors, walls and finally the doors. Heat flashed and the doors exploded outward, blown off their hinges by the force of the light striking them. The sound reverberated through the room, shaking them as they pressed themselves flat on the floor. For a moment, there was only crashing and flashing lights and then they rose and scurried out, ducking and weaving through a maze of flashing lights.

Pausing by the door, collecting themselves, Strider and the Elves turned, moving across the big room toward stairs that led upward. As they did, an unseen force subsided, waiting as it did for more to come. It waited, biding its time, as it had for time immemorial.


He awoke at last, standing on a hillside, a white horse by his side. There were tassels in its long white mane, tassels that surpassed in intricate detail and beauty even those of the greatest Elven weavers. They bore the mark of the Valar, the guardians of the world and his lords.

He stared at the sky, at the sparkle of the stars as they began to become visible in the rapidly failing light of day. For a moment he was disconcerted and then he remembered. He had a task to do and he would do it now. He would not do it alone, he knew. Others were with him, in spirit and in forms unseen. He would go against the destroyers of worlds in strength.

Gandalf the White mounted his horse and turned her toward the tower of Isengard, riding in the light of his own pure grace toward the place where the monster, Saruman, lived.


Elrond called a halt, the host stopping before the silent gate of the great fortress. He looked toward the empty parapets, looking in the gloom for any sign that his forward party were still there. He searched in vain, considering what he had to do and as he did, a cry from the host drew his attention.

He turned his head, looking over his shoulder and saw a white light crest a hill. It was a rider, a white one, riding through the darkness toward them. He was garbed in glowing white, his hat as well, and over his head he held a staff.

"Gandalf," Elrond whispered, hope bursting in his heart to a degree he hadn't expected to feel again. He turned his horse and rode to meet him, the armies of men and elves watching as he did.


They climbed the steps as silently as they could, knife, sword and bow at the ready. Walking upward, hugging the walls as they ascended, they made their way to a great room. Pausing at the open door, they peered inside, spying Saruman standing on a balcony on the far side of the room. He was staring downward, gripping the railing tightly.

Strider eased inside, moving toward the far wall, pausing when he reached it. The others slipped inside, moving toward the balcony doorway and paused, crouching and kneeling here and there. They listened to Saruman, his soft voice speaking in the guttural language of the Dark Lord of Mordor.

Strider turned toward the door, hesitating as he considered what he should do. As he did, Saruman raised his arms and the sound of thunder could be heard. It began to build, rolling through the darkness as it gathered in sound and volume. Legolas moved closer, pulling a white handled blade from his back strap. Glancing at Strider, both men rose and stepped into the doorway of the balcony, straightening as they moved to meet the wizard.

As they did, the floor began to buckle as the tower began to sway. They were thrown to their knees and the others scattered over the stones. A huge wrenching sound filled the air as the tower shuddered around them. Saruman staggered and turned, spying the group struggling behind him.

He cried out in surprise and turned, rushing past them as he ran for the door of the room. He staggered and then ran out the door as the others rose up and gave chase. They hurried as best they could as the great tower began to sway harder. Chunks of rock fell around them, beams of wood cracking and falling as they staggered down the stairs, falling and getting back up.

They doggedly pursued the nimble wizard, reaching the great hall just behind him. He ran out the doors, shoving them aside, and down the steep steps to the courtyard beyond. Around him, missing him by centimeters on occasion, great chunks and blocks of rock tumbled.

Strider made it out the door and dodged a falling timber, shoving Glorfindel out of the way as it slid past them. They gathered in front of the building, looking up at its slick black sides and watched entranced as it began to disintegrate before their eyes. For a moment they watched it sway and then they turned and ran, hurrying as fast as they could away from the monument.

A great roar of almost agonized pain exploded behind them as the tower fell to pieces. Cascading down in chunks as big as a horse, it fell as the rupture of its sides continued. They made it to the edge of the trees and looked back, noting that the tower was enveloped in flames and rising clouds of dust.

For a moment the roar of the destruction cancelled out the roar of thunder overhead. Then the tower subsided as the last chunks hit the ground. Flickering light cast long shadows over all of them as the tower burned. They stared a moment and then turned, glancing all around them for Saruman.

Lightning flashed, filling the sky with brightness for a brief second before dimming away. The wind was sharp, blowing briskly, and the trees began to sway. It was picking up, the tumult of the earth and they shouted to each other, moving quickly toward their horses.

Saruman was nowhere to be seen and they couldn't tell if he had died in the destruction behind them. They just knew they wanted to find the others and tell them about what they had seen. The pilantirs were gone, exploded in the maelstrom that had overtaken the tower. Saruman was either dead or indisposed, less of a threat than before, so they had time to regroup and consider their next move.

Spurring their horses onward, they began to ride through the darkness toward the army of Elrond and Boromir.


"There is great power in the world tonight," Gandalf cried, his voice barely heard over the howling of the wind. "Manwe's anger can be felt among us now."

"The Valar... they know?" Elrond asked. "They are here?"

"They are," Gandalf said, his eyes riveted upon the burning tower beyond. "Someone is coming!"

They turned and stared into the darkness, noting that a rider was waving a banner of some sort.

"Aragorn!" Elrond called out, spurring his horse forward. They all turned and rode swiftly out to meet the oncoming riders. Pulling up together, they milled around in excitement. "What happened?"

"The tower began to collapse! Saruman escaped!" Glorfindel replied, staring into the darkness behind them. "The pilantirs began to whirl and light destroyed the fortress!"

"The Valar are among us!" Gandalf exalted, raising his staff over his head. "The Valar are among us and there will be victory this night!"

An explosion caught their attention and they turned, watching the rest of the tower collapse to the ground. For a moment there was only the sound of the catastrophe beyond them and then they heard the sound of laughter. It carried on the wind, a hearty laugh that couldn't be mistaken for anything but the great Valar lord, Tulkas.

He was here in the world, running on swift feet, his golden hair flying behind him as he sought out the enemy. Strider watched, his skin crawling with excitement. Beyond them, roaring in answer, the rivers and streams of the Isen rose. Fierce crashing sounds filled the air as they overflowed their banks, delivering to the world the full wrath of Ulmo.

They sat on their horses, caught in the midst of great powers and watched as lightning illuminated the darkness. Forces could be felt rather than seen as gods descended to the earth once more.

Elrond cried out, the Ring on the chain around his neck glowing brightly as it met power with power. The Ring on Gandalf's finger began to throw off red light, like bursts of fire and he raised it, casting its illumination around them. They were bathed in white and red light, pulses of blue from Vilya joining them and they stared into the darkness, watching as great forces converged toward a spot nearby.

A light burst overhead and white light bathed the area as it hovered over a grassy knoll, its bright glow showing Saruman standing alone. He was without staff, surrounded by ethereal beings. Strider stared at them, their unearthly beauty staggering to his senses. He felt another close by and glanced aside. Boromir was sitting transfixed, caught up in the spectacle playing out before them.

A tall man, strong and eternally youthful stood nearby, staring at Saruman, a smile on his handsome face. He had golden hair and a golden beard, his body clothed in white garments of a silken type. Laughter animated him and it was clear who he was, Tulkas, last to come to Arda in ancient days.

Near to him, a big man stood silently, a great horn in held in his hand. He was grim and angry, staring at the figure of Saruman with murder in his eyes. He was Orome, defender of the world and hunter of fell creatures. On the other side of Saruman stood a rare apparition, the great lord Ulmo, who seldom came upon the earth from the depths of the waters of the world. He was clothed in the manner of men, tall and strong, handsome and grim.

They stared at Saruman, as he stood in the center of their radiant anger. He turned this way and that, staring with a frenzied expression at the figures before him. He knew who they were and there was no escape now. Gandalf jumped from his horse and ran closer, pausing outside the circle of light that hung over the figures like a lantern. Strider and the others, all of them dismounting, ran to join him and as they gathered, they listened.

There was no visible conversation but they could hear angry voices. It came from around them, and above and below them. It came from the hills and the trees and the sky. It was the voice of Manwe, the Lord of all dominion and his wrath was complete as he called Saruman to task.

Strider felt his heart catch in his throat as he watched the sky split open, the radiant light rising through the hole in the clouds. Storm winds howled and his hair whipped his face as he stood watching, Boromir by his side.

For a moment he didn't move and then he took Boromir's hand, clutching it tightly as they stood together. Boromir clutched it back, glancing at Strider for a moment, their eyes meeting levelly. Then the earth ruptured, smoke and fire belching as nearby the very firmament cried out its own rage.

Saruman turned, shaken and pale, as sulfur and fire poured out of the gash. A figure rose from it, a marred but oddly beautiful shape of a man, and he stepped onto the ground from the fiery pit. He stood staring and then he pointed at Saruman, the wizard cowering away as he realized who it was.

Gandalf turned to a cry, glancing at Elrond as he watched the figure walk toward Saruman. He was tragically beautiful, one half of his face burned and the other radiant. He closed the ground to Saruman, who had fallen on his knees in fear and weeping. The figure paused and then gripped Saruman's wrist, turning and running toward the pit. Without stopping, he jumped, pulling the wizard in with him.

The sound of his screaming filled the air and then the ground closed, swallowing them both together forever.


Part 26

John...

For a moment it was almost painfully quiet. The Valar still stood there, watching the sky above them. They smiled and turned toward us, looking at us with such fondness and concern. I understood their love for the Elves at that moment. They looked at them as if fathers toward sons and then they began to change...

The gods among us, Boromir thought, stepping forward in spite of himself. He felt compelled, pulled toward heaven and even as Strider held his arm, he stepped forward. There was peace there, a kind of tranquility he had never felt and he knew he wanted to go with them. Was this what the Elves felt? This desire to dwell with them? He didn't know.

The shapes of the figures blurred, turning to shining outlines of men and then they rose toward the bright light overhead, moving into it and out of sight. The wind grew, blowing the clouds away and as they stood there, the illumination of the stars and moon overhead became clear to all once more.

There was great beauty in the sky, the constellations thick in the inky darkness and when the wind died down, the clouds were gone. They stood quietly, staring upward and then Boromir stepped forward, walking to where the ground was once more sealed. He turned, tears in his eyes and shook his head in sadness.

"They are gone," he whispered over and over. "They are gone and they didn't take us with them."

Tom...

At that moment, later when I thought about it, I think I would have gone anywhere with them. At that moment I was a part of the world we were in so completely that I couldn't help myself. But it was also at that moment, when they all left us behind, that my memory came back to me. All that truly was came flooding in and I turned and looked at John and realized that it was the same for him too.

John Strider looked down at his hands, at the callouses that he had won in his labors here. They were the callouses of a swordsman, of someone who was other than him. He looked at Tom, standing in the middle of the clearing and felt tears come to his eyes. He turned and looked at Gandalf.

"It's over, isn't it..."

Gandalf nodded and smiled, his radiant face filled with compassion. "You saved Middle Earth from destruction. The people of this world, the Elves, Hobbits, Dwarves, and Men are freed from the poison of Sauron and his kind."

John drew a ragged breath and turned to the others. They stood watching him, their ancient eyes also filled with compassion.

"You are Elendili," Elrond said, nodding. "You are elf friends and will be until the end of days."

John swallowed and nodded. "What now, Gandalf? What happens now?"

Gandalf considered his words and nodded. "You will be going home. The world that we stand in now will not change back until you return to your own time and place."

"The Shire... Rosie and the Hobbits... Lothlorien," John asked, his voice filled with emotion.

"They will be as they always were," Gandalf said. "Everyone will have the life they were intended to have, thanks to you." He turned and gazed at Boromir, who had walked back to the group. "Thanks to both of you."

"I never believed this. Not before. How will I leave it now? Will we forget?" Tom asked, glancing from the Elves to Gandalf. "I don't want to forget."

"You won't," Gandalf replied, squeezing his shoulder.

"Can't we stay? Is there no way to stay here?" John asked.

"No," Gandalf said. "If you do not go, then nothing will return to the way it was."

John shook his head sadly. "That's hardly a payment for coming, having to go when we want to stay."

"Sometimes you have to do the hard thing to do the right thing," Gandalf replied, squeezing John's shoulder. "It's not easy but it is the only way."

"How are we supposed to go back to our own time and just live?" John asked, throwing up his hands. "How do we do that?"

"You just do," Gandalf replied.

Elrond stepped closer and held out his hand. John gripped it tightly.

"I wanted to meet you the most of any that I had learned about. You were the one who I wanted to know," John replied, his throat tight with emotion.

Elrond smiled slightly. "I am well pleased to have met you, Strider. I will not forget you."

John blinked and turned away, gathering himself together. Then he turned, his face composed and looked at Gandalf. "What do we do?"

"I must have the box. It will return you to your home," Gandalf said.

John retrieved it from his tunic and handed it to Gandalf. As he did, Legolas stepped forward, pausing before Strider.

"I feel as if I know you from a dozen other places," he said.

John nodded and then they embraced, holding each other tightly for a long time. Then John sighed and stepped back, gripping Legolas' hand tightly. "I won't forget you. Any of you."

"You will not be forgotten," Legolas said, his eyes filled with emotion.

John turned and stepped next to Boromir, watching as Gandalf began to turn and twist the box. For a moment, they were together on the grassy knoll and then it all kaleidoscoped away. They fell through time and when the spinning stopped, they found themselves sitting in the quiet darkness of their living room.

They sat quietly on the couch where the journey had started for a moment, neither of them speaking and then Tom stood up, staring around in a daze. John watched him and then he rose, gripping Tom by the arms tightly. They stared at each other without a word and then embraced, holding each other, their emotion intense.

Tom...

I just wanted to hold him, to feel that something was the same as before. But I knew we were changed forever. I had seen magic. Or, at least I thought it was. The physics of it could maybe be explained. Maybe it was just a waking hallucination. I don't know. I just know there are more strange things in the universe than you could ever see on Star Trek.

John...

It was so disconcerting, I had to take a moment to figure out where I was. One moment we were in Elf lands and now we are in Seattle. Somehow that juxtaposition makes me laugh.

Tom stood quietly while John checked him over. He was the sort of person who after the shouting was over, would go to great lengths to check for injury. When he was sure in his mind that Tom was safe, he reached into his own shirt and pulled out the elf stone.

"You still have it."

"We have everything but the box," Tom replied, unbuckling his sword belt. "We can never go back."

"I know," John said, setting the stone on the table. "I wish we could. I could live there, Tom."

"I know," Tom said, sitting down beside John on the couch. "I love them too."

"It really happened didn't it?" John asked, a strange look on his face. "I mean... we really were there, weren't we?" Tom glanced at the clock. "How long do you suppose we were there?"

"A few months at least," John said, rubbing his eyes.

"The clock says we were only gone for about an hour," Tom replied, glancing at his partner. He reached out and touched John's face, rubbing the whiskers there gently. "You have a beard, John. You were clean-shaven before we left. You could never grow a beard like this in just an hour."

"It really happened," John whispered, shaking his head as he stared at the elf stone before them.

Later that night...

It was quiet at last, the two men having expended their tensions in intense passion. It had seemed like lifetimes had passed since they had the simple pleasure of lying together. It had been slow, a reassuring, lingering experience of re-connection and renewal. Lingering kisses and gentle touches soothed weary and sorrow-filled souls as they moved together on their own bed. John lay quietly, absorbing Tom's touch, the feel of Tom's weight on his body. All of it was balm to his troubled soul.

They lay together, spent and entwined, the light of the moon outside their window the only illumination in the room. John sighed.

"They love the moon," he whispered.

"I know. I love it too. But now when I look at it, it will always be different."

"Everything is different, Tom," John replied, entwining his fingers with Tom's. "Everything that ever happens, it's all going to be different."

Tom sighed and kissed John's neck. "I know. That can't be bad, can it?"

John was silent a moment and then he smiled slightly. "No. It won't be."

"Good," Tom replied, nuzzling John's neck. "Good."

Friday night, Mom's house...

They all sat in the solarium, sitting on the great curving leather couches, drinks in hand. John's brother, Robert was there with his wife and so was Laura Strider, who sat facilitating finger food and good conversation while her husband discussed business with two of his colleagues nearby.

Tom sat on the couch, sitting next to John. He hated these functions, meeting strangers whose eyebrows were always elevated during introductions but whose breeding prevented comments from issuing forth. He almost would prefer if they asked him if he was John's butt buddy sometimes.

John was more comfortable with the whole business, even enjoying a bit of Tom's discomfort. He could talk to anyone, even though he was introspective, a bit shy and not given to raucous socializing.

"So, tell me... what do you do?" a big man asked, a businessman who was the son of someone John's father knew well from his college days.

Tom glanced at him startled for a moment and then he cleared his voice. The man was smooth, educated and everything that Tom hated. He was the kind of man who was a parasite, a man who earned his living off the labor of working people.

"I'm a professor of geology and archaeology at the University."

For a moment, the fellow, a man named Arthur, digested that information. "I see."

Tom looked at him, feeling his face frowning slightly in spite of his best efforts to be sociable.

"Tom is a great geologist," John said, leaning back and slipping his arm around Tom's shoulders. "You should have seen all the dinosaur shit we had around the house for a while. It was petrified. The dinosaur shit, that is."

John could hear the embarrassment of his sister-in-law as she sat across from him, gripping her martini tightly. He grinned slightly and rose, meeting Arthur eye-to-eye. He smiled.

"We're going to Utah this summer, Tom and I. We're going to dig in the dirt for more dinosaur shit. I personally can't wait."

Tom glanced at John's mother, who sat watching, a bemused look on her pretty face. Then he glanced at John's father, who had paused in his conversation with his guests. He looked at his son and quashed a smirk.

"I see," Arthur said, sipping his martini. "To each his own."

The big unspoken hung between them as they stared at each other. John sighed and glanced at Tom, noting the hackles rising on his partner.

"To each his own," John repeated. "That's something we know something about, Arthur. Can I call you Arthur?" He didn't wait for the man to reply. "Tom and I, we're adventurers too. We just got back from the adventure of a lifetime. Right now, nothing can disturb us. We're much too happy. Right, Tom?"

Tom grinned and nodded. "Right."

Laura Strider put down her glass. "What adventure, John?" she asked, her pretty face filled with mirth and anticipation. "I do recall having the hardest time getting you on the phone yesterday."

"We weren't home," John said, smiling broadly at his partner. "I would say, we were out of town. Right, Tom?"

Tom grinned and nodded, staring at his partner with love and admiration. "I would say so."

John grinned and raised his glass. "A toast."

Everyone in the room raised their glass and waited. John sighed and looked at his partner, his face filled with love and affection.

"To the Eldalie and to the hope that we can see them again some day, if even only in our dreams."

Tom nodded and sighed. "And to the Elendili, wherever in the universe they may now live."

They drank their toast, the others pausing before doing so. Laura stood and raised her glass.

"To adventuring," she said simply.

John turned and raised his glass to his mother. "You don't know the half of it, Mom. To adventuring."

Tom's laughter filled the room as he drained his glass. He turned and stared at his partner, the events of the past filing through his mind one-by-one. It was a dream and a true life adventure in one. They would never be the same again.

Good, John Strider thought as he tapped his glass against his partner's. Good.


Part 27 - Epilogue

The ocean spray felt good on his face as he stood at the helm, steering the sailing ship as it moved through the choppy waters. They were on their way to Hawaii, the first long trip they had decided to make after a series of short jaunts up and down the coast of western America.

They had retired, that is... Tom had finally retired. Forty years of teaching since their great adventure had finally worn even his iron constitution and intellectual curiosity to the point where leisure time with John outweighed the thrill of discovery.

They had bought a sailing boat, a long large one ten years before and had jaunted around Puget Sound and up and down the west coast of the United States. John had wanted to sail around the world but Tom's inherent caution had prevailed until the last time John had gotten pneumonia. Then he had made a decision about his priorities and retired.

They had sold their house, their unwanted possessions were given away and they had moved onto their boat, the old trunk from their past moving with them. They had said goodbye to friends, promising to meet up in Maui and set off for the fabled islands of Hawaii with a smile and a wave.

The trip had been pleasant, restful and uneventful and by the time they reached the halfway point, they had gotten the hang of sailing. Tom cooked and fussed. John steered and smiled. Between the two of them they had made it this far and had enjoyed themselves mightily.

Their life in Seattle had been the same as before and profoundly different. They had become closer and less needful of other people for company. Tom had written more books and gone less on expeditions. John had taken up painting, his lovely landscapes of ethereal places becoming much in demand by people who had no idea that such places really existed.

They had kept up on archery and swordsmanship, practicing every weekend in their backyard to the delight of neighborhood kids. They collected medieval art and books and made trips to European museums and archaeological digs. It was the closest thing to Middle Earth they could find.

Forty years before, they had an interlude in a paradise that they knew they would never see again. It was populated with people that they had grown to love. It tugged at them, coming to them in dreams and they talked about it together often, but only to each other. No one else would ever know about Middle Earth and her people.

The sun was shining on the water when they went below for lunch. Sitting at the small table in the galley, they talked about which port to call at when they reached Hawaii. Around them, unseen, a mist was gathering and when they returned deck side, it had grown on the horizon.

"Where did that come from?" Tom asked uneasily. A reluctant sailor at best, he turned to their computer and called up charts. "It's not listed on the charts."

"I don't know. Maybe it's a squall of some kind. I'll try and steer around it," John said, spinning the wheel.

For an hour they tried to go around it but wherever they went, it was there too. Finally, with resignation, they sailed into it, the coolness of the mist fresh upon their faces. For ten minutes they sailed and then it lifted again, the sparkling waters reflecting the sunlight from the clear blue sky once again.

"That was short," Tom said, smiling. He sighed with relief and walked forward, sitting in his deck chair, book in hand. For two hours they sailed and then in the distance, John spotted land.

"Tom!" he called, puzzling the sight that should not be there. They were hundreds of miles from Hawaii.

Tom looked up and saw land, the cry of sea gulls filling the air overhead. He looked back and rose, walking to where John stood, charts in hand.

"What are we doing seeing land?" Tom asked.

"I don't know. There isn't a piece of land between us and Hawaii for hundreds of miles. I don't understand."

"We must be off course," Tom said, picking up their global positioning device. He worked on it a moment and then tapped it against his hand. "This doesn't work."

John took it and after a moment put it down, staring ahead at a lovely island that began to loom before them. "What the hell is going on?"

Tom looked at the island and then his partner. "Do we go there or do we run like hell?"

Tom grinned. "This is the Pacific. No one is at war with us out here."

"Are you sure?" Tom asked, staring at the island as it loomed before them.

They sailed on, moving toward a bay that opened up before them. Far in the distance they could see houses clinging to the hillside above the water and so they steered their boat toward it, heading for a port and perhaps an explanation of how they could be here and not where they were supposed to be.

Tom...

I hate the ocean. I mean... I love it. It's beautiful. But it scares the crap out of me. John loves sailing. He always has. It's that privileged background of his again. Blue collar people clean and build the boats that people like his father buy and sail. I never learned to sail. I never even learned to fish. So here we are, on the ocean, lost. I could scream.

John...

Tom panicked in that controlled way of his. He knows what sailing means to me so he tolerates the bullshit. But this threw him. He didn't know what to make of this. Me? I didn't either but I was curious. I knew we were on the Pacific. It had to be maybe the Philippines or some small island that doesn't get a lot of news play. What else could it be?

They sailed closer, passing wooded islets and then the first indication that they were well and truly off the beaten path greeted them. A large ship lay at anchor, many others nearby. It was a beautiful ship and they stared at it transfixed as they slowly passed it.

It was blindingly white, as all of the ships around were and at its forward bow a graceful swans head curved. Its sails were furled and it lay in graceful repose, waiting for a journey once more on the blue sea.

Tom swallowed hard as he stared at it and the others. They moved past, their ship smaller and somehow awkward among the lovely ships at anchor. Tom turned and began to pull in their sails as John steered her toward a dock at the edge of the town ahead. He quickly stowed them, perhaps with less care than usual. His heart pounded in his chest as his mind raced over the possibilities.

John stared ahead, hardly noticing Tom as he gathered the sails. He slowed his craft, easing her along as they made for an empty pier and a berth at the dock. As they edged closer he could see figures standing there, people waiting for them as he sailed her onward. Oddly enough, he had no fear as he gently brought her alongside the dock.

He saw them standing there, waiting for both of them and he felt in his heart a lightness of spirit he had forgotten to feel. Tom turned and smiled at him brilliantly, moving toward John as he stepped away from the wheel.

Tom tossed a rope to a figure on the dock and they took it, tying off their yacht handily. When the yacht edged alongside, they both stepped off, standing together before the welcoming group, astonishment mingling with joy on their faces.

"Welcome back," a tall figure said, smiling at the looks of astonishment before him. "We have long waited for you to return."

"Elrond," John whispered, swallowing hard. He held out his hand and Elrond took it, gripping him in a warrior's embrace.

Gandalf smiled and took Tom's hand. "Welcome home," he said simply. "We waited for you."

Later that night...

Tom stood on a balcony, looking out at the bay beyond. The city was quiet, yet people went about their business. The Gray Havens, this was called. It was the hub of Elf travel from the undying lands to Middle Earth. Now they were here, filled with answers to their many questions and it didn't seem real.

John moved to stand behind him, his arm around Tom's waist. "Its unbelievable."

Tom nodded. "I know." He glanced at John. "I'm glad to know what happened, that things worked out. I worried about that, you know. I worried that they wouldn't be all right."

Tom...

They had talked for hours, telling us about everything. Frodo had taken the Ring, with Elf escort, to Mount Doom and tossed it into the flames. The figure that had taken Saruman was Sauron, himself filled with hatred for the wizard for stealing his power.

I thought Sauron was completely disfigured but apparently he was subject to the time moment shifts at that instant he had appeared. He was still as beautiful, in a small way, as he once was. I suppose that was true. How else could he trick elves? They love beauty. An oily-tongued snake with a shiny skin might be able to fool them for a while. They simply loved beauty. Standing here, looking at their great city, I can see that myself.

I missed them. I truly and well missed them. They told us we could stay here forever. I asked Elrond if that meant that we were dead in our own place and time. He smiled and said, no, it meant that we were alive in this place and time. I don't know that he truly understands where we come from but I am also sure there is little he misses.

This feels like home.

John...

We have a home here, a home with friends unlike any I've ever known. The hobbits are safe, Frodo and Sam are living together at Bag End. We met Bilbo at dinner. He's going oversea tomorrow. I'm glad I got to see him alive. The Elves are no longer leaving Middle Earth. Many are choosing to stay. The hatred and fear that drove them away is gone forever. Men are smarter here, I think. They value the Elves and want their company. I know I do.

"What are we going to do tomorrow?" Tom asked, glancing at his partner.

"I think a ride to Hobbiton would be in order. There's a little hobbit lady there I want to hug," John said, smiling. "I can't get over this, Tom. I can't hardly assimilate it."

"You over intellectualize everything, Strider. Go with your gut," Tom said, smiling.

John snorted and sighed, peering up at the stars above them. "We saw gods. We have seen magic. Elves live among us, Boromir. What do you think?"

Tom mused on his question and smiled, turning his loving gaze on his partner. "I think its good, John. Its good."

For a moment, John Strider just stared at the sea and then he leaned in and kissed his partner. "I do too, Tom. Its good to be home."

Tom nodded, turning his gaze to the stars. He sighed. "I know," he whispered softly. "I know."

The End

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